they say im a happy go lucky person.. well that's how they see it.. but im not.. i just don't want to get stressed with everything and panic about the stuffs i have to do... they just don't see it but i do worry about things to and i make sure i do all the things that has to be done.. just without all the panicking and all that.. hmm... what else.. i like girly stuffs with pink and blue in it.. but some says those doesn't fit me coz im more like of a boyish girl or a "tomboy" rather than a girl.. hey what can i do! i live in a family with more boys in it than girls.. and i think it also has something to do with my built.. how i wish a have a more curvature body than a body filled with muscles and everything... tsk tsk tsk.. truly god won't give you everything! ahahaha!! nevertheless, im ok with myself... at least im not 3000 lbs or somewhere close to that! lol.. oh did i mention that i love chocolates so much? except with al those minty chocolate stuff, i hate those.. and i like spongebob.. i guess im just like him sometimes like his being dumb and cheerful all the time... but some people think it's weird to like him coz im an adult and adults are not supposed to watch cartoons.. well sorry, i love it being that way...anyways, im here in a new place where everything is unfamiliar and everybody's a stranger.. a new place, new zipcode, a new life to start with, new friends.. it's quite hard to fit in actually but thank god i'm getting used to it every single day.. most people I met are really nice.. and so i'm just chillin' and takin' it day by day.. this is my new home now.. but stil a part of me still wants to go back where I used to live.. I loved it there.. It was my home before and it's where i lived my entire life.. and then with just a snap i have to live it differently now.. on the brighter side.. if i would just think about it.. it's really not a bad decision to move here.. as far as i can see, this is a nice place to live at though.. oh well, my mind is all mixed up now.. i guess it's just about that "starting all over again thingy".. tssss....I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!
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