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half and a first

scared to live. eager to die.

About Me



i need to be with myself
and center
clarity, peace, serenity ♥



My Interests


God, music, animals, sunsets and stars are my favorite.
I loveluvlovee to dance! I like being in big social settings... I like to have fun..
i love my cats♥ and my dog.
Kittens are my favorite thing in the whole world!
I love having old friends that i never see:)But that are still always there for me. &i have more guy friends then girls, but they are just my friends i'aint no ho'!

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I'd like to meet:


real people.
(&dont try to holla either. i wont have that shii..:)

Peace

&L♥VE

<....i search for personality & I look for things I cannot see
Love and peace flash through my mind
Pain and hate is all I find
find no hope in nothing new and i never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony
through my eyes thats all I see.....>

Music:


i listen to EVERYTHING♥
literally.
I lean towards rock and r&b mostly but if im in the party mood its all about hiphop or house, to dance to, if im mad you'll see me getting crazy to some metal and if im feeling "glad" i listen to air 1 or the country stations=) old rock, undergrouuund, classical, christian, hyphy, emo, screamo, electronica, house and techno, drum and bass, happy hardcore (with energy drinks and sugar cookies WOO lol) ... i LOVE it all.

i also love to play music, ive played the clarinet since 4th grade in marching and concert bands.. im a beginner at the piano and violin and ive never taken guitar lessons but i love to play it by ear. someday i hope ill have time to take more lessons and actually be REALLY GOOD at something:)

Movies:

Anything funny. I ♥ Adam Sandler movies.

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Television:

Southpark, family guy, Scrubs

Books:

The Bible

..

Heroes:

Jesus

My Blog

if only.

"Often your tasks will be many, And more than you think you can do... Often the road will be rugged and the hills insurmountable, too... But always remember, the hills ahead are never as steep as they...
Posted by ♠JeMMa♠ on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 03:55:00 PST

bitches

so it just dawned on me last night... that a lot of girls hate on me hardcore for no reason.  haha.  like the last few places i have went in this gay town theres always like one slut that in...
Posted by ♠JeMMa♠ on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 12:29:00 PST

mindness.

i wish i could explain how i felt perfectly to everyone
Posted by ♠JeMMa♠ on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 04:32:00 PST

it has to be like this...

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delig...
Posted by ♠JeMMa♠ on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 09:58:00 PST

memories! [[this is the best blog of all time]] :]

Post a memory you have of me, be it good or bad, or how we met what were your first impressions of me?       [Credit: Blakes Blog]  thanks for letting me steal it and everyone els...
Posted by ♠JeMMa♠ on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 08:24:00 PST