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sam.

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About Me

i am sam. (:
im vulgar and brutally honest but im equally compassionate.
i will never tell you any lies.
i intend to speak from my heart and mind but it doesnt always come out like i mean it to.
i fuck up but i do my best.
ive realized it is time to change.
i sure as fuck cant live in the past.
my life has taught me that the present is the only for sure thing and tomorrow is likely to never come. we have now, and thats all that i can show to you.
& i hate thinking about the future...
but its time to wake up and not only know but act like the present is not the only thing i have.
i have a future.
and so do you.
and so does the world.
and we need to realize it and act like it.
i know ive been fucked up.
and i know the world has been fucked up.
and i know this needs to change.
and i know everything is constantly changing.
but we need change for the better.
i need goals to better myself.
goals to get somewhere better.
goals to do something better.
aim= jmblefck713... talk to me.
lets all fucking chill.
take a toke.
relax.
lets all work together.
work to live.
and live.
"i dont understand when everybody in the world wants the same damn thing,when everybody in the world needs the same lonely thing. when i wanna work for your love, when i wanna try for your love. i dont understand how come youre gone man. i dont understand why half the world is still cryin man, when the other half is still cryin to man. i cant get it together. i mean if you got a cat for one day, say, say maybe, you want him for 365 days right? you aint got him for 365 days man you got him for one day man. well ill tell you, that one day man, better be your life man, because you can say "oooo man" you can cry about the other 364 man but youre gonna lose that one day man and thats all you got. you gotta call that love man, cuz that what it is man. if you got it today you dont wear it tomorrow man cuz you dont need it. cuz as a matter of fact as, we discovered on the train, tomorrow never happens man. its all the same fucking day man! so you gotta, when you wanna hold somebody, hold em like its the last minute of your life. cuz someday, some weights gonna come on your shoulders baby and its gonna feel to heavy, its gonna weigh on you, its gonna feel just like a Ball & Chain." [Janis Joplin]
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My Interests

music.
drawing.
writing.
friends.
family.
fridays.
the lake.
roadtrips!
concerts.
anything that stimulates the brain.
meeting new people.
and my prized posession...
the buii.
[85 buick century, limited edition, two tone green]
it rocks your cock.
:)

I'd like to meet:

you.
i love meeting new poeple.
(:

"love should be a simple blend
a whispering on the shore
no clever words you cant defend
they lead to never more"
[rainbow. look em up]

silver threads & golden needles cannot mend this heart of mine
and ill never drown my sorrow in the warm glow of your wine.
you cant but my love with money, for i never was that kind,
silver threads & golden needles cannot mend this heart of mine.
Go ahead!

i dont want your golden mansions with a tear in every room
all i want's the love you promised, beneath the halo moon.
but you think i should be happy with your money and your name
and hide myself in sorrow while you play your cheatin game
[janislove]

Music:

my taste in music is pritty much all over the place.

my ultimate concert would be:
underOATH.
guns 'n' roses.
hendrix.
sublime.
jack johnsons.
evaline.
dio/rainbow.
marley
and janis joplin.
in that order.

Movies:

anything with edward norton, jack black, or john cusack.
indepth movies that make you think are my favorite.

Television:

i dont watch tv. i hate it.
its just mind numbing.
dont live thru the screen. live thru the being.

Books:

the phantom tollbooth.
CRANK.
impulse.
[ellen hopkins is an amazing author.]
lucky.
eragon.

i love to read.
its good for your health man.

Heroes:

..
the rest of my beautiful friends who make my life worth living.
my friends, past & present have impacted my life like no one ever has and maybe like no one ever will.

My Blog

dont let it pass

im on the runfrom my life to comeim doin what im tryin not toand this shouldnt matter to youbut itd be nice if you caredyeah maybe youre scaredbut baby i cant live in fearespecially when i need you he...
Posted by sam. on Mon, 19 May 2008 01:23:00 PST

<3

were neither here nor therewere all goin no whereand i know that you get scaredbut baby my soul is bareand when you feel all fearknow that i will be right hereno matter where you arewe will always sha...
Posted by sam. on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 07:44:00 PST

sferijegr

give me inkgive me leadlet me thinkcuz its allin our headsgive me paperand how bout an eraserso i can flowive got somethin to showwere past the first impressionand ive got built up aggressionso give m...
Posted by sam. on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 09:39:00 PST

life is death.

youre drowning in the build upprepare yourself for the set upcuz it only gets worse from hereits crawling up your side with fearwrapping around your throatwhile youre taking an oathnow were at the bre...
Posted by sam. on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 07:55:00 PST

at the lost and found

this has gone on for so longi dont know what ive done wrongim tryin to get it togetherbut its, its takin forever and its confusin me so i try, i try to just let it bejust let you be freebut your...
Posted by sam. on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 07:27:00 PST

hmmm..

the film is graycrumbling in decaydont ask me what to docuz i cant tell you what's truethings are blurrywhen youre livin in a hurryand there's nothin to slow you downnot even when you get out of towns...
Posted by sam. on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 07:36:00 PST

me without you.

down at the dockswatching you skip rockslearning who i wascatching a highfly buzzthere was nothing to hatelife was greatbut sent back to the realwere losing our feelcuz we left this perfect place behi...
Posted by sam. on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 05:15:00 PST

this deserves to be a blog.

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't list names) :1. im sorry im not a better example for you. and im sorry im not there all the time. especially when you need me. ...
Posted by sam. on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 09:21:00 PST

overwhelmed & overpowered

it all seemed so grandbut now youre forced to make a standand what will you dowhen it chokes you so hard you turn blueyour body is numband your tongues gone dumbwhat will you do?this is all on youso w...
Posted by sam. on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 03:03:00 PST

cunt

so well put togethershe speaks so cleverbut shes falling apartshes losin heartshes aiming for perfectionbut losing all directionshes drowning in confusionlife has become an illusionshes needs to resur...
Posted by sam. on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 10:16:00 PST