dead black roses

_ITS BEEN A LONG TIME___________ its been a long time/ it hurts on both sides its been a long time since I seen you/ and I htink I'm better off/ cause all the time I was without you/ I felt so free inside my soul/ its been a long time/ and I dont care about anything again/ cause you are so greedy/ I'm so pretty/ its a pitty it had to end/ its been a long time/ it hurts on both sides/ casue every hour after hour I sit here/ I'm glad you left/ its a never ending happiness/ without you in my face all the things smell so much better/ with your fake things all so gone cause you are so greedy/ I'm so pretty/ its a pitty to watch you fall its been a long time/ the hurt is on both sides instrumental break and without you in my life/ my world has become now its a negative reaction/ to the fact that I'm alive its been a long time since I seen you /and I do regret those days casue you are so greedy I'm so pretty and its a pitty/ it makes no cents ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ---------------FINAL THOUGHTS-------------------------- and you said you would look into your time / well alright its a shame you made me waste all of mine/ its not right in this place you are so high/ and then you said you would make the time alright/ alot of pain bottled in your mind/ and then you said you would look into your time/ and never get to say goodbye/ its not right and you said you've come visit once a while/ its not nice so very young you are all but a memory in my mind/ you are so high and you said you would look into your time/ well alright as you wave your hand suddenly goodbye/ oh no seems so diferent to watch the years go by/ and its alright its all alone in here with me/ its my time its just too painfull to watch you go away/ and its so bad/ its all alone in here with me in my time/and you said you would leave me behind and thats fine/ R.I.P. to my brother Jorge you are always here with me in my time.. - ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ----------------------------------------------AFFRAID------- ---------------------------------------------------so once again I'm here /with troubles so dam clear /this madness in my mind this world so dark at times/ so down and out but strong/ will help you turn that stone/ and maybe then youll feel/ but doubtness comes to kill/ so affraid of emotions/ its like a freight a freight train in motion/ so affraid of it now so affraid affraid affraid/ so where have you been found/ the walls the all came down/ and everything I found/ its nothing that I'm proud of/ the dosage now too strong and everything seems wrongs/ so what do I do then with nothing left to blame/CHORUS/ INSTRUMENTAL WHISPERS INSIDE MY HEAD/ so once again I'm here/ with troubles so dam clear/ this maddness in my mind this world so dark at times/ so down and out but strong/ about to kill my soul/ and nothing makes me feel/but god has come to kill/ so affraid of emotions so affraid affraid affraid affraid affraidddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd dddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd dddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd dddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd dddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd dddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd ddddddddddddddddddddddddd