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"Sometimes she wishes she had a manual that explains why people act the way they do. The chapter on love would be a million pages long. A million pages plus one page at the end. Like a 'p.s.' at the end of a letter.
Love is unexplainable."
"Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me"
You over think things
You say what if we're not meant to be
Well you know what so what
Make a mistake with me
Nobody goes through this life and does
Everything perfectly
We're all gonna fail so you might as well
Make a mistake with me
Sometimes baby when we take
A chance that has this much at stake
We look back and in hindsight
What seemed wrong looks more like right
So I say worst case we'll be left with
Lots of good memories
This chance we have well it's worth that
So make a mistake with me
I'm tellin' you the right thing to do
Is make a mistake
Make a mistake
Make a mistake with me

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is Mine I suppose it's time for another update... There has been some changes in my life, most important is Jordan, he's my Fiance, and the greatest man anyone could ever meet. We're getting married in the temple, and judge if you will, I'm not proud of who I used to be and I've done things I regret, but he's not one of them. I struggle every day to fix who I was, be who I am, and who I know I can be. It hasn't been easy to get here, and I'm still climbing, so before you judge know that I've made a lifestyle change, I'm very different than I was in the past, but I'm happier, and more me than I've ever been, it hasn't been easy, but I want to be with Jordan forever, and I know this is right, and I know I can do better than I have been! Feel free to get to know me again. Things that haven't change I work at TLC and Bush Elementary. I love my family and friends more than anything. I'm determined, and that's all that matters. I love to meet new people, and travel! I'm a little bit odd, with unique traits, and crazy ideas. I'm a Hippy, to say the least. I believe in organic hair products, hemp lotion, and making hemp jewelry, mineral make-up, saving the world, I get passionate about the ozone layer, and cutting down rain forests. I listen to the Beatles on a regular basis. I brush my teeth more than a human should, and I shower alot, what can I say, I love hygiene! I love anything fun, and as long as you have a sense of humor, I'll be your best friend. I'm a little bit of a girly girl, i love glitter and being pretty, but i also enjoy some more masculine things, like camping, and fishing, and hiking, water is my calling! I'm the girl who laughs about silly things, enjoys the simple things in life, and never forgets the good times. like sneaking out at four in the morning with kylie and walking down the railroad tracks arriving back at home within minutes of my mom waking up, and sitting eating ice cream in bed with allie. I believe in love and happiness. I have been broken, but i try to use that as experience rather than fear. I am LDS, and i believe in it, and yes I have a Tattoo, and some skeletons in my closet. I chose to make some big decisions when i was weak and have made many mistakes, but I've come to learn who i am, and i just took the rougher road to get there. If there's anything else you want to know, please ask, i would love to talk to anyone.
Things you might not know about me:
♥ i am growing up, and i want to be with people that are too
♥ i would kill to meet Edward Cullen... if that was possible...!
♥ i cover my nose when i'm upset
♥ i am in love, i call him Jordan
♥ i bite my lip when i'm really thinking about something (sometimes i just do it because i'm weird like that)
♥ I'm ridiculously open-minded, easy going, and spontaneous.
♥ I have seven nieces and one nephew. ♥ Yes, I have a tattoo.
♥ I have way to much hope in everything, and faith in people. I will hope forever, it's a curse.
♥ I'm to nice, and loving for my own good, Sometimes I get walked on.
♥ i'm a Shakespeare FANATIC
♥ i love poptarts
♥ i write, alot... poems, lyrics, stories, scripts... about everything.
♥ i love to laugh and smile more than anything
♥ i have a weird sense of humor and find humor in almost EVERYTHING
♥ i would kill to be able to dance like the people on "so you think you can dance" they freakin tear up the floor, yo
♥ nothing in the world makes me happier than being on stage acting.
♥ i am an actor... an artist.
♥ i am Rosalind, Ganymede, Hermia, Calico, Cookie, Mary, Jessie. I will always have my characters with me.
♥ there's people i miss so much that i can't always sleep at night
♥ i have emotional scars
♥ i am strong, defined, true, real, honest, and stable, despite what you hear. sometimes i have weak moments, but anyone with a heart does
♥ I believe in fate, that the choices we make lead us to where we are supposed to be, some paths we take may be a little longer than others and by taking a different one we could have saved some heartache, but we'll always end up where we need to be eventually.
♥ i suck at lying, i don't like it and only do it when it's necessary and i end up telling the truth when all is said and done. i like honesty, sometimes i say things that i probably shouldn't, because i'm honest, sometimes i say the wrong thing, talk to me about it, i will make sure everything turns out okay with no hard feelings
♥ my heart is healing
♥ i'm strange, i like to call it "unique" accept it or move on, i don't appreciate bull crap from people who think they are better than me because i'm not like them
♥ sometimes i cry for no reason ( very rarely) but if it ever happens, forget about it, i'm fine.
♥ i don't mind attention, i don't beg for it, i only like it if i deserve it.
♥ don't pity me, it makes me cranky
♥ i don't have millions of friends, but the ones i have are the best there ever were, and if you know them, you can't deny it
♥ i love my family, they bug me sometimes, but i would die for them
♥ when i feel something, i feel it strongly, you'll never find someone who can love more than i can
♥ i don't hate anyone, hate is a wasted space in your heart
♥ i'm a little bit broken, and i realize life isn't perfect, but that's okay it's opened my mind to see things most people don't
♥ i'm a lot like my grandfather, and i couldn't be more proud of that.
♥ i love, i just do, i like the feeling of love better than hate.
♥ i love flowers
♥ i love soup
♥ i love being held
♥ kisses in general make me feel giddy, but you have to earn mine
♥ i love make-up and dresses and dances
♥ i'm a very happy person, but i have a lot of heartache, so i have my down days
♥ i'm not vain, but i think i'm pretty, you might not agree, that's your deal, i can accept it
THIS IS ME! AND IT WON'T CHANGE.
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I'd like to meet:

