what would it take? |
im slowly sinking under the surface. i try soo hard everyday to make things better and it seems i get no where. i dont understand how im suppose to look at anything anymore because even sitting here, ... Posted by on Thu, 28 May 2009 19:38:00 GMT |
in memory of ryan mccubbins |
now all we have is your memories that rest deep in our hearts but we will never forget you ryan. you were an amazing person and you a lot of the time went out of your way for other people. though we a... Posted by on Wed, 06 May 2009 20:45:00 GMT |
i remembered what the wise man said... |
So Im definitely not a good person Ive made a lot of mistakes in my life and there is nothing I can do to fix them, only learn from them. I tend to fuck up everything I ever have good going in my li... Posted by on Sat, 11 Apr 2009 17:03:00 GMT |
ryan mccubbins</3 |
i dont understand. so much i dont understand. why'd you leave us why did u decside that it was your time. its not. it wasnt. i had a plan ryan i had everything planned out. it wasnt suppost to go this... Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 12:25:00 GMT |
walking through the dark with no light.? its pretty hard. |
its everyday now..a constant pointing out of how bad i suck at life.im walking an extremely dark path with no light.so dark i cant even see the hand in front of my face.i dont know if im going frontwa... Posted by on Sun, 01 Mar 2009 14:14:00 GMT |
will they mourn..will they forget |
If I die will they mourn will they forgetall I knowmy life is full of regretholding onso close to the edgeno turning back nowI need helpthis war of destruction its almost doneI dont know what to do n... Posted by on Sat, 21 Feb 2009 21:05:00 GMT |
why are we so blind to see? |
Today I reached my breaking point, today was the limit, today was all I could take until I was shoved over the edge and now im falling and have no idea when im going to stop. When im going to hit the ... Posted by on Wed, 11 Feb 2009 17:29:00 GMT |
and i ask God why this keeps happening... |
even tho i know there is an answer ill never know it and it will never make things better. Derek Jones. Why him to? What was the point in taken him outa my life as well?That kid ment to much to me. He... Posted by on Mon, 12 Jan 2009 14:34:00 GMT |
growing pains... |
For those of you who don't know by now. My names Cassey. Im 16 years old and for my age I've been through a lot. So before you go off of what you have heard let me clear things up now.Yes I have done ... Posted by on Sun, 04 Jan 2009 05:55:00 GMT |
i dont want to feel this way forever </3 |
I feel like it's all happening again. Like, like I was before. Im slipping back, finding ways to hide myself, crawling into a little ball and fading away from the world. Like it's better? But it's not... Posted by on Mon, 15 Dec 2008 02:06:00 GMT |