Happiness Eludes Most Who Seek It
I Live In My World With Artificial Happiness
Heres The Simple Things
Scroll Down For Some Complexities
Name:
Holly, Pixie, Twat, whatever you like really.
Age:
19
Occupation:
I quit college. Don't have a job because I've just moved out of Kent yet again for the 2nd time this year lol.
Sexual Orrientation:
I like who I like, love who I like, and fuck who I like to be frank
I'm not one who gives a shit about gender.
Status:
Taken. I think.
Aims And Intentions:
To fully complete all the Elder Scrolls games. Nah, thats sad, erm, nothing really, I try not to make too many plans or get too many intentions because half the time something crops up which stops them from happening. However, one would like to travel and have a family sometime ^.^
Instuments I Play:
Drums [good], bass [i suck], keyboards [good].
Music Genre Pref:
Metal [all kinds, folk <3, death, viking, black, melodic, doom, heavy, old, classic the list is endless.], Hardcore, Grindcore, Punk, Industrial/Ebm/Synth, Hard/Sleaze/Glam, Rock, Soothing Relaxation, Classical, My Music Taste Is More Varied Than You Can Imagine. ^.^
Before you read on, be aware this is my page, so it is about me.
Don't go giving me all that self centered bullcrap.
Here we go...
I'm a very quiet person, I tend to over analyse things a little too much.
I've always had a habit of ''questioning everything'. I don't do violence, or confrontation.
In fact, I can be quite the coward when I want to be.
I'm almost easy to get along with and to talk to,
Or at least when I get to know you I am.
I go out of my way to help people if they need it.
My friends are one of the most important things in my life, they are like my second family and I will do anything for them.
If I genuinly like you, you'll know, and I will do anything to protect our friendship.
I keep to myself. I don't like to involve myself in 'cliques'. I don't trust most people.
I'm nice to most people though. I'm not completely anti-social, I'm just cautious of others.
I have strong opinions. However, I only give them when asked.
Generally speaking, I think before I open my mouth.
I LOATHE ignorance, arrogance, stuck ups, closed-mindedness, people that lack morals and integrity.
I do not like being told things just to make me 'happy'.
Dont sugar coat things, I'm a big girl and I can handle the truth.
Don't be afraid of me or what I might say.
I like people who are strong enough to face me and aren't afraid to call me out when i'm wrong.
Not face me as in 'big tough strong' way, but most people tend to keep their views and opinions to themselves through fear of judgement, I hate that.
Everyone should respect and appreciate everyone elses views and opinions, because we all have the right to them.
I'm indecisive - there are too many things I would really like to do.
Somethings i will, somethings i won't depends how life decides to map itself out for me.
I'm often paradoxical aswell. But, as annoying as contradictions may be, we all have them at some point.
I'm not sure what things I believe in now as far as fate and everything happening for a reason goes.
One thing for sure I do believe in however is that
karma will fuck us all in the arse at some point as I'm finding out now.
What comes around, goes around.
I like people who can make me laugh I love making people laugh.
I don't blush easily, but if I do, it means something.
Its hard to break down any of my many barriers that I have.
Don't be put off by my apparent shyness...
because shy is the last thing to describe me accurately.
I like people who make me think about things ... people who willingly put up with my [and i QUOTE] 'apparent absent-minded-ness' and like it.
You may call it that, I call it all a game.
I'm a simple person with a complex mind. Go figure.
Sometimes I'm hard to read. You may think you know what's going on in my head, but you most likely dont.
I am strong, I am sick, I am independant, I am embracive, I am a loner, I am irritating, I am irratic, I am obsessive, I hold desire, I am silly, I am broken, I am not in need of fixing, I am compulsive, I am controlling, I am creative, I am disgusting, I am dominant, I am tenacious, I am free, I hate conformity, I hate governments, I hate corporations, I hate materialism, I hate liars, I hate injustice, I keep a mental kill list which won't be carried out, I keep my mind open, I keep meaning to do things, I adore knowledge, I have passion, I seek this realm for love?, I use metaphors, I own a vibrator, Or 3, I can love, I can hate, I can seek revenge, I can sing, I can write, I can take blame, I can play 'games' well, I indulge in secrets =]
This is a little part into to my life... are you who you want to be?
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