[THE] ryan

Okay so things are over with the whole in your face thing, not my style. People still think im an arrogant bastard and what not and theres always going to be people who dont like me for some reason or another. Arrogant? no, either very shy sometimes or just overly confident. But sometimes without me seeming to know it comes across as arrogance. Sorry? well maybe.
I guess things have happened that have changed the way i think and feel about certain things, maybe my whole aspect. And certainly now how i will act about things.
I need my friends, especially my close ones, they know who they are. Not having a nice family who i got on with or even talk to now. And well friends that fuck you around or change the mind like the weather, i cant be dealing with them. Ive got a pretty decent close group now, and the others are awesome too. A few on the side that are good to bump into, you know what i mean. I'd do anything for them because through the past they have certainly done anything and everything for me.
I love having fun and thats what i think my whole lifes going to be about, aslong as im having fun and the nice people around be are good then thats all that matters to me.
So people dont argee and that a caree is the way to go, but at this moment in life its not really what i want, things might change as i grow older and im sure i'll be happy with that when it does.
Im here for the contact between my friends and for making new ones right, whether its guys or girls. Wouldnt mind a few who live bit further away so i can get some travelling done. See new things and the experiences [:
These two guys are proper top blokes, shame Kai's missing from the photo !
More BBQ's Please !
Lifes too short to give a fuck.
'We've got to live it while we'll young'
Sometimes I wake up to the thought of what the fuck, when other days i cant stop smiling for no aparrent reason, i kinda love not knowing whats around the corner but at the same time the thought scares me.
I love/hate the way i question things too much and when the moments i actually stop for a second i think too much. Thats when things scare me.
Kyleigh
Your deffiently one of a kind.
Day to day's real good, and its so nice to have someone like her to come back to.
Makes it all worth while you'know.
She is bloody amazing.
The things she says and does make me feel like i never have before and just one word from her can change my whole mood. Shes deffiently one of a kind.
She makes me giggle all the time.
I FUCKING LOVE LAUGHING.

I love all you fucks who hate me and everything i do. Cheers [:

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