HMMM? I LOVE FERRETS,DRAWING, POETRY..TATTOOS AND BODY PIERCINGS! LAUGHING AND ACTING GOOFY FOR AMUZEMENT PURPOSES ONLY!! I LOVE LINDSAY LOHAN AND EVAN RACHEL WOOD..THEY ROCK! I LIKE DRAGONS, BIG CATS, KILLER WHALES, BULLDOGS AND HUSKIES. I CHEW GUM LIKE PEOPLE WHO ARE ADDICTED TO CIGS, SMOKE! BROWNIES MAKE ME HAPPY..ALWAYS!! POPTARTS ARE MY SALVATION!I LIKE POP/ROCK, PUNK AND SOME TECHNO/ALTERNATIVE STUFF.
MUSIC: GOOD CHARLOTTE, LINDSAY LOHAN, HILARY DUFF, EVANESCENCE, LINKIN PARK, PINK, TEDDY GEIGER, NATASHA BEDDINGFIELD, THE VERNONICAS, CLICK FIVE, ALL AMERICAN REJECTS,KATY ROSE, DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL, T.A.T.U.,THREE DAYS GRACE, THE KILLERS, MAROON FIVE, BLUE OCTOBER, THE FRAY, AMY STUDT, MEG AND DIA, AlY and AJ, AVRIL LAVIGNE, KELLY CLARKSON, PARAMORE, THE PIERCES, ASHLEE SIMPSON, BRITNEY SPEARS..AND A HELL OF ALOT MORE!
MOVIE WISE, I LIKE COMEDIES, INDEPENDENT FLICKS, THRILLERS AND DRAMAS.
FAV. MOVIES: RADIO FLYER, THE LION KING, FREE WILLY, ALL THE HARRY POTTER MOVIES, IN HER SHOES, VANILLA SKY, THIRTEEN, MEAN GIRLS, MONSTERS INC., FINDING NEMO, CHRONICLES OF NARNIA, JUST LIKE HEAVEN, PRETTY PERSUATION, WILD THINGS, ALL OVER ME, THE PERFECT MAN, D.E.B.S, MEAN CREEK, LOST AND DELIRIOUS, GIA, THE GOOD SON, THE CURE, SAVED, A WALK TO REMEMBER, THE CRAFT, GIRL INTERRUPTED, THE CELL, TRANSAMERICA, THE SWEETEST THING, BECAUSE I SAID SO, GINGER SNAPS, HAPPY FEET, TRANSFORMERS, GEORGIA RULE, THE MARTIAN CHILD, I KNOW WHO KILLED ME, AUGUST RUSH..TOTALLY LOVED ACROSS THE UNIVERSE AND THE GOLDEN COMPASS!..AND MANY OTHERS.
SOME TV SHOWS I LIKE ARE:
NIP/TUCK, BUFFY, VERONICA MARS, CHARMED, THE HILLS, ONE TREE HILL, DESPERATE HOUSE WIVES..DIRTY JOBS, MAN VS WILD, MYTHBUSTERS, DEADLIEST CATCH, THE GHOST WHISPERER, THE SOUP, CHELSEA HANDLER'S SHOW, MY FAIR BRADY, SABRINA THE TEENAGE WITCH, LA INK, IT TAKES A THIEF, WHAT I LIKE ABOUT YOU, BAD GIRLS CLUB, JOHN AND KATE PLUS 8, THE LITTLE PEOPLE..A BUNCH OF SHOWS ON MTV AND A FEW SHOWS ON THE DISNEY CHANNEL..ANIMAL PLANET AND DISCOVERY CHANNEL STUFF
A LITTLE MORE PERSONAL
WHAT DO THEY CALL YOU? Depends on who's calling
HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN BLESSING THE EARTH WITH UR PRESENCE? 26 long ass years
DESCRIBE YOUR CLOTHING STYLE? its a mix of casual, skater and a little goth meets preppy
WHAT ANIMAL WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOU? a Pitbull..they're tough looking but are sweet natured
WHAT'S UR BIGGEST FEAR? never finding that special someone to share my life with
WHAT ALWAYS MAKES YOU SMILE? other people smiling
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? saying "hi" to the same person a bazillion times in one day, being silly for no reason
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? other people crying
WHAT URS BIGGEST AMBITION? to be someone I can say I'm proud to be
WHAT DO YOU CONSIDER TO BE MOST IMPORTANT TO YOU? honesty and the ability to forgive (not only other people, but yourself)
WHAT QUALITIES DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF? my sense of humor rocks!
