SHINOA

well lemme start of by saying i am always asked to describe myself in interviews both for print and television and it is only recently that i found an appropriate selection of words: I AM STRESSED BY CHOICE AND A DREAMER BY PROFESSION. i am the kind of person who, oddly enough thrives and even excels in the face of adversity and when i am burdened by stress. no pun intended but i love new and exciting challenges. i believe that the best way to live life and to feel trully alive is to take risks, albeit calculated ones, where the end result is a realization that there is so much more to our existence than the status quo and we feel a certain empowerment and control of our lives. sometimes if i am not stressed i feel like i am not doing anything productive since i believe nothing good ever came easy. i am a typical aquarian dreaming all the time since it is my belief that the day we stop dreaming we are better off dead. i aim very high not necessarily to reach my goals but to know in my heart that i do my best in everything that i do. i am a very passionate person and that is manifested in all aspects of my life. I love my family passionately i would kill for them, i love my friends passionately i stand behind them all the way (and sometimes in front of them to protect them), and i am a passionate and patient lover. i work with a fervent energy fueled by the knowledge that i am capable of entertaining, inspiring and educating people with what i do. I am passionate about my music, both composing and playing, which is something i have yet to share with the general public. I have loved and lost and loved again. mine is a life peppered with love stories not unlike everyone else's, but i do have convictions and principles that cannot be compromised in my relationships whatever nature they may be. i will never ask for anything from my partner that i myself am not willing to give and if its not worth taking a risk getting hurt then its not worth getting into.