Forgive and forget? Or forget and forgive?

I'm a blonde kid. And yes I mean kid. I laugh WAY too much. I like laughing, but occasionally its just not the right time. I have glasses, they consist of black and pink coloring. I enjoy black. Oddly, makes me happy. I'm difficult to understand, but so what? who isn't? I skateboard on my ass, I play guitar (only for myself or for the fire), I watch medical shows and movies (wanna be a dr.), I enjoy much time spent with my mother, music is amazing and I one day hope to add to the craze that it is, I keep to myself mostly but I don't consider myself shy, I give direction and advice when i can apply it to myself, I'm afraid of failure, I have a pet peeve that consists of '...your blonde'... FUCK YOU!! and faulty frienship, I write a lot, I love books, I like english and thats it.CABLE!!