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Making People CRY since Before you Were BORN!!!

About Me


EVERYTHING THAT MAKES ME...
IS EVERYTHING THAT BREAKS YOU!!!
***Comment box is in the Scroll Box under Friends List.***
~There is a very HIGH chance that you will JUST NOT LIKE ME~

~Im the girl that you will take home to meet your parents, but Im also the girl that you wont take home to meet your parents.~
~Yes my attitude and views on life will allow you to label me a BITCH
. And no that fact doesnt really bother me.~
~I am PAINFULLY HONEST and BLUNT to the point of rudeness, if you dont like to hear the truth or anything contrary to your beliefs, please feel free to leave now.~
~I will more than likely tell you EVERYTHING that you dont want to hear, and smile in your shocked/angered face when Im done.~
~Music makes my world go round. And Metal Music has my <3.~
~Im a dork. And a huge kid when I want to be.~
~I experiment with my hair more then I should. I suffer from CHB (chronic hair boredom). So yes that explains why my hair is ten different colors in a 5 months period. And yes my hair will always OWN yours!~
~Once you get to know me, You will have about a hundred-thousand labels for me. Why? Because I am a little bit of everything. (Ask anybody who knows me, they'll tell you).~
~I love to bite and pinch. Yes I do randomly bite people that I know or have just met, please come near me at your own risk.~
~I leave BITE MARKS!!! (Quite a few actually)~
~I can be shallow. And I do tend to have "All about Cyndi" random moments, just deal with it.~
~I love when people sing to me.~
~I ♥ Tattoo's!!!~
~When I get mad, run (and run fast). Or just stand really still and hope you blend into your surroundings.~
~When Im happy take advantage of it, cuz I go from Normal HAPPY-go lucky to BITCH in .4 seconds. (and believe ME, that is not a pretty sight).~
~Dont try to understand me...you just cant. I do NOT need a shrink and I do NOT need you to save me. Do not try to psycho-analyze me, and do not try to pretend you know everything about me, because the chances are you know less than you could ever possibly imagine. You will always know, what I want you to know!~
~I AM ME MYSELF and I!!!!
No you CANT do it like me! No matter how hard you try!~
~~You ask me...~
Q. Why are you single?
~I answer...~
A. Because guys don't like me -.- They think I'm too bitchy, too weird, too aggressive, too clingy, too ugly, too pretty, too cold, too sweet, too flirty, too closed up, too controlling, too everything. Never seem to satisfy anyone.
Jose says this about me:She is the girl who would sit in a corner of a room, talk, exude herself in a very unique way, and make her presence known in a very subtle manner. She always smiled, but rarely fully - when she did though, you knew a hearty laugh was on it's way...
BirthMonth-MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Good imagination. Good physical. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Totally BADASS. Best person you'll ever meet!

My Interests

WILL YOU LET ME SPIN RINGS AROUND YOU???

U CAUTION
IN THE INTEREST OF SAFETY IT IS ADVISABLE TO KEEP CYNDI AWAY FROM FIRE/FLAMES/LIGHTABLE OBJECTS AND ANY FORM OF KNIVES OR SHARP OBJECTS. FOR YOUR SAFETY JUST STAY AWAY.
Reading, Writing, Poetry, Art, boots, piercings, tattoo's, corsettes, open-minded people, people that can hold up an intelligent or interesting conversation, random hugs, cuddling, randomness in general, eye-contact, my cats, dogs, iguana, birds and fishes, chickens(rule), horses, MUSIC(of course), guys that wear makeup, lips, hands, smiles, telling the truth, keeping promises, the planets Mars + Saturn, the moon, creativity, the beach(especially at night), watching the sun rise, watching the sun set, spiders, people that are nice to me, nice people in general, chocolate, cookies + cream ice cream, baby powder, dreads, braids, the color purple(my favorite color), dragons, faeries, witches, being held, dancing in the rain, storms, trees(tree-hugger for life), John Leguizamo, Davey Havok, Max Illidge, Horace Walpole, Vampires, THE WAY MUSICIANS TALK, sitting alone in quiet places, thinking, socializing, the word spoon, sporks, dancing, and many many more
My WIFEy!!!<3

I'd like to meet:



Now this is a tough one...Maybe you...if you entertain me and interest me enough...and...
My worst enemy. My biggest fan. THe people who will rock my world. tHe people who's world I will rock...

