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I'm Not Your Manz An Nem

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Who am I? Sometimes, I'm not really sure. Everyone sees me differently. Disruptive? Ignorant? Insensitive? Inconsiderate? Maybe to a few. I'm not gonna lie, it's not an easy road to mainatain being a good person. Do I try? Hell yeah, most def. Honestly, I'm not the one to say anything about myself. Creativity and the search for perfection forces my hand when it comes to self criticism. Can I do it better? There's a constant struggle to do better, be better, see better..... you get the idea.I try as hard as I can for the people I care about. It doesn't take much to earn it. Keeping me in that frame of mind takes a lot. I'm that cat who literally gives you my last five dollars, but won't remind you. If you remember, you become that much more endearing, if not, that five becomes a quick way to lose your credit.Am i hard to get along with? Hell yeah. That passion for certain subjects that are close to my heart can scare people at times. Do I try to see it from another point of view? Not always, but if you have a compelling viewpoint? I'll definitely try.If I lose you during a convo, it's probably not you. The process of abstract thought can definitely get the best of anyone. I'm not a genius, but i definitely look at things differently. My explanation for this? I'm still lookin for it. Some people blame it on A.D.D. For the record? I've NEVER been diagnosed professionally. Who knows? Maybe it is. I promise you this, I'm not programmed the way any of you are. We could get really deep into this, but suffice it to say, you either like me or you don't. The world keeps turnin, the sun comes up tomorrow and I get 39 1/2 winks instead of 40 if you matter enough. This may sound egotistical, but enough people have no problem with it. If you do, that's all good. I wish you the best. Keep steppin.Do I have a sick, twisted, perhaps horrible and/or dry sense of humor? Sure. If you've been keeping up with any of the posts etc., you already know this. Will I help you up if you fall? Sure. Will I laugh? If you hit a particularly bent up pose and/or have an extremely contorted face? Damn skippy I'll laugh. Will I remember it? No, I think the question is will I let you forget it?I used to draw, paint etc. etc. Not so much now. I can pitch a bitch with a pencil when i need to.In short, you won't get much info out of me. The only way to find anything out is by experience. I'm fortunate enough to have a few close people, who feel it's an important enough relationship for us to maintain. I'm blessed truly and without a doubt I care for those people. Some are still here, some are not. They look down, and I try to lead by example.I could say that I've been through a lot in my life, but who hasn't? There's no way in hell I can trivialize your situations and experiences. If you'd like to share them, let's do it. Will i make a judgement? We all do. Does it reflect a judgement on your situation? Yes. Is it a judgement on you? Only if you repeatedly prove yourself to be of that ilk. Don't take it personal, because people make generalizations based on sex, race, lifestyle, ideas..... the list goes on. Just know it's never a personal attack, unless you knuckle up and wanna go a couple rounds?Wow, I really should have had someone else write this. I'm still serious. If you have anything to add or some opinion of your own to offer, please do. As I said in the opening, I'm not really sure who I am sometimes, but I'm trying hard to figure it out and be the best at it I can. You're welcome to find out more or welcome to hit the door. It's nice to have choices huh?If you already know most of this stuff and you're still around, thanks I love you all. I'm fortunate to have met some pretty unique people. The keepers may not be above triple digits on some web page, but I know they won't fit in a "top 8" (besides there are only 7. if you're spiteful and wanna force me to type, try and change it).I'm lucky, not monitarily, not physically, not even mentally. I can't tell you enough how much imapct EVERYONE has made on my life, even the negative influences. I only hope I have done or can do the same.Discalimer: Don't be surprised if I'm not as open as you'd like. It comes with time. Stick around long enough, you might be surprised.Quick note: Kindness can't be mistaken for a weakness. Manipulation of situations to be portrayed as a victim will not be tolerated. Honesty and Loyalty above all else will be honored. Don't lie to make yourself feel better about situations in which your intentions are less than positive. In the end you cheat yourself. Attacks based on twisted perceptions of victimization might work with the weak willed. In the end, you owe everything you have to someone else. Foul mouthed attacks only further characterize the weak willed. The question is, do you even know why I don't want anything to do with you? If you make up a good enough story, feel free to send it. It never ceases to amaze me how your perceptions of others and anger management issues lead you to play the victim. I'd be ashamed to admit it to myself too. -The Mngmt.
You Are An INFJ
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You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.
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.. You scored as Wolverine. Wolverine is a loner, and a skilled fighter. He's got the hots for Jean Grey but a better fit for him would be Storm. He doesn't like to follow orders which pisses Cyclops off. He has terrible memories from the experimentation done on him at Weapon X. Even though he doesn't show it, he loves the X-Men. Powers: Fast healing and adamantium skeleton and claws.

