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Failure to Apply

i am not worth the trouble i cause.

About Me

about ME..well...i am rarely optimistic, i HATE slugs and when i'm wearing my HEADPHONES that means leave me the hell alone. i have no particular PASSION, group, or stereotype, but am somewhat ARTSY-i love to read write draw and design-i am easily willed, pleased and INSPIRED-anything i become a fan of is apt to cross over into OBSESSION. XD i hate CONFLICT, usually surrendering just to get it over with. i was raised protestant CHRISTIAN but i'm not sure what i believe in anymore and i ABSOLUTELY stress and TORTURE myself trying to figure it out before dawn breaks because i DO believe no one is guaranteed tomorrow. although i do BELIEVE i have settled on believing NOTHING for the time being. have i DAMNED myself thus...? of the FEW beliefs i am sure of: just because i don't agree with or SUPPORT someone's ideals or CHOICES it doesn't mean i don't ACCEPT that person as a human. don't PISS me off by relentlessly ACCUSING me of something with no chance for rebuttal or by constantly MOCKING things i declare sacred or serious to myself. my FRIENDS and FAMILY are the most IMPORTANT things in the world to me though they might not always see it and i feel like crying whenever i displease any of them in any way. though i don't really cry. ever. *sigh* well this has gone on for FOREVER so i'll let you get back to WHATEVER it is you do. i promise you we can find at least some COMMON ground if you give me a CHANCE. :) i am FAILURE. TO. APPLY. Which FINAL FANTASY VII: ADVENT CHILDREN Character are you Most Like? (With pics and lots of results)
Cloud Strife
Cloud is fearless and an exceptional fighter, he battles on whatever to save those around him. He feels responsible for those around him and makes a good leader. However he is burdened by the pain and loss of his past and the mistakes he makes. He feels oppressed by his memories and tends to draw into himself when upset and likes to be alone.
In the game, Cloud used the Buster Sword, however, it now marks Zack's grave. Cloud currently uses various other swords.
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My Interests

drawing - all kinds of music - origami - books - video games - animals - cloudy weather - trees and nature - photography - photoshop - video editing - swimming - poetry - the movie theater

I'd like to meet:

-the members of my favorite bands, of course.-the creators of final fantasy-people who can open me up to fresh ideas
What element are you?
Energy
you are of course very energetic and may be more to the boyish kind of girl you love to day dream and try to make things better and when things go wrong you may tend to listen to music or ride your bike

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Music:

jars of clay - underoath - linkin park - skillet - falling up - 30 seconds to mars - audio adrenaline - train - eiffel 65 - evanescence - daughtry - sia - nightwish - the almost - utada hikaru - shiny toy guns - breaking benjamin - dropkick murpheys - disturbed - afi - thrice - angels and airwaves - chris rice - the david crowder band - steven curtis chapman - aveneged sevenfold - red jumpsuit apparatus - flyleaf - y chemical romance - the used - video game soundtracks...

Movies:

sweet home alabama - mystery men - secondhand lions - rat race - domestic disturbance - the lion king - cars - the rain man - finding nemo - men in black - independence day - sahara - remember the titans - radio - the rookie - miracle - night at the museum - spiderman 1 - teenage mutant ninja turtles - transformers - hairspray - the forgotten - robin hood men in tights - the gameplan - the martian child - final fantasy seven advent children - pay it forward - dead poets society - enchanted - indiana jones - monty python and the holy grail - cloverfield - the digimon movie - disney - ironman - speed racer

Television:

home improvement - fresh prince of belair - friends - south park - according to jim - everybody loves raymond - three's company - digimon - freakazoid - fairly odd parents - though i like hardly watch tv anymore..

Books:

the twilight series - of mice and men - brave new world - the kite runner - the sight - bottled up - number the stars - the chronicles of narnia - counterfeit son - shade's children - the tiger rising - calvin and hobbes - garfield - shel shilverstein - touching spirit bear - gaurdians of ga'hoole - the juggler - artemis fowl - the book thief - the messenger - wayside school is falling down - the uglies series - hero - what happened to lani garver - edgar allen poe - juvenile orion - vampire knights - chibi vampire - elemental gelade - event - confidential confessions - peacemaker - cross

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My Blog

KENNEWICK.

just took a shower after unpacking my entire life from the back of 27 year old suburban, previously feeling quite smelly and nervous, but now feeling somewhat relaxed, only slight twitterings of appre...
Posted by Failure to Apply on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 05:43:00 PST

welcome to suburbia

just moved to vancouver, away from my friends and place i call home, to a really nice house not far from many job opporitunities, and may i say, to complete, utter, absolute, and total SUBURBIA. you c...
Posted by Failure to Apply on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 08:09:00 PST

graduation

ah...starting blog over.  so freeing are the technological links to my past soggy with bitterness and suffering.  a part of me, yes.  but burdensome to blog readers no longer.i have a f...
Posted by Failure to Apply on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 10:30:00 PST