About Me
A FRIEND RECENTLY SAID THAT I LIVE A VERY HONEST LIFE. OTHERS WHO'VE KNOWN ME LONGER SAY I CAN BE BRUTALLY HONEST. I THINK, HONEST YES, BRUTAL NO. I THINK I'M MORE WARM, LOVING, CARING, PASSIONATE AND COMPASSIONATE, A LOVER OF, THE PHYSICAL AND SPIRITUAL UNIVERSE. I'M OPEN MINDED, PACIENT, WHICH I SADLY FIND THERE NOT BEING ENOUGH OF, ALONG WITH FORGIVENESS AND UNDERSTANDING. AT THE SAME TIME I'M VERY ANIMATED. I DON'T ALWAYS DO WELL IN FORMAL, CONVENTIONAL, ATMOSPHERES. I'M A BIG FAN OF COMFORT. IF COMFORT WERE A BAND, I'D BE THERE GROOPIE- I'M ALSO GOOFIE, BUT I CAN BE WITTY TOO. APPARENTLY, SOMETIMES I'M FUNNY WHEN I DON'T EVEN MEAN TO BE. THIS ISN'T ALL I'M ABOUT, BUT I MUST BE IN ONE OF THOSE MOODS WHERE I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT ELSE I LIKE, PROBABLY BECAUSE I'M PROCRASTINATING, THAT'S ONE THING I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MYSELF AND WOULD LOVE TO NOT BE SUCH A SCHMUCK IN THE PROCRASTINATING DEPARTMENT. SOMETIMES I OVERWHELM MYSELF WITH TOO MUCH CRAP AND THEN DON'T KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN- I'M VERY INDECISIVE! MY EYES ARE BIGGER THAN MY STOMACH, BUT I THINK IT'S REALLY JUST BECAUSE I LOVE EVERYTHIN! I WISH I COULD BE IN A HUNDRED PLACES AT ONCE, OR AT LEAST IF THERE WERE MORE THAN 24 HOURS IN A DAY OR IF PEOPLE HAD THE CAPACITY TO LIVE LONGER AND THEREFORE DO MORE, OR IF JACK(JESS) OF ALL TRADES WASN'T A MASTER OF NONE. ALSO, THO I LOVE PAINTING, I STILL HAVE THAT LITTLE KID FANTACY TO BE AN ACTRESS, BUT SADLY, I CAN'T HANDLE ALL THE WORK. IF I WAS MORE OF A "NATURAL" THEN MAYBE IT WOULDN'T BE SO TOUGH, NOT THAT IT'S EASY FOR ANYBODY, EVEN THE FAMOUS PEOPLE- ANYWAZE, THIS IS TURNING INTO A BLOG- WHERE DID THAT WORD COME FROM, BY THE WAY? WHEN DID THIS NEW "BLOG" WRITING TREND START? IT SEEMS TO BE THE ANSWER TO SEEING A THERAPIST THAT NOT EVERYBODY HAS THE MONEY TO SEE. IT'S PEOPLE JUST WANTING TO VENT. I HAVEN'T QUITE GOTTEN TO THE POINT OF UNDERSTANDING THIS TREND- I AM A BIT SLOW AT GETTINGING INTO THINGS LIKE THAT. HEY, DID YOU NOTICE THAT IF YOU BREAK UP THE WORD THERAPIST, YOU GET THE WORDS: THE RAPIST............???