The guy who invented the spork..what the hell was he thinking???

Music:

CHECK MY FRIENDS LIST FOR MANY OTHER BANDS THAT I LIKE THAT I HAVE PROBABLY NOT LISTED HERE.
*Needs to be UPDATED*
AFI,
40 Below Summer,
Tool,
Beethoven,
Bach,
Mozart,
Twisted Method,
Motograter,
Ghost Machine,
Five Finger Death Punch,
Arch Enemy,
Flaw,
Audioslave,
Rage Against the Machine,
Billy Idol,
Black Label Society,
Pantera,
Norma Jean,
The Mars Volta,
Cheville,
Children of Bodom,
Dream Theater,
God Forbid,
Iced Earth,
Jimi Hendrix,
Joe Satriani,
Steve Vai,
John Petrucci,
Ill Nino,
Skinlab,
American Headcharge,
Godsmack,
AC/DC,
Black Sabbath,
Guns N' Roses,
Led Zepplin,
A Perfect Circle,
Disturbed,
Mana,
Fear Factory,
Chimaira,
Soundgarden,
Van Halen,
Mudvayne,
Switchblade Symphony,
Pink Floyd,
Queen,
Queens of the Stone Age,
Salt and Peppa,
Vanilla Ice,
Trans Siberian Orchestra,
Staind,
Endo,
Tori Amos,
Meshuggah,
Freddy vs. Jason soundtrack,
Queen of the Damned soundtrack,
Slayer,
Lit,
Red Hot Chili Peppers,
Stone Temple Pilots,
Nirvana,
Opeth,
Velvet Revolver,
Tech 9,
Incubus,
Murderdolls,
The Doors,
Aerosmith,
Superjoint Ritual,
Primer 55,
Evanescence,
3 Days Grace,
System of a Down(old),
Static X,
Korn (old),
Hatebreed,
and many many more.

Movies:

BANG BANG YOU'RE DEAD. Bettlejuice. THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHIRSTMAS. The Rocky Horror Picture Show. BOWLING FOR COLUMBINE. Borderline, EMPIRE RECORDS, I'll list more later.

Television:

HEROES, House, Ghost Whisperer, So you think you can Dance, Law & Order (SVU), Law & Order (CI), A Haunting, The First 48, Family GUY

Books:

Harry Potter Series, LOTR Series, Haunted, Odessey, Iliad, Enders Game...etc...whatever catches my interest!!! Just know that I read A LOT...almost all tht time!

Heroes:

I want to be my own "hero" someday...

My Blog

So I usually dont sleep....but last night

was fuckin' difficult.My head was swimming in all sorts of thoughts.I had a billion emotions running through me.So fuckin' much was going on.So much.And yet, I got 4 hours of restless sleep.My eyes ar...
Posted by ~+~BLaCK WIdOW~+~ on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 07:16:00 PST

Its funny how tricky life is....

Everything is a lesson.Everyday is a lesson.Every situation in life is a lesson.And even in the worst most painful lesson, there is such an amazing beauty, that when you realize it/notice it you fall ...
Posted by ~+~BLaCK WIdOW~+~ on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 02:12:00 PST

Listen.

Listen&Can you hear me? Im not talking Im not screaming Not even a whisper is heard Still I ask&can you hear me?Because inside I am screaming Hoping you are listeningBegging you to hear me Listen&Can ...
Posted by ~+~BLaCK WIdOW~+~ on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 09:51:00 PST