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About Me

i'm sarah, i think i'm a pretty relaxed type person, i like to hang out with friends, go to parties, have fun, go to the beach, hike, w/e really, there's not much i don't like doing or places i don't like going, as long as there's fun and laughing and such. ;) my aim sn see myself fade message me i'm always bored! either aim or right here on myspace!*****
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Your spirit is darker and missunderstood.You are a person who has been hurt through out your life, and shows in your spirit. You feel like giving up because so far nothing has gone right, when in reality...if its bad its not over. You dont know why or how you got this way, but you dont know how to get out of it anymore. Its like a hole that gets deeper with every smile you fake. No one seems to understand, let alone care...when no one can if they dont know. You feel guilty when you feel happy, and when you feel sad because you know there are people out there who have it worse. You ignore your problems and then beat yourself up for doing so. Fighting your nature has always been hard, and you havent succeeded at it yet. Life seems predictible and problematic, when in a sense it it...but there is so much more you could be doing. Rough times, we all go through them...but its not the people who dont have them that are the strong ones, its the people that stand up and move on that really are the strongest of us all.Your spirit is lost, but everyone has talents, yours are just below the surface.Color: BlackWhat you are made of: DarknessAnimal: RavenThanks for taking my quiz, taking that one little step is all it takes!
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You are a Rose:You are creative, sensual, passionate, and bold. You pour your heart into everything that you do. Alluring and gifted with strong sex appeal, you very easily draw people in with your animal magnetism.Symbolsim: The rose has always been a flower heavily loaded with symbolism. In general it symbolizes desire, passion, beauty, and enchantment.
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You are the philospher. You are Intellegent and are very interested in the little things in life. Studying and thinking are some of your favorite things to do. With a great mind like yours, I fee like no everyone in this world is an airhead xD
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Independence
Your angel seeks for freedom. Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the kind of person who values your indepence than most things in this world. Don't get angry if I'm wrong, but you may be a pained person. Problems in your life have caused you to be depressed, or, shall we say, greatly saddened. You may have lost hope many times, but you still manage to keep your independence. You don't listen to anyone but yourself. People may look at you in a "different" way, but inside, you want all the pain to stop, but you have a hard time expressing it. I wish you well!
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Anime, driving around having fun, listening to music, hanging out with the right people/meeting new people, lets see.... getting the hell out of granby... i don't care where......*****

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I'd like to meet:

people like me.................. yeah right, i can't even handle myself. if your interesting or have something worth while to say, chill people without big drama issues. people around my age.....


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Which Famous Suicide Are YOU?
Kurt CobainYour famous suicide is Kurt Cobain. He was the great guitarist/lead singer for Nirvana and grunge died a few years after he did.
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You need understanding.
In your life there has been many people that
could never seem too comprehend your
personality. Now you have either become an
out-cast because of their narrow minds or you
have adjusted yourself to them, and never
letting them see who you are deep inside. You
now think that no one will ever understand you
and you hate that fact. Though you are scared
of what the effects might be if you would
decide to let someone in so you keep a safe
distance that you both curse and bless.

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Your power is: The ability to breathe
under water


Explanation: When swimming, you don't
need to get up and take a new fresh breathe
since you take in the oxygen from the water.
This allows to stay in the water as much as
you'd like. In good purposes it can save
drowning victims. In evil purposes it can make
the person drag people down to the depth and
have them drowned. This helps you escape the
world, if even for a bit, since you have grown
to despise it so much.
You have been a beaten dreamer with aspirations
crushed. Now you try to control your hopes
because you don't want to get hurt again. You
feel there is no hope for you in the future and
has no real goals. But unlike the Controller of
Time you do still feel even if it's mostly
negative emotions. You have few friends, if
any, and feel you are unable to speak about
your troubles. And unlike the Transformer, you
don't feel happiness nowadays. All seems to be
filled despair whereever you go and you are
bitter becaue the world has failed you. It
didn't turn out the way you wanted it too and
you feel betrayed. It is also likely the
feeling of betrayal comes from past
relationships where you were left alone in the
end.
Negative aspects: Since you are highly
depressed and not letting out your emotions
properly there is a possibility for cutting, to
let the emotions out. Also, if the feeling of
despair grows to strong you might consider
taking your life.



