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About Me

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Godbless the broken road...
L I V E FOR TODAY
BECAUSE YESTERDAY IS OVER
AND TOMARROW MAY N E V E R C O M E
YOU KNOW THAT BOY THAT I CAN NEVER
G E T O U T T A M Y H E A D ?
THE ONE THAT SEEMS
TO RELATE TO EVERYTHING I DO:
EVERY SONG, EVERY WORD
THE ONE THAT , AT THE MERE MENTION
OF HIS NAME , MY ENTIRE FACE LIGHTS UP?
THE ONE THAT HAS FULL CAPACITY TO
BREAK MY HEART
YEAH...
T H A T ' S Y O U.
PerfectLovee ...we share
I'll erase the pictures
as if i'm trying to erase all the memories
&& i'll act oblivious to your pain
with my selfish insecurities
You've walked in my life so fast
and now it seems your already gone
and even through the perfect times
its like i knew it all along
knew it wouldnt last
and knew i shouldnt try
i just needed someone there
to help allay my cries
i wished upon a shooting star
one i watched soar next to you
i wished that things would just make since
and some help to make it through
*me*
My heart still jumps
whenn i see your name
now that your gone
nothing is the same
the feeling is gone
my emotions are drained
my everything is nothing
and shadowed by pain
your image has faded
a perfect love dissapeared
my drounded pillow tells my story
i cant help but to wish you were here
so tell me one more time
you meant every word you said
that what happened was real
and not all in my head
because to lose something to perfect
just doenst seem right
how can i hide behind a smile
when nothing at all is alright
the only thing that holds me back
from completely letting go
is the thought that you feel this too
and that i will never know
Mee andd mY besttie :)
You scored as Prep. Awww...me 2 gurlies...thats so cute u lil prep.

Prep


90%

Surfer


67%

Redneck


43%

Skater


33%

Pot Head


19%

Emo


14%

Hoodlum/Gangsta


14%

Wigger


10%

Gothic


9%
What Group Do U Fit In
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its this look you give me
as if you're looking into my heart
catching every breath i take
pulling every beat apart
its that amazing feeling we share
on cement staring at the sky
wishing on every shooting star
that you'll always be mine
it's that gasping moment
when we hear the tune of our song
the rhythm adjoins our emotions
when together we sing along
its that extensive feeling i get
everytime you say my name
feeling everything is perfect
and hoping you'll always feel the same
its the incessant laughter
for no reason whatsoever
somewhere between the inane jokes
we both wish it would last forever
it's this something indescribable
with no need to understand
the better things in life
are better left unplanned
*forr SoS
Mickey Mouse and Minnie Mouse were in divorce court and the judge said to Mickey, "You say here that your wife is crazy."
Mickey replied, "No I didn't, I said she was fucking Goofy."
Faiir PLayyy
Biggest pet peeve - Chewing with mouth open
Biggest fear - Another heartbreak
Smoke / Drink - Never / Occationally
Kiss on the first date? - Thats a no no
Love at first sight? - It's possible
First thing noticed about a guy - His smilee
Nickname - Rocky
Favorite color - Piink
Dream vacation - Jamaicaa Favorite animal - Catt and dolphin
Favorite food - Strawberries on whipped cream;)
II guess i've learned that people change and so does life. It's all about whether or not you chose to take the chances, or hold on to the memories forever. I guess I chose to take the chances. I found a perfect guy, and I couldnt ask for better.♥SN = sweet x3 exoxo
That led me straight to you
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong
meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
& they say you learn from your mistakes
but my biggest one is holding on
knowing this could be just a repeat
and in a minute you could be gone
theres times when i dont know
why i even take a chance
ii guess i just want so bad..
a perfect notebook romance
but when you say the same words
that he always used to say
a doubt in my mind grows rapid
to whether or not you'll stay
these things that used to seem so easy
suddently seem unreal
so bad i just want to take every chance
i just cant explain the way i feel
but now i face my biggest fear
please dont break my heart
i dont think i could take one more
without completely falling apart
& they tell us to hold on to the memories
being the ones that hurt the most
but i just want to let them all go
along with everyone to which i was close
but to drag out the image
of the perfect times we had
forgetting you seems impossible now
i never thought it would hurt this bad
a desire to see you again
has become unbearbly real
missing every beat of your heart
and hiding this way that i feel
and holding back my tears
has completely brought me down
no longer is denying an option
when everything comes back around
saddness is an understatement
and cant explain my pain
you're all i thought i didnt want
but now that seems inane
& they tell us to hold onto the memories
the ones worth holding on to...
but even after the hell we shared
all i want is you
Find a guy who calls u beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when u hang up on him Who will stay a wake just to watch you sleep Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats Who holds your hand his front of his friends Who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you how much he cares about you And how lucky he is to have you Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says......"thats her"
In lifee you have friends .. you create memories, and you lose them just as fast. But it's when you let go and they're still there waiting when you get back... that you know who your true friends really are ♥
BFFNMW
Its amazing how things happen
how great things can seem
how fast they can disapear
as if it were only a dream
its crazy how the ones you thought
would always be there
suddently disapear
- - - - -This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
<[/b> Just one chance ]
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I --love-- you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
One my knees, I'll ask
Last (( chance )) for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you ~know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I _forgive- you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Nickleback
If the body could speak ; my heart would cry
my thoughts of you have drowned me with pain
and as hard as i try i cant seem to let you go
staring in the mirror ; my eyes hold so much shame
some say time heals all ; and nothing lasts forever
but some have never had to let go of everything
trying to erase all my memories seems so impossible
and never have i been so scared to try a new beginning
your voice makes me tremble and your words melt my heart
you create a feeling in me that seems to be so right
i just want to tell you how much i really care
but my words just get caught up when your holding me tight
because of you letting go has been a little easier
and the thought of falling in love again becomes so much scarier
all i want to do is take you in and never let go
while my heart is saying do it... my head is saying no
when i look in your eyes ; theres a feeling there i cant explain
and when you kiss me its almost exactly the same
theres a fire burning inside my heart ; its growing with every touch
i didnt think it was possible to ever like someone this much
sometimes when your looking away i'll stare into your eyes
i swear theres something about you i just cant understand
something inside you drives me crazy ; with every single look
you take my breath away ; with just the touch of your hand
if something was to ever happen ; and you were to suddently go away
my heart would fall to pieces and i dont know if id ever be ok
i'm gambling my heart ; to take the chance again to let it break
im holding myself responsible ; with this risk i choose to take
you have made a sense of belonging to me within your heart
did you know you've been on my mind every second since the start?
it seems like every thought of you is just like a dream
something thats too good to be true suddently becomes a reality
♥-- by : me ♥
If love was a language ; it would define perfection
The sense of belonging ; of permanent connection

