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YOU'RE GOOD LOOKING.
My name is Ermin and I have nothing intelligent to say. Most likely, you’ll find me annoying, but different. I have been told I have an interesting way at looking at everything. However, I’m just the average teenager with problems, hobbies, and an extreme love for music.
I love my friends with a burning passion. I help them when I can, and when I can't, I try to find someone who can. I can't stand when friends aren't happy.
I guess I’m an okay dancer. My place of creativity is Allegro Dance Arts. Constantly, I’m finding new things that I like about dance. I also learn a lot about myself. Sometimes, these things are good and sometimes they aren’t.
My self esteem is below zero like the temperatures of the town that I live in during the winter. I don’t find myself attractive in the least, I don’t think I’m worth much, I feel untalented and stupid most days. I don’t know why, but no one can seem to change my mind no matter how hard they try. Slowly, I’m trying to work on it. I've started to not take shit from anyone. Don't even try to start shit with me because I won't deal with it.
I write, I act, I sing, I dance, I do backstage stuff, I take photographs, I chill.
Generally, I’m me.
My ideas are probably beyond many peoples comprehension, so I tend to stay to myself. I think Homophobia is incredibly stupid. Religion is far too complex and causes way too many problems. Angels exist, but higher beings do not. Demons exist, but Satan does not. Violence is stupid. Concerts are amazing. People are something not to be trusted completely. Disney movies are cheesy, but so wonderful. Crying is good for you, so I try to do that everyday. Laughing is good too, so I often laugh until I cry over the stupidest things. Conformity is stupid, yet it is unavoidable. We all conform to something. No one is unique. Being unique is also a conformity. I’m observant. Watching people around me is what I do on a daily basis.
And that, ladies and gentlemen, is me.
I never have been okay , and I never will.
I live for the tears , the hurt , the pain , the happiness .
I live for it all .
Thus, the story of my life .
April 22, 2008. Meeting Frank Iero for the first time.
July 8, 2009. Meeting Madina Lake for the first time.
Frank Iero and Bob Bryar:
These two men mean a lot to me. Neither of them have let the fame get to their head. They've stayed down to earth and know that fans are the most important part of being in a band.
The Used:
These four men are just amazing. They have enough power in their voices and instruments to bring millions of people to their knees in tears or laughter. You can tell just how much they love their fans by their energy on stage and their dedication to the fans when off the stage as well.Nathan and Matthew Leone:
As soon as they notice someone looking at them with a sense of awe, they immediately walk over and say hello. They don't look through their fans, they look AT them. They have energy on stage that compares to no other and it reaches out to each individual person in the crowd and draws them in. They are the face of punk rock.
;;One song about a girl;;
