Innocently Insane schizophrenic problem child

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Chad Bradshaw
Birthday: 02-20-1978
Birthplace: Amarilo Texas
Current Location: Lubbock Texas
Eye Color: Hazle
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5' 10"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: White, Native American
The Shoes You Wore Today: Shoes
Your Weakness: Sexy flurty, girls.
Your Fears: Being alone. Rejection, Jail, and Spiders
Your Perfect Pizza: xtra Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get a better job...
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol, omg,
Thoughts First Waking Up: Fuck, im still alive. And my dick is hard. I need sex.
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes.
Your Bedtime: When ever the fuck I want.
Your Most Missed Memory: Falling in love.
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates: Both.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Both
Do you Smoke: Yep.
Do you Swear: Fuck no. I dont fucking swear goddamn it...
Do you Sing:
Do you Shower Daily: Depends on the mood, and if a hot girl is around at the time
Have you Been in Love: Once..
Do you want to go to College: I dont know.... still got some growing up to do
Do you want to get Married: Legaly I am married... In reality, I would love to be married...
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes... depends on what...
Do you get Motion Sickness: Sometimes...
Do you think you are Attractive: Looks No... Personality and charater... Im the hottest mofo out there.
Are you a Health Freak: Hell No...
Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes...
Do you like Thunderstorms: Only when a scaird girl jumps im my arms for protection.
Do you play an Instrument: No...
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No..
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes... I smoke all the time...
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No... I quit that shit long ago...
In the past month have you gone on a Date: I cant say... my wife would get mad if she saw the answer...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes...
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Yes...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No...
In the past month have you been on Stage: No...
In the past month have you been Dumped: No...
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No Comment...
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: I dont think so...
Ever been Drunk: Yes...
Ever been called a Tease: Yes...
Ever been Beaten up: Anyone who answers no is a goddamn lier...
Ever Shoplifted: Yes...
How do you want to Die: Quickly, and verry, verry soon...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I dont want to grow up, im a toys r us kid...
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany... And rent a Ferarri and drive the auto baun..
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue... green...
Favourite Hair Color: Blond, or dark hair
Short or Long Hair: Long... Its not a girl, if its not long
Height: no taller than 5-10.. cant be taler than me..
Weight: 160 or less
Best Clothing Style: Sexy... what ever is sexy on her...
Number of Drugs I have taken: Cant say...
Number of CDs I own: Not many... 2 or 3
Number of Piercings: None..
Number of Tattoos: 7 I think...
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Screaming at my dad "I hate you, I wish you were dead." and he died of cancer 2 months later.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!Its funny how people believe they have all the answers to life. Some times you see on these about me things, people trying to be mr philophosy and they belive they know what life is all about.... in reality, no one has life figured out. we all know life is full of pain, hate, and misguided lust. but what we dont know is what we all still seek. how to live. How to love. How to be loved. How to see past the emotional trama of daily life, and not allow it to cloud our judgement, and prevent it from affecting others. its my belife that if a person looks deep into there heart and soul they will find the will, the want, and desire to persue happiness. when is that persuit over? when does it begin? When will compleat happiness be acheved. Is anyone really happy? or are we all just mice caught in a maze of lies that we soon begin to belive is reality, when in fact, its nothing more than a dream, a false reality made up in our minds that this is the way life is suppost to be. Or does humanity truly possess the power to change. change for the better good. To love unconditionaly, to reach there goals and dreams, to stop fighting with each other, and end wars, to get along and be who we are as a person, and not pretend to be someone else for anothers benifit. when can we stop acting, and start living. does humanity have that power. does the human race end in 2012. or does life begin? Now that is the real question. Do we destory ourselfs like i see every day on tv, and viral clips on the internet, or does humanity learn to be at peace with each other and see past our diffrences? When do we stop cheeting, and stop hurting each other? When do we start talking, and stop fighting? When do we open our minds and seek the truth? Or will we humans destory our planet? Some times it feals as if we are nothing more than a parsite, consuming everything in our path eaven our selfs. sometimes i feal as if we are the alien's like you see in the movies. We are the ones sent from another planet, to rape, plidge, and consume all resourses. after all. isnt the government, now trying to come up with a plan to excape this hell we created, and find another planet, and what will we do with that other planet? destory it like this one? and if this isnt true. then why did nasa find bacteria on mars with the same dna structor as humans? could we humans once have in habited mars? could we be repeating history again, and destorying another planet? I guess we will find out December 21, 2012,... Is this the end of our world? The mayan's predicted that. the bible, prophits, nostrodomis, the greeks, romans, all of them. 2012 is the last year. Look at the co2 in the air, look at the weather, the droughts, floods, fires, all of it. are we at the end of our world as we know it? Has humanity destoryed itself? I think so. After all, when i was a kid i predicted that there wold be major holy wars. and look, we are in a war. dont want to admit its about religion? tell that to the shit tights and turds in afganastan. and why are we there again? Are we going to end this fighting in the name of a god that prolly doesnt exist anyway? God cant be proven, but yet we are willing to kill ourselfs and others over that. why? You or anyone for that matter cant prove the existance of god. so why are we going to fight and kill over that. Dont you think its goin g to be pretty shitty to die and find out that your belief in this non existing creature was all bullshit. how are you going to feal when you die for this god that doesnt exist just to find out your reincarnated as a fucking retard fucked up from your own abuse such as uranium poisiong or the nucular raideation, or will there eaven be enough air left to sustain live or will there be nohting more than c02 left and nohting can live? guess well find out in 2012....