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Moni187que

..whatever will be , will be..

About Me

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"You dont even know me , you say that im not livin right... You dont understand me , so why do you judge my life?I know that you love me .I'm always holdin my own .Every time I turn Aroundtheres something people talk bout what they don't know.And when I try to move on up, there always holdin me down. I'M TIRED & I HAD ENOUGH..IT'S MY LIFE & I'M LIVIN IT NOW.. You don't even know me , you say that I'm not livin righ , You don't understand me , so why do you judge my life?I always wonder why , people try to hurt me , no happiness in there own lives.So they act on all they're jealousy.Who are you to say that I', livin wrong.Always tellin me what to do .I decided I gotta be strong .What makes you think that i needed you? You don't know me ..."im very much my own person. im very opinionated,some have said im a bitch. but hey, thats their opinion. i listen to a lot of drum and bass and house music,and well a lot of everything else too.once upon a time i was hardcore, but not so much anymore. i live to love & to laugh , & chill with my boys .major changes have recently happend in my life. which has led me to try and start to majorly change my surroundings, my life , my world.i know a kid who had the headline "SOMETIMES A DAY CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING,SOMETIMES YEARS CAN CHANGE NOTHING" i couldnt agree with him,now, more than ever! my mom is pretty much my O.G., b.f.f.e, she knows me and hears everything i say without judging me. and throughout all my ups and downs and crazy dramatic times in between she knows me best , and im thankful to have a mom who is my friend before anything else! my mom says i smoke and curse way too much.but she accepts me for me , weither she likes it or not! to bad everyone cant be like her sometimes!! other than that ,i collect snowglobes from all over the world. i love to shop around for old school records.ive now been recently welcomed into corporate america, so im over brokeass status . salsa cumbia makes me really happy , even if i dont know what theyre singin bout 1/2 of the time , i can be in the worst mood ever , put it on and it all melts away.i dont try an attempt to fake the funk and be all crazy mexican chola girl .. only sometimes does that bitch comeout of me , and then you best wath out ! oh& i sing really loudly while i drive ,always a dance partay in my car!my car is way ghetto but i still think its cool. i travel alot , and im very hard to get a hold of. most of the time im never at home.. mspobj allowScriptAccess="never" allowNetworking="internal" enableJSURL="false" enableHREF="false" saveEmbedTags="true" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"

My Interests

i have many interests. i love to travel , and the last year or soo ive been GOINGto a whole lot of nowhere really cool or special.i love miami in the spring ,philly in the fall, and chicago in the winter and san fransisco is my alltime favorite place in the country..eventually ill get mah ass back to miami. i miss it so much!!.ive been back in cali/ east county for awhile now and im dyin to get out of here once again.but thats not happening anytime soon!i have ENDED UP in philly& jersey ..eww,lived in miami & pretty much lived between s.d & chicago for almost a year.I just moved into the most awesome house ever, love it !the sun always sets infront of my house ,its really pretty.i firmly believe that make up is a way of life , and for those that dont wear it , need to! i love my friends , they are my world. im always down for a good time .i have a weakness for boys who rock skate shoes and can sing johnny cash songs.i work alot!! I LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT ANY HESITATION , AND WITH NO REGRETS !

I'd like to meet:

CHAKA KHAN,BARACK OBAMA, MISS VAN,GEORGE CLINTON,PRINCE, ART BLAKEY, THURSTON MOORE & KIM GORDON,ELLA FITZGERALD ,SADE, STEVIE NICKS,FRANCIS BLACK, CARLY SIMON,MICHEAL MCDONALD,CHRISSIE HYNDE,JOHN TAYLOR(duranduran),DUSTY SPRINGFIELD,DAVID BOWIE,MY GRANDMA BARBARA & SHOULD JOHN CUSAK OR ICE CUBE EVER STUMBLE ACROSS HERE, I'D LIKE TO MARRY EITHER ONE OF THEM .. OTHER THAN THAT I THINK IM GOOD ON FRIENDS. THOSE WHO ARE MY FRIENDS , ARE MY WORLD .I THINK, I SEE, AND KNOW MORE THAN EVER NOW , WHO REALLY CARES AND RESPECTS ME AS I DO THEM . ..