WHAT DON'T YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF? my inability to let go of my past mistakes
DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL TALENTS? I'm very good at connecting with people, emotionally..I've been told a zillion times I'd make a great pychologist and I'm told I'm a great gift giver..lol
WHAT ARE SOME OF YOUR HOBBIES? drawing, writing, computer stuff
WHAT ARE YOUR TURN-ONS? someone with a radiant smile and a compassionate nature
WHAT ARE YOUR TURN-OFFS? girls that want to look like dudes, liars of all kinds!
IF A CELEBRITY COULD PLAY YOU IN A MOVIE, WHO WOULD IT BE? Cameron Diaz..*She's freakin' hilarious!*
WHAT WOULD BE THE TITLE OF THE MOVIE? "The Bitter Life of a Total Sweety!"
DO YOU GET MAD OFTEN? i don't get mad easily..and if I do get mad, you couldn't tell
ARE YOU SAD OR UPSET ABOUT ANYTHING? Not exactly sad, just concerned I guess
ARE YOU WORRIED ABOUT SOMETHING, IF SO, WHAT? i worry about the same things most people worry about
DO YOU FEEL CONFUSED ABOUT ANYTHING? Not really confused just trouble with the idea of what to do about certain things..tired of living a double life (so to say)..I have alot on my mind!..
ARE YOU EXPERIENCING ANY ANXIETY? I don't sweat the small stuff! but i got a few "things" that are just driving me nuts!
WHAT IS SOMETHING THAT TRUELY SCARES YOU? being alone..forever..dying before I can truly experience the feeling of LOVE..never really being known
WHAT THINGS ARE DIFFICULT FOR YOU? Life in general, it feels like all the simple shit is twice as hard for me.. Saying how I feel
IF YOU COULD REDO ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT BE? my entire highschool experience..I was such an asshole
WHAT IS ONE THING THAT YOU REGRET MOST? How I treated a few certain people in high school
WHAT IS UR GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT THUS FAR? I finally grew up!
WHAT'S THE WORST THING U'VE EVER DONE TO SOMEONE? pretended to hate them, just because I couldn't admit I liked them
IF YOU WON THE LOTTO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH THE CASH? Open an animal rescue..get some more tattoos and do something nice for my friends and family
WHAT'S THE HARDEST THING YOU'VE EVER HAD TO DO? Forgive myself
WHAT'S UR FAVORITE THING TO DO? Sleep..it's always so peaceful there
HAVE U EVER LIKED A FRIENDS MOTHER/FATHER? LOL..possibly
DO YOU HAVE SECRET CRUSH RIGHT NOW? Obviously it's a secret..so I'm not telling you
WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A SIGNIFICANT OTHER? A good sense of humor, a kind heart, someone who is confident with who they are
WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE PHYSICALLY ABOUT SOMEONE? their smile..usually!
HAVE YOU EVER LIKED SOMEONE SOLELY BASED ON THEIR APPEARANCES? sure, "they" were hott..mean as Hell..but hott
HAVE YOU EVER LIKED SOMEONE, BUT WERE TOO AFRAID TO TELL THEM? numerous times, I've never been good at asking people out
HAVE YOU EVER KISSED SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX? Yes..I'd hope so or I'm apparently confused more than I thought!