Wolverine


85%

Rogue


80%

Cyclops


75%

Emma Frost


65%

Iceman


65%

Storm


55%

Colossus


55%

Jean Grey


55%

Nightcrawler


50%

Beast


45%

Gambit


40%
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You are Wolverine!A loner by nature, you feel uncomfortable when around those you don't know and even those you do. You are awkward when it comes to relationships, but fiercely loyal to those you love.
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My Blog

Freestyle Mix

The mix below was originally featured on Themovement.fm this month and on a limited promotional handout with DJ Breez. I wasn't going to repost, but considering it's been awhile...... here you go. If ...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jun 2009 07:01:00 GMT

No mix for June.

There is no mix posted in the blog for June since it will be a freestyle mix posted on Themovement.fm. Go check it out and download it there. Thanks to Busyboy, D-Jam, Fresko, Pump Boy Lee, Jackin Jam...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jun 2009 00:44:00 GMT

Hip Hop Mix May '09

Okay, having more technical freakin difficulties, but managed to get something done. I just slapped together a quick lil hip hop mix. I'm a lil tired of the radio and thought maybe everyone else is to...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 17:11:00 GMT

Old School House Mix for March

This is a quick old school house mix, consisting of semi popular stuff off the radio in Chicago. Hope you enjoy it. Thanks for stopping and helping raise money for cancer research.   01 Old School Hou...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Feb 2009 20:29:00 GMT

The New St. Valentine's Day '09 Quick Mix

I just finished a new quick mix. I'm keepin' them short but sweet. It's a little rushed, but I wanted to be done. I have so many other things I want to work on and way too much to choose from. Hopeful...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Feb 2009 02:12:00 GMT

Feb. Freestyle Quick Mix

 Feb.'s Mix is freestyle. I'm trying to change it up a bit. I cut it short, because I wasn't feelin the flow. If you like it, you be the judge. I have no list this time, but the people that need to kn...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Feb 2009 19:02:00 GMT

Better Late Than Never. NEW HIP HOP MIX FOR JAN.

I kinda fell behind, due to illness, but I'm back on track now. Lemme know if you have any problems with the link. You should only have to click the link and save as to download.http://s04.divshare.co...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 15:05:00 GMT

Link to another DJ Breez Hip Hop Mix

Here's a link to DJ Breez's latest Underground Hip Hop Mix blog.http:../../..blog... myspa..ce. com/..index... cfm?..fusea..ction..=..blog... view&..frien..dID=..29428..0079&..blogI..D=..46534..2432If.. .
Posted by on Tue, 20 Jan 2009 19:58:00 GMT

Two new mixes

I've been a little busy and haven't had time to work on anything. Yeah, yeah, everybody stop crying, wether it's laughter or disappointment. Below are two mixes. One from DJ Breez and the other two fr...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Dec 2008 17:10:00 GMT

Content House Mix

I'm working out the bugs, but getting faster with the new programs. Today I did a lil test run. There's nothing too complicated, but then again just assembling it and trying to find places to cut ever...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 03:46:00 GMT