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When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.
Tinkerhell1013
Ok so... I wander if what people write about themselves is really true? Do you write about who and how you want to be... Do you write about what you think other people want to read about... Or are you completely honest about yourself? Well, I will be completely honest... I'm miserable and unhappy most of the time, but there are bright spots. I can't remember the last time I was truley happy though. But in my defense I am one of the kindest and nicest people you will ever meet. I will give you my last dollar or do whatever it is that you need and bend over backwards to make you happy. I think thats why I'm so miserable, I'm the nice girl that gets taken advantage of and screwed over. I try so hard to take care of and please everyone else that I dont do anything for myself. And I have to admit that I've become slightly jaded and bitter. People just suck, and they make life suck for the rest of us. I have major obsessive compulsive tendencies....Stupid people bother me....I'm clumbsy, I drop and spill stuff all the time and I fall down alot....I can be random as hell....I'm pretty damn smart but really lazy....I'm super sensitive and everything just agitates and frustrates me...I don't get along that great with girls, I think most girls are evil and stupid...I have a "guy" mentality most of the time...I'd rather be poor and happy than rich and miserable....I guarantee that I am the best girlfriend, I'm "the" girl...I am a cry baby....Me and my sister should have been twins, we have so much inside stuff, we are ridiculous together and should have our own reality show....I keep everything inside....I love to cook, especially bake(no, not like that, I'm a good girl)....Everything as to be organized my way or it makes me crazy....I have to change the radio stations, even if a good song is on....I'm afraid of sharks and drowning, and I'm very clausterphobic....Sometimes I want to tell God I quit and go work at Jack in the Box...I'm a sweet southern girl but I will fuck you up if you fuck with me....Jack and Coke and Margaritas are the best...
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