WHAT'S THE MOST ROMANTIC THING YOU'VE EVER DONE? I do alot of thoughtful things like that..it's just how I am
WHAT EMOTIONS DO YOU OFTEN HIDE? Most of them, Emotions open yourself up to Vunerability
DO YOU THINK YOU'RE SMART? I'm quite knowledgeable in a vast area of topics
ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? not so much, but who am I to say if God exsist or not
WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU "GREW-UP"? a whale trainer at Sea World
DO YOU GET ALONG WELL WITH OTHERS? depends on who the "others" are..LOL
ARE YOU FUN? I think I'm quite entertaining to be around
WHAT MAKES A GOOD PERSON JUST THAT? the ability to put others before yourself, to be honest and considerate..to be able to really see someone for who they are and not judge them by their appearance
HOW WOULD OTHERS DESCRIBE YOU? funny, sarcastic, slightly annoying..a generous and loyal friend
WHAT'S UR DEFINITION OF A "TRUE FRIEND"? someone you can trust (always) and laugh with none stop..someone who excepts you for who u are and is always there for you whether you need them or not
WHO'S YOUR BEST FRIEND? That position recently opened up!
EVER MEET ANYONE WHO WAS JUST LIKE YOU? Jim..it's damn scary how alike we are.
HOW WOULD A FRIEND HELP YOU FEEL BETTER IF YOU WERE UPSET? just offered their ears to listen..make me laugh, that always works
EVER LIKED SOMEONE WHO ONLY LIKED YOU AS A FRIEND? only about a million times..I'm always "Just a Friend"
WHAT MAKES YOU JEALOUS? I'm not a very jealous person, so I don't know forsure
WHAT REALLY PISSES YOU OFF? people..ignorant and selfish acting people
WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED ABOUT LOVE? It's something you can't live without. The soul needs and craves it!
WHAT ARE THE BENEFITS OF BEING SINGLE? You really get to find urself, know who u really are
WHAT ARE THE BENEFITS OF BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP? you get to experience this ultimate connection with someone, that alone u'd never experience
WHAT DIFFICULT EXPERIENCES HAVE YOU BEEN THROUGH? My sexuality..coming out and all of its after effects
DO YOU LET YOURSELF FEEL EMOTIONAL PAIN OR TRY TO MAKE IT GO AWAY? I try to ignore all aspects of my emotional issues!
WHAT'S THE BIGGEST MISTAKE YOU'VE EVER MADE? treated people like crap, for all the wrong reasons
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT SUICIDE? sure, anything to end this torture I call life..but I could never end things the way they are now. I have alot on my to do list!
WHAT WOULD BE UR ADVICE TO SOMEONE WHO IS SUICIDAL? find someone to talk to, there are people out there feeling the same way u are
DO YOU THINK PEOPLE LEARN FROM THEIR MISTAKES? not always, the past has a tendancy to repeat its self
DO YOU LEARN THE "EASY WAY" OR THE "HARD WAY"? i do all my learning experiences the Hard way..I never do get it the first time around
WHAT'S THE MOST DIFFICULT LESSON YOU'VE LEARNED? to be open and honest about who I am and how I feel
DO YOU BELIEVE EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON? i'm sure it does..I'd just like to know the reason
DO YOU TRY TO LOOK AT BOTH SIDES OF A SITUATION? definetly, u'll never resolve anything if u don't try to see the other's point of view
DO YOU HAVE ANY ASPIRATIONS? to find my heart and make something of myself
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN BEATEN UP? everyday by my friend..LOL
DID YOU EVER BEAT UP SOMEONE? no, never would..I'm not violent like that
HAVE YOU EVER MADE A PRANK CALL? Who me?!!! Never..LOL
EGGED OR TEE-PEED SOMEONE'S HOUSE? Megan Donley's car and drive way (a few times)..Sorry about that!
