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My name is Kristina, I'm 22 years old. This August I'll start at Empire Beauty part time. It's something I'd like to do so hopefully I won't drop out this time hahahaha. I can not live without music. I really try to make the best out of everything, but I have a lot of flaws such as, I have no self control, I hold grudges and and I refuse to make decisions, I blame myself for everything, and I remember EVERYTHING. With that said, there's obviously a lot of things that piss me off so bad, and I just try to block it out, but it gets harder and harder each day. I really don't think I did that bad to deserve some of the shit that I have had to go through. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE ME. Nothing fazes me anymore, and I have become the biggest bitch recently. I've got the biggest don't give a fuck attitude that gets me in trouble a lot. I'm married to the LOVE of my life, PJ(and that means LEGALLY I own MY man by HIS choice!! haha jk). Our love is like no other. You may think you know us, but you probably do not. Relationships are ALL different, no one knows what goes on between two people(and i truely mean that for everyone). We have had our ups and downs, but nothing can keep us apart. We both fucked each other over at one point, but we will always find our way back to each other again. We both get a little crazy now and then! I really believe he is my soul mate, if not then soul mates don't exist. Even when everyone in the world seemed to be against us, we made it through, and are still going strong. At this point I believe nothing can stop us. We have great memories, as well as bad ones. You gotta take the good with the bad, i suppose. Even when I thought things were completely done, or we were never gonna be able to overcome the past, we did, and are still working on it. We now love each other more than ever. It took ALOT to trust one another again. Sometimes I just have to tell myself it can only get better from here. I could never see myself loving anyone else like I love him. But, what really keeps me going strong is knowing that he loves me too. There is no denying our love for each other. I am spoiled rotten by him, I get whatever I want. This september will be 6 years together and 1 year married. We have been together since 9/28/2004 and married on 9/29/2009, so we have a 2 day anniversary every year, how fucking weird is that? I love it. Getting married made our relationship so much better hes def. 10x better as a husband than he was a boyfriend lol, and not only is he a great husband, but he is also a great daddy, and gave me two BEAUTIFUL children...I am a mommy to the most beautiful 4 year old little girl in the world, Cheyenne, born on 3/20/06. She changed my name to Mommy. She is my little princess. She's a spoiled little brat, but I love her to death. She is my mini me. Personality wise she's a mix of me and my mom and a little of pj. She is very very smart, she's funny, she's got good manners, but of course every kid has their bad moments like when she doesn't want to listen to anyone haha. She's a hell of a kid. We have so much fun together. If I didn't have her, I honestly don't know how I would have made it sometimes, I don't think I would have. She's the angel that was sent to better my life. I also have a son, the most adorable little baby boy ever, his name is Tristan, and was born on 5/19/09, and is 1 year old already. Thats crazy, it seemed like yesterday I was still prego w/ him. He is the number ONE man in my life, and is the definition of a "mamas boy". You can almost bet if u see me, hes in my arms or fallowing me around the house. I can't wait til he is older. But, I swear he don't even know he's a baby. He started walking at 8 mo., and now he climbs on tables, runs, gets into EVERYTHING!!! Can't imagine what hes gonna do in his terrible twos lol. Ever since I had him I became stronger. My kids are all I need. I've had to fight for my kids plenty of times(especially when i was preg w/ them), and will ALWAYS defend them no matter what. I'm blessed to have beautiful and healthy children. And 2 kids is quite enough, im all done, one boy n one girl is quite enough. Especially because I also have two stepkids named Cyndal(9) and Paul(7), who I love as well. And my last reason is because both times I gave birth, the doctors didn't want my babies to leave when I was discharged. My daughter wasn't eating enough in order to gain the weight she had lost back again, and my son was born with a heart murmur(but it should go away), so I could only imagine what would happen if i had another, shit. My kids are beautiful and they are my world. I may not be perfect, I may make mistakes, but my kids will always know that their mommy loves them with every breath that I take. I take the best care of them that I possibly can. I will protect them from anything that trys to harm them until the day that i die. All I have to do is look into Cheyenne or Tristans eyes and realize that NOTHING matters but them, because without them I really don't know where I would be.Everything happens for a reason, we just may not understand it. And things that aren't meant to be turn out ugly haha. And everything bad that has ever happened to me only made me stronger in the long run. Whats meant to be, will be. Your life could change in a heartbeat.I HATE bitches.I can count on one hand how many people I have trusted in my life.One day can make your life, one day can ruin your lifeCheyenne Marie Tongue & Tristan William Tongue are all that makes my life worth living.I dont give a fuck what you have to say about me, I refuse to live my life that way. Love and hate are two very strong words. I think i've loved less than ive hated. Once i love you its hard to hate you, no matter how hard i try. Once i hate you its hard to love you.im not supposed to be scared of anyting but i dont knwo where i am i wish that i could move but im exausted and nobody understands how i feel im trying hard to breathe now but theres no air in my lungs theres no one here to talk to n the pain inside is makin me numb i try to hold this under control they cant help me cuz no one knows.... now im going thry changes!!! god i feel so frustrated lately when i get suffocated save me!!! now im going thru changes!!~*Erica N Kristina*~ A friendship like no other. 15 years in the past with many more to come. We grew up together from little girls into teenagers; from teenagers into young women. We got a long history from playing with Erica's dolls together and now real life babies(Kristinas kids). We help each other the best we possibly can along w/ giving each other well thought-out advice. We will fight for each other if we have to til the day we die. We will stick together thru thick n thin. This is the kind of friendship that some people spend their life searching for. We might as well be sisters, but we don't fight like sisters at all; we never fight. We have to keep each other sane at times, and do our best at making each other better people in more ways than one. We think a lot alike and have similar opinions on a lot of things. We could probably finish each other sentences if we tried to. We understand each other better than ourselves. You could say we're almost like soul mates in a friendship way. We know we can count on each other for life. We need each other in the long run.