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melanie

About Me

undefined: to define myself would put limits on who i'm trying to become.I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Blog

shes come undone

there's something fascinating about human frailty,so we slow down to watch them unravel,stripped down to a tangled bundle of nerves convulsing under the crushing weight of life's misfortunes and miser...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 13:33:00 GMT

denial

you're like a water balloon and they've poked you with a pin,dozens and dozens of times...soyou're leaking.as you desperately try to plug the holes,you realize you don't have enough fingers.so you pan...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 21:41:00 GMT

"life’s like an hourglass glued to the table"

i stare as the grains fallone on top of the other, tumbling over themselves finding a place to restthen they are snuggled close together,spent. past.it was started for me buti wish i could flip it bac...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 19:10:00 GMT

baggage

i can't eat, i can't sleepaching in a way that eat or sleep can't curetossing and turning haunted by thoughts that i can't nameand i don't know why but i cryghost thoughts looming, things i can almost...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 03:23:00 GMT

so small

where is the line between compromise and settling orthe difference between unreasonable expectationsand the inability to patiently wait?the microwave generation, instant gratification,where right is t...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 19:05:00 GMT

none

it hurts.i thought i was okay, but i'm not.all of you that love me and whom i love,i thank you but even you will fall shortbecause, you too, are human.and so i like hot scalding showers causewhen i cl...
Posted by on Thu, 03 May 2007 20:02:00 GMT

blue pill

choose one he said to me andin my foolishness i had to thinkbut why can't i...i started to ask but stopped because in my mindi had answered my own question.because you simply cannot. we are so obsesse...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 09:48:00 GMT

pendulum

align for i desire to be pulled in one directioni shall never be at peace split in twofor irresistable grace beckons me and continues to stir my soulagainst myself do i fightand deep despair flows fro...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 09:04:00 GMT

detour

little girl you have gone astray,you have lost your way.do you remember where you're goingbecause you run in the wrong directionyou have forgotten the bigger picturebecause you were lost in your bubbl...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:03:00 GMT

tangled

dull pain, subtle ache.dizzying realization that i'm not there yet,and it comes as no surprise because i am where i let myself be.and the overwhelming sensation that results from the understanding tha...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 13:40:00 GMT