Someone who will tell me the truth, NO MATTER how painful it is, and love me for me and every little quirk i come with. and um Edward cullen - if that were ever possible.
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What word sums you up most?

Passion
You're creative, forceful, and you strive for higher knowledge. You put your all into whatever you do. The little things in life excite you and that's what keeps your passion alive. You have a very strong emotional burning passion inside of you, that allows you to feel everything 100 times stronger than other people. You really take most things to heart and over analyze. You turn your hurt, pain, joy, love, and everything in your life into a work of art.

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My Blog

Dear Courageous Heart

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Dear Fatal Attraction...

Dear Fatal Attraction,I'm tired of being put off one day after another. I'm tired of it because it's lying. I know you're hurting me, destroying in fact, and i know you see it too. Don't try to set me...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 15:18:00 GMT

maybe you should know

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Posted by on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:23:00 GMT

To my best friend

To the only person who ever said what she meantto the only person who never let me downto the only person who never liedto the only person who means it when they say i love youto the only person who h...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 10:00:00 GMT

Just.... mine

Let me paint you a picture of everything i've ever known. I'm a writer, an artist, an actor... that's what i do... as i've said before... words are my passion, i love to feel them, taste them, type th...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 18:22:00 GMT

Star Shine

this is a script i've written by the name of Star Shine. I have to explain that all i had was inspiration to write this, i'm not sure where the names came from, the scenario of how they meet, the enti...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 21:54:00 GMT

Addiction

addiction is a trap! addiction tends to be the one thing that often.. finds us... that... we don't necissarily have room or plans for. I know for my dad it's smoking... it's deadly and useless. but it...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 21:21:00 GMT

Romaticide

"dark night, that from the eye it's function takes, the ear more quick of apprehension makes, wherein it doth IMPARE the seeing sense, it pays hearing double recompense. Thou art not by mine eye lysan...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 21:45:00 GMT

stuck on a fall

once upon a time.....An elfen haired Courtesan stood on the edge of a stunning pond. Staring into it's depths, and even though her thoughts lay on land, she fell into the blue loch, despite her plans....
Posted by on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 08:35:00 GMT

fairytale

if there is anything in life that I have learned, it's that life isn't a fairytale, there's heartache and abuse, use and alot of people left alone, it's never going to be that fairytale world, accept ...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 23:34:00 GMT