BEEN ARRESTED? nope, been Cited once
GOTTEN DETENTION OR BEEN EXPELLED? quite a few times
EVER BEEN IN DENIAL, IF SO, OF WHAT? of liking someone I told everyone I hated
EVER BEEN ACCUSED OF DOING SOMETHING YOU NEVER DID? yep..many, many times
IF SO, OF WHAT? prank calls, writing "someone" love letters, harassement in all of its various shapes and forms
DID U EVER MAKE FUN OF A FRIEND BEHIND THEIR BACK? I'm sure I have
EVER BEEN BULEMIC OR ANOREXIC? No way, I love food
CHEATED ON SOMEONE? I could never do that to someone I cared about
EVER WATCH A KIDS SHOW, EVEN THOUGH UR TOO OLD? sure, still do, don't you?
IF YOU HAD THREE WISHES, WHAT WOULD THEY BE? to kiss that certain someone I've been dying to kiss, to truly say I'm fine and mean it and to finally have friend who wasn't gonna bail on me
WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE SECRET TO HAPPINESS? Love..I think it's the true essence of feeling and being, without it, you are empty inside
WHAT WERE UR FAV. TOYS AS A CHILD? My legos, ninja turtles, my bike, matchbox cars
DID U HAVE AN IMAGINARY FRIEND? I had an imaginary pet
IF SO, WHAT WAS THEIR NAME? A fox named Swift
WHAT WAS UR FAV. THING TO PLAY OUTSIDE? Dog-catcher baseball..it's a game we made up..cops and robbers
WHAT WERE UR FAV. CARTOONS TO WATCH? Carebears, My Little Ponies, Fraggle Rock, Pee-wee's Playhouse..the Gummy Bears and The Wuzzels
WHAT IS UR FONDEST CHILDHOOD MEMORY? building snow forts and exploring in the woods
WHO IS THE MOST GENUINE PERSON YOU KNOW? Lori, she is the kindest and most caring person I've ever met. She's always offered to help me out even though I never asked
FAV. HIGHSCHOOL MEMORY? tormenting the "Preppy" girls
WHAT'S THE BIGGEST SECRET YOU'VE TOLD A FRIEND? that I'm gay
WHAT SOCIAL GROUP WOULD YOU SAY U AND UR FRIENDS ARE IN? Freaks, i think that's what they called us
HAVE YOU EVER BACK-STABBED A FRIEND? No I'm probably the most loyal friend you can find these days
WHO'S THE MOST LIKELY TO KICK YOUR ASS? Alaina, she probably would have but I ran like hell. I'm glad we don't see each other.
WHO DID YOU SECRETLY LIKE IN SCHOOL? I liked L.K. though, she'd never believe that
FORGIVENESS IS.. the most precious gift you can receive or give
I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE.. that I had to redo my entire myspace page, thanks Alaina
I DESPISE IT WHEN.. people lie straight to ur face and expect u to believe it
IF I COULD GO ANYWHERE, IT WOULD BE.. somewhere to see wild Killer whales!
I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO.. tell a few people how I really feel about them!
IT WOULD BE NICE TO SEE.. L.K. again so I can finally apologize and actually mean it this time
I'LL NEVER FORGET THE TIME WHEN.. Hope pushed me into a window and it almost killed me!
LOVE IS.. something I sometimes doubt exsist!
I HOPE TOMORROW.. will be less lonely than today was.
PEOPLE SAY I'M.. attention deprived!
SOMEWHERE, SOMEONE IS.. wondering why in the hell they're still reading this!
I NEVER WANT TO.. make the same mistakes I've made before.
FOREVER IS.. alot shorter than you'd think.
I WILL ALWAYS.. laugh my tears away.
LIFE IS FULL OF.. people alot worse than I am, so give me a break, already!
I GET SO ANNOYED WHEN.. people act like nothings wrong, when it obviously isn't the case.
I SHOULD WARN YOU.. I get attached easily.
I WISH PEOPLE WOULD.. take the time to get to know people for who they are, don't judge them by who they love!
YOU CAN NEVER HAVE ENOUGH.. Poptarts!!!
