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polaroidromance

About Me

i'm starting a whole bunch of "projects?" they include:

reading ephesians. again and again.
crocheting.
cooking more.
baking more.
A SURPRISE.
learning more about teas.
learning more about photography.
snuggling.
polaroid adventures.
pursuing life.

My Interests


"the Lord is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit."

psalms 34:18.

having xx chromosomes. LOVE AND SQUALOR. driving constantly/my fat little car. going to target when i am sad. not sleeping through the night. cooking elaborate meals, mostly for brian. michigan (and its great lakes + left hand turns). eating spinach. brian james devall. candlelight. ambient life. dark chocolate. not concentrating. copulation. our indian restaurant. hall road. pretending. expensive perfumes i don't have the guts to buy.

I'd like to meet:

the day i have to start signing my name
nicole l. devall.

les, bessie, seymour, buddy, boo-boo, walt, waker, zooey and franny glass.

Music:

ambient instrumentals. whispers. sleepyclappy. the rotation of boxfan blades. broken radiowaves. creaking bedframes. sobs.

currently digging: radiohead- in rainbows air (french band), deVtochKa, the album leaf, boards of canada, sufjan, explosions in the sky, caribou.

Books:

every word j.d. salinger ever wrote.

Heroes:

god, jesus and the holy spirit. for being beautiful and perfect.

laura klein, favorite.
brian devall, love of my life.

My Blog

glasses... . ..

is it weird that i feel sad that i can't invite the glass family over for dinner? is it weird that i'm sad that seymour is dead?  and that walt is too?i'd really like to paint franny's toenails a...
Posted by n on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 10:43:00 PST

i have a really fantastic idea.

let's all cease to associate with people we only pretend to like. not confront them, not persecute them, just...let them be. i bet it would help a lot....
Posted by n on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 12:00:00 PST

no sense.

i have too much to do and never enough time. work is a complete mess.  everyone needs supplies that i don't know how to find and i have a pile of timesheets i cannot even begin to wrap my mind a...
Posted by n on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 11:25:00 PST

sound v. text

every so often i seem to run out of words and songs are the only things that convey what my heart must sound or feel or taste or look like.i wish there was a word for the way these piano keys sound.&n...
Posted by n on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 11:52:00 PST

a man.

there is an older gentleman in the office today, here for a meeting that has been in session since eleven o'clock this morning.  he is tall and thin, with neatly groomed greying hair.  his b...
Posted by n on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 12:22:00 PST

..

passive-aggression at its finest. who will explode first.
Posted by n on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 10:32:00 PST

.

how can i sleep when the earth reminds me too much of the moon and my head lies crushed in a vice? 
Posted by n on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 08:41:00 PST

not poetic today.

I OFFICIALLY HATE MY DOCTORS. I WANT ANSWERS NOW.
Posted by n on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 08:15:00 PST

love everything.

this morning i was twenty minutes late to work.  there was an accident blocking the right two lanes of my choice route to the law firm that has been eating my youth for the past year.  every...
Posted by n on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 06:07:00 PST

everything and nothing

when i was in the sixth grade, i was eleven years old. i had a crush on a boy that was much, much older than me.  he was also bi-polar and lived a rather intense life because of it. one night, i...
Posted by n on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 01:01:00 PST