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Your element is Ice. This element may seem a little
odd, but this is a side-effect from when the
element of Water gets to hurt. Once you were a
content soul, and happy with life. But then
something happened. Not necessarily on one day,
it probably happened gradually over time. You
lost your will to care and became even more
reserved from the world. People had hurt you in
ways you do not want to remember and now you
isolate yourself from them. You have turned
into an outsider and probably dress more in
black than you used to. Your depression is
eating you up and tearing you apart and the
worst part is that no one is willing to help,
or so it seems. In school you are often by
yourself or one single friend and you rarely
seem to be truly happy anymore. Your sad,
distant eyes and constant frown seems glued to
your face and you need a saviour from this
world. You may turn to music for understanding
and sing/scream along in the lyrics to get rid
of some pain. You are not very open about your
problems to your family/friends, and wish that
they would just notice it and make it go away.
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Music:


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i like all music-almost, EXCEPT total punk, country, and polka..lol.....MY ALL TIME FAVORITE BAND IS SUBLIME!-Pearl Jam-STP-Pink Floyd-The Violent Femmes-Cake-Staind-Led Zeppelin-Jimi Hendrix-The Beatles-KoRn-Papa Roach-Smashing Pumpkins-The Doors-Queen-Marilyn Manson-Bob Marley-Alice in chains-P.O.D-Johnny Cash-Red hot chili peppers-NoDoubt-Outkast-Frank Zappa-Dr. Dre-The Seatbelts-System of a down-Beck-Rolling stones-The white stripes-Nine inch nails-Porno for pyros-INXS-The who-Velvet revolver-Rob zombie-Gorillaz-Queens of the stone age-Ozzy-Beastie boys-Black Sabbath-Billy Corgan-GenesisMore that I can’t seem to think of right now….. yeah... lots of stuff. ^_^
What kind of techno music are you?

You are house!
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Movies:

clockwork orange, the 5th element, X, office space, indiana jones, some others hehe star wars....


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Family guy, futurama, inuyasha, cowboy bebop, CSI......dunno, a lot

Books:

i love reading, though i mostly just read fanfiction, the most reacent book i read was, "edge of twilight" by maggie shayne...it was awsome!

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yea so mat and i are like pickles and butter but mat "you need to stop blowing smoke into my kitties face, cuz she's going to die from second hand INSTALLATION" and i really do think we'd be the best ...
Posted by tattered teddy bear on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 03:39:00 PST

thoughts as usual then a poem

yeah so i'm just doing one of those things i do where i need to write at 3 in the morning... hopefully this feeling will pass. just looking at everything around me and how it affects me, and how i ca...
Posted by tattered teddy bear on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 12:09:00 PST

so many times

so many times it seems the people i care about look right through me. so many times i just want to scream at the top of my lungs, but i just look away and laugh. so many times i've looked at someone, ...
Posted by tattered teddy bear on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 10:42:00 PST

thoughts, music, pain

Lyrics: Pick me upBeen bleeding too longRight here, right nowI'll stop it somehowI will make it go awayCan't be here no moreSeems this is the only wayI will soon be goneThese feelings will be goneThe...
Posted by tattered teddy bear on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 08:20:00 PST

poems

Sunsets of gold and red When trees are cold and dead When lies are bold And truth is told Make me feel alive When you have the bluest eyes My thoughts are jumbled and I'm here Hands are shaking a...
Posted by tattered teddy bear on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 02:21:00 PST

doesn't matter

yeah so in another one of tose moods.... actually almost drove myself into a tree last night....it felt like it'd be so easy, to just make all of it stop, all the pain and regret, the lies and everyth...
Posted by tattered teddy bear on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 07:06:00 PST

nothing at all

sitting here, not to sure what to write about just thinking i want to write and hell no one ever reads these anyway..... hmm. just thinking about things i've been observing. not to sure what to make o...
Posted by tattered teddy bear on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 05:16:00 PST

poem..........

Footprints in the sand Tracks in the sand seems to tread on tears foot prints in the sand a voice fills your ears silhouettes slowly fading away as sun sets into blue waves crash down memories that w...
Posted by tattered teddy bear on Wed, 24 May 2006 08:49:00 PST

blah.

hmmmm, well not really in a good mood, though i guess all the happiness i was feeling earlier ran me down. keh, yeah that was a nice feeling, though i can't help but wonder how long happiness last, ho...
Posted by tattered teddy bear on Wed, 24 May 2006 07:40:00 PST

hmmmmm, dunno

i guess i'm just bored... thinking about friends and where i stand in life. with everything...school, family, friends......and hmm.  not sure where i'm going in life... i can't seems to ever get ...
Posted by tattered teddy bear on Tue, 23 May 2006 07:31:00 PST