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Baal Shem Tov

My words can't move mountains, but my faith walks right by you like a dog

About Me

Past
On the 9th day of March 1983, The sun broke on the horizon of Moab, Ut and there was light. This light was good cause this is the first time I have ever seen it! My soul was reincarnated into this body and It was given a name, My mother said you will be Named Ian ( wich is the scottish form of the biblical name John). My mother a CNA and my dad a heavy equptment mechanic I grew up in a small town of Yerington, Nv. Times were hard at times but we made it. Durring my early teens things started to change, Sorry to say not for the best. A marrige about to break and a mother struckin with new habbits and a father always at work things got harder! I picked up a few friends thats helped me through my struggle and made life woth liven but not only live but improve and push through life. Evetually the spliting of my parents happend and i was ripped and torn and was forced to move to Tooele, Ut. What the hell is this place i said to myself! the schools poor and the teachers underpayed and basicly worthless! Making friends here was hard cause of social indifferences. I went a whole year without talking to anyone! Finally durring my sr year of school I found my place and a girlfriend but still found it hard to succeed in this school and was not able to walk with my class. Still pushing I went to job corps where a life long friend came with me and i made it through graduating with a diploma and two trades.
Present
Currently I am working at walmart as connection center (cell Phone booth) dept. manager. I enjoy the job for the most part though i am looked down upon for working at walmart. That don't matter as it is just a stepping stone to get where i want. I attend SLCC where i am trying to get my generals and figure out what i want to do. I hate driving but i love to ride my bike! i enjoy the outdoors hiking,fishing, not hunting boo to that! I don't kill anything that i'm not going to benefit from its death excluding fur boo again. I'm always down to have fun partying, movies, poker, video games and what have you.I enjoy art from Dali to vangough and urban stuff like garbaldi or bua. I love taking pictures (still a film nerd) i just love the way you can manipulate light and texture and vanage point. when i'm bored i like to just put myself in a world outside this one by picking up a good scifi or fantasy book. I love my cloud and my cats i can't live without them or my friends.
Future


I'm going to rule the world....Just kidding! As you can see our world is a little fucked up right now. Everybody wants a piece of the pie and not just fair share the want the whole mother fuckin thing. I think it is up to my generation and the generations of the future and end this mochary on humanity and the strain it is puting on our poor planet. It will balance out eventually as everything does. What trigures this reaction noone knows but i think it will bring pain devestation. crisis precipitates change.

My Interests

My mind, an imense cathedral filled with stories. Dense clouds surround it's highest columbs filled with dreams. Your voice is the wind passing by its' walls. the essence of life fills its' courtyard. For this is heaven.

I'd like to meet:

I'm lookin for my little bohemian angle..Where oh where is my little bohemian angel. MyGen Profile Generator

Loose change- Its long but full of mind boggling fact.

Music:

Anything but over produced mainstream crap!

Movies:

Don't live in a box....office hit. Open a book now and then.

Television:

It Will kill you!!!!!

Books:

Knowlege is the path to enlightenment, without we would be lost. live without reget, love without sorrow, illusions are easy to see if you open your eyes. If you want to stay high you are bound to stay low when you hit a wall you will fall.

Orson Scott Card's:

Enders Game

Enders shadow

Speaker For The Dead

Micheal Crichton's:

Prey

Lost world

Jurrasic Park

Heroes:

Able....when he lives again cain will be slewn and the age of the takers will end.

My Blog

Tear the breath from my lungs!

When I look into your eyes, the world as I know it crumbles beneath my feet. Time ceases to be for I'm truely in the moment. No future no past, once a tightly wound coil now a loosly hanging string. T...
Posted by Baal Shem Tov on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 04:14:00 PST

Emancipation of self loathing

Undetermined The termanation of your very existance, Unmotivated Your mind exercising its right to resistance, Uninspired Absent the will to inact persistance. The dark has swallowed up your life If ...
Posted by Baal Shem Tov on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 01:37:00 PST

I'm wide awake!

Strech my arms, Open eyes, Wondering what forth lies, Open mind, Time to shine, A feeling I can't define, Walk around, Smile no frown, NOTHING today can bring me down!...
Posted by Baal Shem Tov on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 01:02:00 PST

Dummy don't you know this shit will kill you!

MDMA (3,4 methylenedioxymethamphetamine) is a synthetic, psychoactive drug chemically similar to the stimulant methamphetamine and the hallucinogen mescaline. Street names for MDMA include Ecstasy, Ad...
Posted by Baal Shem Tov on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 07:16:00 PST

grudge on humanity!

Your looking at him, the best of the worst doing my best living under cains curse domesticated and propagated to live by your book of laws slipping though life in search for a cause The great unknow...
Posted by Baal Shem Tov on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 04:16:00 PST

Wonderful Utah!

I think this town is driving me insane! Everyone here is either married or has two kids by now at my age. WHY!?! Is this a legidimate question? I mean half these people are not going to further themse...
Posted by Baal Shem Tov on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 08:34:00 PST

I'm sick! and emo of course!

I'm sick! I'm sick of being alone!I'm sick of sitting at home!I'm sick of being broke!I'm sick of everything turning into a joke!I'm sick of living here!I'm sick of drinking beer!I'm sick bad new...
Posted by Baal Shem Tov on Mon, 31 Oct 2005 07:17:00 PST