What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (For Girls and Guys; Contains Pictures)
Description: Your inner soul is calling for help! Everyday you wonder why you are still here when there is nothing left. You use to once be a happy, loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and seems like it never can be fixed again. You've been hurt, abused, and damned far too much for you to handle it all anymore! No one understands you because theyre too scared to get to know you! You want to finally give up; just escape and rid of all your pain. You want people to understand, you want comfort... You tend to bottle up all of your emotions and problems, hoping that theyll all go away But you long to reach out and tell that one special person all of your feelings and troubles! But you never seem to have that person to talk to, or they just dont seem to want to hear you! You like expressing yourself in many ways; whether it be through your emotions, words, art, or even physically. You also enjoy nice quiet sceneries that just dazzle your mind with awe. You want a normal and happy life. You always feel this sense of loneliness clouding over your head, though surrounded by several people. None of them know you; you feel as though no one can relate to you. You want understanding, you want that friend, and you want that perfect life! Your sanctuary would probably be any place where you can be alone and hide out, such as your bedroom... You may be tough at times and try to prevent yourself from crying on the outside.... But your heart is always crying on the inside... Try to loosen up and have some fun! Never start frowning because you never know who's falling in love with your smile :) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Quote: Spiteful words can hurt your feelings, but silence breaks your heart
(unknown) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Poem Verse: But finally, after all the tears, Ive drowned
After all the cuts, blood still runs down
The distance between us is hurting; my heart seared,
But the closeness was what really killed me, what I really feared
(DieColdHearted) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Symbol: A tear (sign of strength, yet it contains pain) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
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First off, for those who know what I mean by the "Hedgehog Dilemma", post a comment. Anyways, I consider myself fairly normal. I do however suffer from lead poisoning. It affects my right foot, you know the one that hits the gas pedal. I just call it a lead foot really :) I am 20. I feel so old. I work full-time during the day. I was going to college, but my situation has changed due to outside reasons, and will have to wait until fall to continue. I moved here from Texas/Louisana in June '06, so the beach being so close is really cool. Don't go enough though. I love cars, trucks and racing and stuff, but am still learning. I enjoy computers, books, fishing, exercising, and anything that actively engages me (outdoors stuff mostly). I REALLY WANT TO TRAVEL THE WORLD!!!!! I am trying to learn new languauges! ANY HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED! I am also in the Army National Guard, and just joined a local unit here. Wish Me Luck!! I am a very kind person, considerate of other people, and open minded. I'm the kind of guy who will see a car pulled over on the side of the road with their gas door open, pull over and get them gas, all without even knowing the person's name. I am also the kind of person who will actually stop on the side of the road to view a sunset or a field and take a picture. The kind of person who would take in a misfortuned friend and aid in every type of way. But yet I am the person who will not beat around the bush, but rather stab through it when necessary. I'd rather be told I'm annoying than to be avoided, avoidance only prolongs the encounter. If you don't want to be around me, let me know. It is easier that way for all of us. I like to make a difference in a person's life, to help them. I only have a few close friends though. I want a friend who will lend me their hand when I am down, as I will do the same. Someone who I can trust and to tell who I really am to, as I wish to hear from him. I used to have a friend like that, but we both ended up moving. Just a friend that if I pass out from exhaustion or from drinking at a friends house, will without a word pick me up and bring me home, as I would do the same. That's what friends are for
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At least that's how it should be. I may seem down most of the time, but don't get me wrong. I love life. It's just mine has had an excess of valley's and not enough peaks. I am not suicidal or anything, just.....I'm not sure how to say it. Let me put it this way. I know that every person has a reason to think life is worth living, but I just haven't found mine yet. But I haven't given up hope. Just looking for a reason to keep on fighting. So, that's me. Take it or leave it.
Whatever. Just stand by me and yet leave me alone...
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