terence

aaa... how 2 say... actualy, i don't really know who i am yet. i guess i'm still searching for my purpose(s). i heard a line in a movie that goes, "He who knows others is wise. He who knows himself is enlightened". i think it's from the bulletproof monk. i 'm quite wise but still not very enlightened. cos i'm very good at judgin' people but i don't know my own flaws. well, i'm just human... one thing i know 'bout myself is that i will fall in love with everything i'm interested in. Youknowhatimean???... i mean, i'll be putting all my attentions to things/people that i really ...interested in... like to do... care. but with some conditions. i'm gonna do it if i have the time and energy. and i put things according to its priorities. though sometimes i will negotiate and tolerate circumstances. and in some cases, i can be a damn f**kin' perfectionist. i wanna be good in everything i do or things to go well. like in a relationship. at least i will try. but most of the time, people just don't get it. they tend to think that i like to show off... or a freak or something else. but i guess i AM a freak. what's wrong with being a freak? as long as i don't do anything stupid. but people get scared anyway. that's why i'm single now. i hate stupid and ignorant people. they don't think 'bout others and don't even bother to improve themselves. when we try to help them, they won't give a damn. and then it become worst when they become stupid ignorant people. or more commonly known as the "BODOH SOMBONG". what else 'bout me? oh yeah. people don't understand me. what's very complicated 'bout ME? i guess i don't really open up to others. even to people who are very close to me. i'm still working on that aspect of my life. but... how am i gonna change if they don't give me a chance? i'm tryin', man, i'm tryin'... i think that's all for the time being. i'll give you an update if i found something else i don't know 'bout myself. hehe... c ya, suckaz!!!