Music:

..chaka khan , micheal mcdonald,joss stone!!, hieroglyphics, george clinton p*funk allstars, the descendents,the pixies, sonic youth, hot snakes,RFTC,social d,mark farina , superjane,sage francis,j5, roc raida,dj sneak,frankie knuckles,green velvet,stacy kidd, marques wyatt, mark grant, paul johnson,derrick carter, jamaraquai,prince, dom &roland, dylan..wink wink, big ups to mc tali, commanche,andy c., dara,pendulm,Phantom45(heey b)loxy , odi, the magus,dj quick, dana dane, slick rick , teena marie,lisa lisa & the cult jam,debbie deb, new edition, the boys, bel bev devoe, mellow man ace,common sense. mos def, tribe, de la soul,kool kieth, the streets,visionaries, krs1,tony touch,kid capri, deee*lite,gang starr,epmd, english beat,the spiecals, dinah washington, ella, mama cass, duke, and fats domino, sublime ,nofx,lagwagon, guttermouth, journey, massive attack,aphex twin, alec empire, portishead , tricky , thievery corp., handsome boy modeling school, rza, zero 7 , cat power, bjork,esthero, lamb, ltj,ACDC,steve miller band, blondie,dick dale, pink flyod, zepplin , rose royce, donna summers, evlyn chamapgne king and the bar keys ,the ojays,the gap band, the delphonics, the 5678's,the roots, jill scott, aceylone,eLp, ms badu, zap mama, deltron3030,angie stone,sunshine anderson, posion, xtc, depche mode,elvis costello, pavement, x, total chaos, agnostic front,tsunami bomb,tiger army,crass, the donnas,no knife,pinback,drive like jehu, the cult ,the clash.misfits ,the buzzcocks.gotta reprezent for the west coast too.. much love to nate dogg, cube an dre. i listen to everything, ..well almost ,definatley gotta pay respect to the old school, cuz there would be no good music to this day if it wasnt for funk , an old school!! ..START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
Your Life Soundtrack
Opening Credits: Spill The Wine- WAR
Waking up/ getting ready: Glamourous Life- Sheila E.
Average day: Perfect Day - Lou Reed
Driving: Ridin'- Chamillionaire
Rainy day: Protection-Massive Attack/Mirrorball-EBTG
Sunny summer day: Don't Get Me Wrong- The Pretenders
Life's good: Wave Of Mutliation- The Pixies/Can't Hardly Wait-The Replacements
First kiss: Go- Common
Falling in love: Yearning For Your Love - The Gap Band/ Lost In Emotion-Lisa Lisa&The Cult Jam
When you first say: The perfect song will be whatevr song is on@ that time .
Love scene: ProgressionSession,Disc B-LTJ Bukem, Destiny-Zero7
Breaking up: Heard It All BEfore-Sunshine Anderson
Getting back together: Through The Fire- Chaka Khan
Letting go: Looking Back On today - The Ataris/ Erase REwind- The Cardigans
Deep thought: Im Looking Through You - The Beatle/ That Girl- Esthero
Confused/ loosing hope: Is It A Crime-Sade/ Keep Forgettin'-Micheal McDonald
Happy childhood memory: Gypsy - Fleetwood Mac
Hanging out with friends: beats, Life, rythm- Tribe Called Quest - entire Lp
Having fun with friends: P.Y.T- Micheal Jackson/ some Dirrty Dark Dnb -Too Many too List
Getting hyper: Groove Is In The Heart - deee*Lite
Dancing: Fernando- ABBA/ It's Tricky - Run DMC
Acting like a kid: Good Enough - Cyndi Lauper
Speeding: Straight Outta Compton- N.W.A.
Working out/ Fight scene: Malibu- Hole/ Stupid Girl- Garbage
Mad at a Ex: What A Fool Believes- The Doobie Brothers/ Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson
Content: Halycon +On +On- Orbital
On drugs: La La LAnd- Green Velvet
Memory with best-friend: Sunday Morning- No Doubt/ King Of My Castle - Wamdue Project
Moving away: Jet Airliner- Steve Miller Band
Feeling independent: La Dolly Vita - Smashing Pumpkins
Missing family and home: I Miss You - Atlantic Starr
Wedding song: Give You Love - Santana
Having kids: All is Full Of Love - Bjork
True love: Running- No Doubt
Death scene: Llorando - Rebecca Del Rio,A Cover of Roy Orbison's Crying
Feeling complete and matured: Maps- Yeah Yeah Yeahs / Everlong- Foo Fighters
Fav song: What You Won't Do- Bobby caldwell
End credits: Glamourous Life - Sheila E./ Purple Rain- Prince
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Movies:

