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Danell

happiness must come from within!!!

About Me

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Myspace Layouts Myspace LayoutsMy name is Danell, day-day, day, d, danelly, dannie, nelly.. i think thats about it. But i answer to everyone of them! I love women and tattoo's!!! I've learned to accept myself for who i am! i am an alcoholic.. ive been sober since 12/22/05. And im no longer ashamed of who i am. Sobriety has been one awesome journey so far.. can't wait to see what life has in store for me next! I hate alcohlism.. i hate what it takes from others and myself. Thats why i thank God everyday that im sober TODAY!!! Im all about love not war... i've never been a fighter..just a lover. I currently live in lorain.. in what id like to call the miracle on 34th st house!!! lol. its me and a bunch of my friends... just living life one day at a time. Im a sucker for scary movies.. infact i love movies. I love music.. can't play an instrument or sing.. but music gets me thru those days i think will never end. My goal is to me in california within the next couple years!! I wanna live on the beach!!! yay.. beach bums.. CALI HERE I COME!! I recently got blessed with a beautiful niece.. here name is rylee.. and shes my little sunshine.. she puts a smile on my face on the worst of days!! Never knew i could love anyone so much!! I am currently single... not by choice.. hopefully someday soon that right women will walk into my life! Sobriet and life has braught so many different people in and out of my life... and the friends i have today.. there aren't many.. but the loyalty and love would blow your mind. I never thought i was capable of making friends.. not real friends that is. I am so blessed today. Somedays are easier then others.. sometimes i lose track of how good it is today.. and i get caught up in the negative aspects of my life.. forgetting about all the positive. Sobriety has given my life back... and sometimes its hard to express that with people who don't suffer from the diease of alcoholism. Alcoholism is just like any other diease.. if you had cancer you'd do everything in your power to cure it and get better, and thats what i do on a daily bases... im in the solution.. working on me on a daily bases.. constantly learning new things, everyday is a journey.. and i do my best to make it count. Life is to short.. Happiness MUST come from within. Ive learned that material things won't make me happy... no human power will make me happy.. it all has to come from within ME!! Ive become more outgoing and love talking to people... i guess thats another gift ive received .. the ability to listen and be there for another!!!Acceptance is the answer to all my problems today..... if i focus on the problem the problem increases.. if i focus on the solution the solution increases!!!!

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My Blog

whats the point?

so today has been just a rough day.... actually this whole week has been rough. Ive got so much going on inside my head.. at times i just don't know what to do with it all. And then when i attempt to ...
Posted by Danell on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 12:59:00 PST

RESTART BUTTON

You know i was sitting here thinking.. life needs a RESTART BUTTON! Wouldn't that be great.. you could just go back and hit restart at any given moment and try life one more time. And then i thought.....
Posted by Danell on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 12:36:00 PST

THE PROMISES IF I GO BACK OUT!!!!

.   The Promises if I go back out....If I am careless about this phase of mydevelopment, I will be lost before I amhalfway through. I will renew myobsession with alcohol and sacrifice ALLtrue hap...
Posted by Danell on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 11:01:00 PST

Kentucky Lightning LA Pride Promo I : The Tongue Pushup

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fn7CpucDfx8 ...
Posted by Danell on Thu, 22 May 2008 11:29:00 PST

day in the mud

day in the mud THIS IS ME HAVING A GREAT TIME AT COOKS!!! I WAS PLAYING IN THE MUD! THE TAPE RAN OUT BEFORE U COULD SEE THE BELLY FLOP.. BUT I FLIPPING DID IT!!...
Posted by Danell on Mon, 19 May 2008 12:32:00 PST