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Get your own Meez avatar! | Chat by xat.com-I'm glad that you have decided to take a few moments to see what I am all about. On the outside... in my profile... you have probably already assumed that I'm an attention whore, or something related to that. To your dismay... "Never judge a book by its cover," I?m a person that is quite the opposite of you assumptions. I'm 21 year old, Californian (Soon to be living in Lousiana) woman. Although, I am quite far from the average type of stereotype in the US. That is known as "California woman are all hot, skinny, and like totally cool and easy." Not all California women are like that. Definitely... not me either. I'm not what you may consider hot, but in my own way... I do consider myself pretty. I spend most of my time making my world as red, purple, and black as possible. Not, because I'm depressed, or neither a Goth, nor any other thought that pops in that head of yours. Theses colors simply are my favorite, including white, ice blue, and all pinks. Though, I have you know that I have felt lonely and slightly depressed for a long time, but I won't get into that.I also enjoy Nene Thomas art, fairies, dragons, vampires, and all theses Mythical and Magical creatures. I mainly read romance vampire novels and enjoy vampire RPs. I also enjoy some scents from candles and all flowers, but mainly roses. My favorite scents are all melon/citric kinds and cinnamon. I'm also into varies types of music, such as: all types 80's Rock, Fantasy Metal, some country, love songs from the 60's-90's, japanese music, german rock/ hard rock/ metal. Ask me if you wish, to ask me about what other interests I have. I will tell you without hesitation.I thank you for taking your time taking a look at what I am all about. And... I hope you will think, to never judge a person by there outside, only in. You will only make it easier for yourself and others around you to like you.Also, my past was filled of torment and neglect. I was an outcast mostly all of my school years, from K-12. Even my friends had a hard time liking me at times. I believe in so many different things from what they do. I have fun doing things that scare them. They had never enjoyed my few hobbies, which I thought was fun in a playing sense. Such as tarot cards, witch books filled with real spells. I only looked into them, but not really done anything with them. I'm happy to say that time is now behind me, but the past still haunts and depresses me. I cry for no reason because of my past sometimes.I realize now it was because I am so different and my beliefs are so outrageous to some people that it is hard to get along. Only one other person completely understood and didn?t care of my beliefs and what I enjoy. She accepts me for who I am and I'm proud to say that person is tamara_shadow. She loves me for being who I am and accepts that I?m not going to change from being myself. That is what being an individual, independent, and being different is really. That is what being a unique person is.My definition of an unique individual is:
That they actually don't care about what others think about themselves. They enjoy what they love to do without worrying about how others treat them. You can be so entirely different that no one like you because of it, but you can still say that you love and respect yourself. There are going to be people that are going to hate you because they just do... No matter what you do and how good or close to the so called magazine image you are. Trends and fashion are only there to bring you, as an individual down. I stopped listening to them a long time ago because no matter what I did to change myself to look good to a certain crowd... they never did except me, and I know that they never will. Now, I am happy to say that, at this time I'm glad that they never did. I believe that they would have destroyed me as the person that I really am. The only person that I care to give that acception to is my best friend tamara_shadow, because she went through a lot of hardships that I went through, but she never cared on how others saw her. She is a true person and way more then a human being in my eyes. That is what it takes to be a true and unique person.I would like to thank you for listening to my ranting. This is just my opinion on how I see things in this world. I know for a lot of you this isn't what you want to hear, nor do you want see in anyone. Also... I believe that a lot of you are going to hate me and think that I'm stuck up. I know that isn't true because I'm caring and kind person, that just sees things much differently then what you see and it bugs the hell out of most people. Well... guess what? I don't care because I am going to be who I am for all time unaltered by you, nor the media, etc. I can only hope that some of you can just accept and move on. Thank you.-
You're an Passionate Kisser
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble
What Kind of Kisser Are You?-
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