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{HeiDi MaRiA}the past is looking better and better

im the m*t*e* F*u*k*n Princess!

About Me

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my outlook on life and everything else has changed alot over the past couple months i see everything has whatever i dont ever look towards the future cause nothings ever promised and why get crushed twice as bad then b4? so ima just live one day at a time ive never found true love let alone i dont really want to anymore cause its whatever i begin to believe theres no such thing...the only man i need in my life is my son (which hes a year and half :D)! whom i love so very much i dont trust easy by all means but all i can say is get over it thats me i have alot of decision makin to do as far as where i want to go in my life and when i decide i'll let ya'll kno im done focusing on the stupid lil things that'll come later right now ive got to focus on ME and my sons life so im going to back to school to finally get my GED after 4 years then ima go to school for hair and make up and all that jazz and find a new place to go and start all over cause thats always fun!ITS WHATEVER!

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My Interests


+My gorgeous son is my everything!! thatd be first b4 anything else!!!
+My friends...the few i have and the few i fully trust
+My chichuahua bailey jo
Watchin my movies is always fun watchin them with a special someone is even more of +
+Eating
+Sleeping
+I love my job most days at least
+Making money
+I hate cars that break down and are pos!
+Going to the park
+Quiet mini road trips by myself
+Listening to my music
+My flip flops filas and chucks
+Tattoos and piercings
+Dying my hair funky colors
+I hate planning ahead
+Favorite word:whatever
+I love smiling and laughing thats always pretty fun
+Having nights that cause drama with beth thats always a good time haha
+Teaching my son new words and dance moves
+Getting into stupid lil fights w/ my nephew which at the end of the day i love him dearly
+I miss being pregnant
+I love remebering memorys
+Outdoorsies stuff
+I wanna live on the beach
+I cant wait to skydive and go on an airplane

I'd like to meet:



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 i love her!!

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adopt your own virtual pet!

Books:

very rarely do i read not really my cup of tea

Heroes:


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My family:thanks for everything and puttin up with my all these years and just being there and supporting me no matter what i do like mom says were all we each other truely have love u guys!!!

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Beth: i love u no matter how much of a biatch u can be wen ur "not urself" but we need to learn to take our own advice and each others advice its okay cause rolling down the hall in a chair makes it all better even wen were getting on each others nerves we still love each other at the end of the night ur my gurl!
Justin: regardless how short amount time we've known each other i love u more then words can say and i always will ur friendship means everything to me im sorry for all the bs ive put u through but every penny and moment spent on u and with u was worth it uve taught me alot bout myself ! i hope we both find happiness rather its together or not! im sorry too!
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jessica:weve been to much junk to even name im proud of u in so many ways and ur always going to my sister!! i love u and i wish we saw each other more but no matter what i love u just as much!!! ur bf is pretty much the coolest guy ever and ya'll inspire me and make me look at love a whole new way!!! xoxo
the military guys:thanks for fighting for us and thank God ya'll made it back okay because of ya'll i have a different outlook on military then i did b4 but im glad i met ya'll and proud of each one of u guys thanks for the advice and talkin me out of alot of stupid bs and makin me feel better wen im sick NOT! jk but to all the miltary guys out there especially the ones stationed else where that i miss dearly u are all truley HEROS!
daddy: i miss u and wish everyday u were here to see us all grown into adults and be here for us tho u will be in our hearts i love u still just as much all i want to do is have u look down on me and be proud of us!
kadee k:ive known u since i moved here and started going to ccc and uve helped through alot of bs in my life without u idk what i would of done so thanks and u raising two kids on ur own so well i dont think u kno how much i look up to u for that keep ur head up and i kno in the end we're going to be great independent mommys as long as we have each other to lean on it'll be straight!
Ashley my cousin: a true romodel ive gotten myself caugh in alot of stupid decisions and drifted us apart but we're family i wish i could be more like u in so many ways and i can honeslty say ur my hero and i kno the main reason why and i hope one day i'll get there and have that passion that u have for that one thing that makes that gorgeous smile on ur face appear everyday!i miss u and the old times trash cans and stop signs and sprinklers those days are missed!security!;D i love u cuz
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My Blog

my car accident

holy cow im so grateful to God for protecting me and my son in this bad accident and for the prayers as im doing pretty good im pretty banged up of course and really sore!!! lol as my mom puts it ...i...
Posted by Heidles{cell phone is broke :-( }[[47]] on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 06:17:00 PST

my new favorite song!!!<3<3<3

Nobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got you babeNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got you babeCause we gon' fightOh yes we gon' fightBelieve we gon' fight...
Posted by Heidles{cell phone is broke :-( }[[47]] on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 12:28:00 PST

only 23 more days to feel this way agian

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heartWithout saying a word you can light up the darkTry as I may I could never explainWhat I hear when you don't say a thingThe smile on your face lets me kn...
Posted by Heidles{cell phone is broke :-( }[[47]] on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 11:30:00 PST

omg the greatest feeling ever!!!

holy cow so im sittening here on myspace of course and kadees down at my feet playing with my son and all of the sudden i hear im actually full out laughing for the first time!!! i just started to cry...
Posted by Heidles{cell phone is broke :-( }[[47]] on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 01:04:00 PST

ima make him regret one day

regrets hard to deal with trust me ive had enough of it i kno something great when i see it i just have an eye for that you could say and i kno im a good person at heart just some people got to d...
Posted by Heidles{cell phone is broke :-( }[[47]] on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 08:18:00 PST

funny how its goes

pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about.and that's what you get for falling again;you can never get him out of your head.and...
Posted by Heidles{cell phone is broke :-( }[[47]] on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 11:26:00 PST

2 poems 2 songs (old times)

                               everything is all so clea...
Posted by Heidles{cell phone is broke :-( }[[47]] on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 09:10:00 PST

POEM

Tonight i am not the cause of death But it is love that has taken my last breath No pain this big or fear this great Till i realized marriage was your fate You with whole heart and on one knee Me in r...
Posted by Heidles{cell phone is broke :-( }[[47]] on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 07:57:00 PST

This is deep well for people who get let down alot(peptobismal)

the only freind everyone gots is death it keeps its eye on you an never lets you down it always comes  it holds your hand in the day an tucks you in an kisses you good night   so true if ...
Posted by Heidles{cell phone is broke :-( }[[47]] on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 05:09:00 PST