cheering, friends, gymnastics :) SHOPPING
I'd like to meet:
adam brody, t.i., dylan & cole spruse
Music:
rap, red hott chili peppers, jack
Movies:
THE NOTEBOOK mean girls a cinderella story without a paddle i LOVE bring it on bringing down da house uhm ICE AGE finding nemo 13 going on 30 scarface 40 year old virgin wedding crashers
Television:
real world thats so raven full house friends desperate house wives point pleasnt battle of the sexes OC american idol gilmore girls law and order espn
Books:
Jaimee, where do i begin? It never should have been this way, ever. James why did u leave me? Why couldn't I have gone with you? We had so many promises with each other, that we never got to fufill. We were gunna be each others brides maids. Guess thats not going to happen. You are so beautiful, James you were perfect. There are no words to describe my love for you. I remember the first time u came to my house, we marched in my house from preschool we were 3, and i told my dad "Dad, meet MY new best friend." All of our memories, ice-skating? cheering? swimming.. all our dance classes, school, hanging out, our sleepovers, our most precious memories will never, ever be forgotten. James.. why did you leave me? How am i going to live? I can't do this, i can't. You were MY best friend. My sister, my role model. Jaimee I love you so so much. Now a month is gone, and more years will pass, and i'll be here.. with out you. I remember, i remember everything. Skatenation every friday night. Jaimee, please please show me something, tell me some how you're here with me. I need you right now more than anything. haha. I remember all the little LITTLE "fights" we would get it, i think our record fight was like 3 mins. haha we were true to each other. man james, we had it all baby. I'll add more, i promise, jaimee, you know this, every one knows this, i miss you, i lvoe you more than anything imaginable. in my room, you're everywhere theres not a day where i don't see you now. do james, pleasee watch over me, please be my guardian angle, i'll see you in heaven girl. much love baby its been a year now. ONE YEAR- it seems liek 900 i can't wait till i see you again. i miss you. i love you.
it happened all so fast heavy with sleep my eyes closed
the next thing i remember was crawling out from the car and
seeing you lying there
holdin your head kissing you for the last time
the taste of blood on my lips
your clothes torn apart perfumed with gas
it seems like it was yesterday when the rain poured down
i can still hear your screams as if it was happening all over again
saturday, december 4th that night woudl become a grave
that would crush my heart
joy and laughter exchanged for grief and silence
searching for so long to fnd you and the moment
you were ripped from me
laying here on this empty shelf never to be read again
in these pages lies every memory of you
the wind blew your heart over my eyes and i slept for days
praying not to awake, but these dreams can only last so long
facing the day looking through these tears
i'll always look back and remember that night as you lay there
looking over that casket seeing your face times of past rushing
touching your cold hand wishing it woudl touch me back
you look so pretty lying thee just like the first day we met
it feels so real like olt times but it's nothing, it's nothing
i can taste the stale air on my tongue and death lights up the sky
hope finds itself it and end stopping at my thoughts
pictures of you help bring back the tears
walking in the present but living in the past
how much longer will i embrace sorrow?
from the moment you entered my life
my whole outlook on love would change
you brought out a happiness i didn't even know i had
and now you've gone leaving without a goodbye
that glass heart that rested in my chest has fallen and shattered
here on lord is the remains of a broken heart
for i have faith you can give me joy and life again
death has fallen but love covers me
heaven is now home to my angel of lovecries of the past // underoath
Heroes:
krams, emmils, jmigga