My Interests


Cause I want you And I feel you Crawling underneath my skin Like a hunger like a burning To find a place I’ve never been Now I’m broken and I’m fading I’m half the woman I thought I would be But you can have what’s left of me
You were a part of my life for so long
now its hard to belive you've dissapeared...
as much as i say i hate you, i dont..
ii cant help but to wish you were here

It seemed every day you broke my heart
and nothing could be the way it was
it was always this incessant bicker
and everything was "just because"

I held guilt on my chest for what seemed forever
and it was all because of you
your egocentric ambitions took over
and left me never knowing what to do

And although you put me through
more than i thought i could take
i've learned more than i think i ever have
and i wont allow another heartbreak

byy me♥

My dad and my bestfriend BB ! :D

s.e.x. lipgloss♥

Don't breakk my heart.. :(

my brookee !!

other bestfriend ♥

5 oclock in the morning wtf !

this is nooooatt april

lattee at night ;D

giirls night iin

i love my taylor

MYY NEWW CAR !

april = loveee !

STEVE ERKELL CHEAA mang !

pigg tails ♥

abercrombieee -_-

ok we're retarded :D

gotta have a perfect smile.. soft lips

A and F

well now ♥

seriously WTF KRistin!

britneyys all squishd.. love her =]

like seriously, wtf?

codyyy ♥

we were def. practicing our emo -_-

bud - weis - er -_-

so he was like WOAH and i was like wooooah

justin ♥

i love cassie !

ok, so this is me 24/7 :)

holy jeans! it's a religous thing =]

i love my mom =D

yessiee.. 4 and 30 :D love you!

ii love piink !

skyy ♥

smileesss ♥

bigg glasses again =D

mee and dardarferr =D

ii dont even know.. like realy i dont!

i know its perfectt =D

kinkyy and scandalous.. gotta love us ;)

Pepi.. i misss those days!

braces are GONE!

lovingg new teeth =D

he's retarded.. it's not me =P

yeah they were real ! =O

What a face =] chea

ii love my cousins!

Seriously.

Again. =]

I love my mom =]

read my name nukka :]

Wtf? .

Haha. thats all i have to say

lovee iit ♥ .

