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casi

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About Me

casi

My Interests

latin dancing, world saving, contemporary painting, french speaking, book reading, mosh pitting, friend meeting, coffee drinking.

I'd like to meet:

Love set you going like a fat gold watch.
The midwife slapped your footsoles, and your bald cry
Took its place among the elements.

Our voices echo, magnifying your arrival. New statue.
In a drafty museum, your nakedness
Shadows our safety. We stand round blankly as walls.

I'm no more your mother
Than the cloud that distills a mirror to reflect its own slow
Effacement at the wind's hand.

All night your moth-breath
Flickers among the flat pink roses. I wake to listen:
A far sea moves in my ear.

One cry, and I stumble from bed, cow-heavy and floral
In my Victorian nightgown.
Your mouth opens clean as a cat's. The window square

Whitens and swallows its dull stars. And now you try
Your handful of notes;
The clear vowels rise like balloons.

Music:

my ipod died, so now i just listen to no, virginia on repeat on an old school discman.

Books:

the reasons i won't be coming - elliot perlman
sophie's world - jostein gaarder
life of pi - yann martel
bad hair days - pamela bone
the man who mistook his wife for a hat - oliver sacks
my sister's keeper - jodi piccult
1984 - george orwell
cat's eye - margaret atwood
collages - anais nin

Heroes:

in the shape of things to come

metaphorical beings and two dimensional characters. real people suck sometimes.

My Blog

death of a bee

The workers clump round heavy rainsTo hear of he who gave his stingThe somber pastor slow explainsHow blinded faith does ill-luck bring Among the weary war torn facesHoles as food should wish to fillD...
Posted by casi on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 09:44:00 PST

jumbled thoughts

oh mother;; hold us together witha blind compromise. like a nation called to armsin no state to see what insults were and weren't intended cat is to kitten, as this it to..? the circus came to town,b...
Posted by casi on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 09:40:00 PST

school ate my soul. mmm angst.

Too bad you weren't alone all those nightsCritical thinking with those untermenschWill damage our perfect, silver race Too bad exams are over,Taking the best parts Of the person you strive to becomeFa...
Posted by casi on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 09:33:00 PST

tales of a commuter

I'm on the train. A child is screaming, yelling its lungs out. It cries for food and shelter and rest, and later, for love and approval. I sit beside it. Mother comforts child. No one comforts me. Whi...
Posted by casi on Mon, 26 May 2008 01:41:00 PST

not a sonnet

Marry me not, a white woman to a white manI honor and obey,A mother in a business plan.A pure virgin to God?More a title to land. Instead,Tie me, Lord, to the binding of soulsBlind words which serve ...
Posted by casi on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 07:00:00 PST

aussie mono-poly

We sat on the floor, playing monopoly. We’d just moved in, and without furniture, father and son sat cross legged around a monopoly board. There was no TV to keep me entertained. No friends to p...
Posted by casi on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 12:59:00 PST

past tense

The fact is; I loved you. I shivered through June nights for you. You gave me no blanket, no heating, no fire - just your cold sweaty body pressed hard against mine. Through winter we never slept but ...
Posted by casi on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 03:13:00 PST

4.43 am

i have seen the greatest children,the wandered minds, the broken vases,meander around the textbook phrases,by playing jazz like politics by the riverand never asking where they came from.i have seen t...
Posted by casi on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 09:43:00 PST

poison

Paul stood on the corner of Degraves street, gortex jacket pushed up against the wind. His face was weathered from long years out on the streets. He watched happy, sundry people sip strong coffee with...
Posted by casi on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 03:36:00 PST

dont get too close.

i'm contagious. i don't love like you love. not at parties or on trams or at a brother school. i don't wait to be asked out, i don't want to be thought about. i don't do it cause it's there. i don't u...
Posted by casi on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 10:23:00 PST