IVE SEEN ANY AND EVERY FILM BY DAVID LYNCH & KEVIN SMITH !!MIDNIGHT IN THE GARDEN OF GOOD&EVIL,TRAINSPOTTING , KRUSH GROOVE,BROWN SUGAR ,MI VIDA LOCA, HEATHERS, BREAKIN,GRACE OF MY HEART, VALLEY OF THE DOLLS,TROLL 2,HAROLD & MAUDE, ALMOST FAMOUS,DROP DEAD GORGEOUS,ROCK'N'ROLL HIGH SCHOOL,SHOW GIRLS,PARTY MONSTER,HEDWIG&THE ANGRY INCH,SID& NANCY, MY OWN PRIVATE IDAHO,THE GOONIES, THE LABYRINTH, MUPPETS TAKE MANHATTAN, FUNNY GIRL,WESTSIDE STORY, RETURN OF THE JEDI, AN AFFAIR TO REMBER, BETTER OFF DEAD,CONTRACT STAR*,THE BIG LEBOWSKI, BOYZ IN THE HOOD, ETERNAL SUNSHINE,BEFORE SUNRISE, BEFORE SUNSET,PURPLE RAIN,UNDER THE CHERRY MOON,SMART SHARKS(AKA DEEP BLUE SEA),THE ROYAL TENNEBAUMS, CHICAGO, CHRONICLES OF NARNIA(BBC), ALOT LIKE LOVE , V FOR VENDETTA, FRIDAY , THE STONED AGE, TEEN WITCH , MEAN GIRLS ,SERENDIPITY, LOLITA, BROWN SUGAR, NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS ,POETIC JUSTICE,SAY ANYTHING, AND DAZED AND CONFUSED. .. .. ...... .. .. .. .. .. ..

Television:

the office , absolutley fabulous!!, entourage , will&grace , montell williams only when sylvia brown is on!imma sucker for shark week!! DOG THE BOUNTY HUINTER..CUZ I 3 BETH !!and i was all bout musical jeopardy back in the day , id so win if i was on that show!!

Books:

tales of the city By armistead maupin is my favorite book. ive read all the harry potter books,theyre addicting im a nerd whatever,It's not me its you, and no we cant be friends-?,wicked& confessions of an ugly stepsister by gregory maguire, books by sylvia brown, the great gatsby-f scott fitzgerald, bridge to teribetha-?Go ask Alice-? Trainspotting by irvine welsh, and Lolita

Heroes:

THERE IS NO POINT IN PUTTING ANYONE UP ON A PEDASTOOL,OR IDOLIZING ANYONE. EVERYONE HAS FAULTS AND WILL GET KNOCKED THE FUCK DOWN AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER..ITS LIFE AND ITS JUST HOW IT GOES...

My Blog

country fest 99

country music- is not my favorite type of music . i wouldnt put it high up onthe ranks of house or drum n bass .hell id rather listen to selena before id listen to country all day long ... "your count...
Posted by Moni187que on Tue, 08 May 2007 02:05:00 PST

l.a, l.a, land

so i havent been up here in almost a year , yea like last june was when i think it was. many of us recall that weekend for many different reasons. drews bday,sara, me in west hollywood and then in the...
Posted by Moni187que on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 12:04:00 PST

THE NEW BABY !!!!!

So Last ngiht we brought home the newest edition to our family ! ! A beautiful baby , Less than 4 lbs, and smaller than my foot .Shes adorable and smells like syrup .Rambunctious as all hell and...
Posted by Moni187que on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 04:33:00 PST

A promise is a promise

Ive made some major decisions and choices that greatly affect my life , as well as some others surrounding me . Ive made some promises to My friend Jordan , who I know is watching down upon us , and I...
Posted by Moni187que on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 01:48:00 PST

Listen Up Kids !!

The things you do, can and will affect you , and everyone surrounding you !!  NONE, OF US ARE INVINCIBLE!!!!!!    
Posted by Moni187que on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 11:06:00 PST

1 year - October 14th

I still cant believe its been a year . It still feels like I just saw him the other day . Its almost the 1 year death anniversary of my step father, Bruce Justus. He was one of the few men in my life ...
Posted by Moni187que on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 09:55:00 PST

scary how true this is ...

Wednesday, September 20, 2006 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) Even if everything was going pretty smoothly, today you aren't so sure. In fact, you may not know where this path is taking you. Relinquishing co...
Posted by Moni187que on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 11:29:00 PST

R.I.P. MI CHUPACABRE

BORN 2006 ~SANTEE,CA PASSED ON 2006~LAKESIDE , CA CHUPACABRE LEAD A SHORT BUT FULFILLING LIFE . SHIM LOVED TO SPEND ITS DAYS LYING AROUND ITS PEN. SHIM LOVED WHEN IGAVE IT SPECIAL TREATS LIKE STR...
Posted by Moni187que on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 03:37:00 PST

this is what my best friend does when he's bored & homesick...

i'm feeling a little nostalgic and creative so i compiled this list. drewYou know you're from El Cajon if:you drive a lifted truckyou participated in the i'm sorry your schools got shot up padres nigh...
Posted by Moni187que on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 08:30:00 PST

*SOMA*

NO NOT THE PILLS KIDDIES.. BUT TALK ABOUT FLASH BACK TO THE PAST LAST NIGHT . IT WAS RAD . GOT INVITED SUPER LAST MINTUE TO GO TO THE RAUCATEERS SHOW, JACK WHITE'S SIDE BAND.. BADASS.. THANKS AGAIN AD...
Posted by Moni187que on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 08:47:00 PST