Chris .. =]

Beachh triip =]
Watch my life Pass me by In the rear view mirror Pictures frozen in time Are becoming clearer I don’t wanna waste another day Stuck in the shadow of my mistakesYeahCause I want you And I feel you Crawling underneath my skin Like a hunger like a burning To find a place I’ve never been Now I’m broken and I’m fading I’m half the man I thought I would be But you can have what’s left of meI’ve been dying inside Little by little No where to go but going out of my mind In endless circles Running from myself until You gave me a reason for standing stillAnd I want you and I feel you Crawling underneath my skin Like a hunger like a burning To find a place I’ve never been Now I’m broken and I’m fading I’m half the man I thought I would be But you can have what’s left of me Falling faster Barely breathing Give me something to believe in Tell me it’s not all in my headTake what’s left of this man Make me whole once againCause I want you and I feel you Crawling underneath my skin Like a hunger like a burning To find a place I’ve never been Now I’m broken and I’m fading I’m half the man I thought I would be You can have all that’s left Yeah yeah yeah What’s left of meI’ve been dying inside you see I’m going outta my mind, outta my mind I’m just running in circles all the time Will you take what’s left, Will you take what’s left, Will you take what’s left Just running in circles in my mind Will you take what’s left Will you take what’s left Will you take what’s left Take what’s left of me

Theres time's in life when you have everything you could ever imagine right in front of you... but it takes losing everything to realize you had moree than you could ever askk forr ♥
She laughs & laughs like all the rest
but theres so much she needs to
get off her chest; at one point, her smile was real
but now she puts it on so people wont
make a big deal
I just DONT UNDERSTAND why MY happiness
always lies in the palm of YOUR hands

MInee --vvv--
What causes you to feel different.. and where;
does the obvious _c h a n g e_ draw it’s line?
:: I feel like a Cinderella
in the beginning of a fairytale
and I feel like I'll never
have a happy ending ::

It’s hard to believe....
I could have the chance
To spend <[/b>[this time]]
With the only guy
That’ll ever h o l d
…. My heart ….

It seems now that everyone
has s o m e o n e...
but you're different..
you're not just someone
you're my everything*

The past has made me who I am now
So if ..changing who I am is what it takes…
I’d do it in a heartbeat..

In every raindrop
All I can ..s e e
Is a perfect reflection*
Of you and me

my heart aches when ever i think about you..
because i know how much i miss you..
but my heart breaks when i think again..
and i realize i lost you...

ii HeaRtt y0u
i only say it so much
because its always on my mind

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I'd like to meet:

Already met him ♥

He has let go
And all too soon for me
Everything that was perfect
Vanished entirely

My day consists of hoping
That maybe the end won’t near
Maybe it will all come back
And put an end to all my tears

I trusted myself; another try
But his heart; it is fading
I gave myself away this time
While my heart does all the breaking

I cannot hold this burden of pain
It’s all too heavy to hold
As much as I say I don’t want to give up
I cant help I’m beginning to fold

I can’t look any longer; into his eyes
Because nothing is there anymore
I can’t hold onto his departed words
The ones that left my heart sore

And I will never forget those days
all was perfect and sublime
But everything at one point changes
And I guess this is just our time

Tanliines and Summertime

Music:

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.


Which one of your friends:
Is the funniest: Zanib
Is the smartest: Brian
Is the most blonde: Kristian
Can you trust with anything: David
Is the most athletic: Mason
Has the best smile: Britney
Has the best hair: Zanibb or kristian
Can sing the best: My babyy =)
Whos your best friend of the opposite sex? David
Has the most classes with you: uhm no one really
Is the most daring: Britney
Changes crushes as much as underwear: ..idkk
Has had the longest relationship: Me and Kristian
Is the most emotional: Cody haha jk
Is the richest: No cluee
Is the most obsessive: Not gonna say =)
Is the girliest: Kristian
Likes cottage cheese: ew wtf?
Has the funniest laugh: zanibb hahaha!
Knows the most music: Mason
Is the most popular: ..??
Is most likely to get married soon: ME AND ????
Has the most common name: David
Has the most uncommon name: Kristian
Has the best clothes: April !
Knows EVERYTHING about you: David :)
Is easiest to talk to: Glenn and David
Is easiest to be weird around: Glenn and David

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My heart is such an esoteric mess
and i try so hard to mitigate my pain
but it just happens less and less

A part of my past
holds onto me so tight
that first love they say isnt so easy
to let go of and be alright

incessant memories are my biggest weakness
constant reminders of waht used to be
extraneous stresses
taking over me

if anyone had any idea
what ran through my mind
my head's equanimity
wouldfeel comfort over time
-yay me

its always this constant battle with me
my head against my heart
it's hard to picture forever
but impossible to see us apart

i feel drained from my emotions
no longer can i cry
ive put myself through way too much
and i'm stuck living in a lie

untruthful to myself
ignoring my undoubted mind
its so obvious what i want
if only i had the time
//me....