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4 EVER LONELY

WHY MUST I LOVE WHAT DON'T EXIST

About Me

WELL LETS SEE I AM VERY FRIENDLY, HONEST, CARING, AND KIND OF CRAZY AT TIMES. I LIKE TO HAVE FUN AND MAKE OTHERS LAUGH. RIGHT NOW I'M GOING TO SCHOOL AND WORKING. TRYING TO BECOME A COSMETOLOGIST SO I CAN WORK IN HOLLYWOOD LOL I AM ALLOWED TO DREAM RIGHT YOU KNOW DREAMS DO COME TRUE SOMETIMES, ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN. FOR THE MEAN TIME THATS ABOUT IT ANYTHING YOU WANT TO KNOW JUST ASK.******************************************************** ************************************************************ *********************************************************TAU RUS * -- Aggressive. -- Freak in bed. -- Rare to find! -- Loves being in long relationships.=) -- Likes to give a good fight for what they want. -- Extremely outgoing. -- Sexy as ........ -- Loves to help people in times of need. -- Very popular -- Outstanding kisser. -- Very funny -- Awesome personality -- Sexual as "F**k! -- Most caring person you will ever meet! -- One of a kind. -- Not one to FUCK with. -- Are the most sexiest people on earth! love layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Confusion, The state of mind I'm often in. In and out of it so sudden. Confused by the things I thought I knew. Confused because I'm in love with you. I don't know how I got here, I don't know how long I'll stay. But soon enough I'll be on my way. In love with a player. In love with the game. In love, your so charming. In love and to blame. Confused why I let my self. Confused this can't be me. Confused by the fact that I'm in love with someone who will never love me.Confused with the tears. I never let fall. Confused because I gave you them all. I never thought I'd be here. I can't wait to leave. I'm in love and hurting and you don't see. Love is a confusion its a game. When you get here there's nobody to blame. Except your confusion!************************************************** ****************************************THE PAINFUL TRUTH****LOVE IS A PAINFUL THING I ALWAYS FEAR,ALTHOUGH I TRY TO OVER COME THE PAIN,THATS WHY I END UP IN A BURST OF TEARS,THERE IS NOTHING REALLY GOOD THAT I GAIN.THERE IS SOMETHING THAT ALWAYS BRINGS OUT HATE,THERE IS SOMETHING THAT ALWAYS BRINGS OUT SHAME,I ALWAYS TRY TO LEAVE IT UP TO FATE,EVERYTHING ALWAYS TURNS OUT TO BE LAME.LOVE IS SOMETHING A COUPLE WILL SHARE,BUT SOMEONE WILL ALWAYS HAVE AN AFFAIR,I LOVE THE WAY HE USED TO TOUCH MY HAIR,THAT'S WHY OUR LOVE COULD NEVER BE SO FAIR.ALL YOU WANTED WAS EVERYONE BUT ME,KNOW THAT IN THE GAME WE WILL NEVER BE.

Music:

I LIKE DIFFERENT TYPES OF MUSIC WHICH INCLUDE ALTERNATIVE ROCK, LATIN POP, R&B AND HIP HOP, REGGEATON, ROCK EN ESPANOL..

Movies:

I ENJOY WATCHING SCARY AND FUNNY MOVIES

Books:

FAVORITE BOOK IS GO ASK ALICE

My Blog

BLAME IT ON YOUR CONFUSION

Confusion,The state of mind I'm often in.In and out of it so sudden.Confused by the things I thought I knew.Confused because I'm in love with you.I don't know how I got here,I don't know how long I'll...
Posted by 4 EVER LONELY on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 10:04:00 PST

<3

WHY MUST YOU DEPART, AND LEAVE MY HEART, TORN APART...
Posted by 4 EVER LONELY on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 09:42:00 PST

LOOK AT ME NOW

LOOK AT ME NOW, HERE I STAND BEFORE YOU, WITH THE SAME UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I AM THE ONE FOR YOU, TAKE A GLANCE AT THESE TIRED EYES, AND TELL ME THAT YOU NEVER LOVED ME, SO THAT MAYB...
Posted by 4 EVER LONELY on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 09:34:00 PST

WHY MUST

WHY MUST THOU LEAVE ME, HERE IN THIS MAZY NOTION, ONLY REMINISCING WITHIN ME, YOUR VIVID VISAGE, I SHALL BUT WEEP UNTIL THUS CEASE TO BE . . .
Posted by 4 EVER LONELY on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 09:17:00 PST

CHERISH THIS

  CHERISH THIS Those empty words that i once knew lie scattered round the ocean floor this photographic memory lies ever nearer open flame but i've seen those open arms and i'll dream of someone...
Posted by 4 EVER LONELY on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 09:19:00 PST

BURY ME DEEP INSIDE YOUR HEART

LET ME WAKE UP IN YOUR ARMS YOU SAY IT'S NOT ALRIGHT  LET ME NEVER SEE THE SUN NEVER SEE YOU SMILE  LET US BE SO DEAD AND GONE  SO FAR AWAY FROM LIFE CLOSE MY EYES HOLD ME TIGHT BURY...
Posted by 4 EVER LONELY on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 10:16:00 PST

MELODY

I STILL CAN'T FORGET WHAT YOU SAID, IT'S LIKE A MELODY THAT KEEPS PLAYING IN MY HEAD, HOPE THAT IT LEAVES ME ALONE, AND LET'S ME CONCENTRATE,I'M SURE IF YOU SAY YOU'RE SORRY, THIS PAIN WILL GO AWAY...
Posted by 4 EVER LONELY on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 08:55:00 PST