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I am 25 years old and will soon be restarting my career path as a student in the nursing program at a local community college pursuing my Associate's Degree and my RN degree. After having withdrawn from the program, I have come to realize that nursing is in my heart, and I cannot deny that fact. I live at home (hopefully for just another year or so!) with my parents. I have an older brother, Stephen, whom I love dearly. I have a sarcastic sense of humor, and I find joy and fulfillment in helping others. I guess that's why I chose my future based around that. I can be very mischeivious, and I love to have a good time. I love to drive fast cars and play the piano. I've been told by several people lately that I am gullible (which for the record I don't believe...or do I?) Okay so that was corny...moving on...I'm shy until I get to know a person well. I've been hurt a lot in past relationships, so I'm very reserved when it comes to letting people into my life. Over the years I've come to the conclusion that people need to prove themselves to me. Friendships are important, and I believe that you need to get what you give. I don't have time for games when it comes to relationships, so if a person is not adding something to my life, they don't stay very long. I feel like my greatest flaw is caring too much about others. I am scared out of my mind that I will never find "the one," but I also believe that I will know him when he comes. My philosophy in life is "what goes around comes around." I've been on both ends of that spectrum! My friends and my family are my rock and my strength, and without them, I'm nothing. Love you guys!!!

My Interests

Nursing, poetry, friends, fast cars, anything involving Mustangs, VT Football-GO HOKIES!!

I'd like to meet:

My dad's sister, Elizabeth, who died when she was just 19 years old of Hodgkin's Lymphoma. I am told that I am a lot like her.
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Music:

I can listen to ALMOST anything, but my favorites are Tim McGraw, Dierks Bentley, Rascal Flats, 3 Doors Down, Nickelback, Linkin Park, and Hoobastank.

Movies:

From the top of my head: A Beautiful Mind, Fried Green Tomatoes, Steel Magnolias, Fast and the Furious (1,2,3) Forrest Gump, Pirates of the Carribean (1,2) Middnight in the Garden of Good and Evil, Gone with the Wind, The Shawshank Redemption, Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood, Breakfast at Tiffany's

Television:

CSI (all of them!), Days of Our Lives, Friends, King of Queens, Criminal Minds, Law and Order: Criminal Intent, Desperate Housewives, Grey's Anatomy

Books:

The only thing that I have read recently is my Med-Surg textbook. Yay.

Heroes:

People who are strong and independent.

My Blog

AUGH! Those hypocrites!

Why is it that we as humans are able to pick out everyone else's flaws, but seem blind to our own? Is it just human nature, shallowness, that makes us really believe that we are better than ever...
Posted by Ash on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 07:18:00 PST

Thankful...

As many of you know, these past few weeks have been anything but good for me. I came so close, yet again, to hurting and losing the ones that I love the most. I have the most wonderul set ...
Posted by Ash on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 12:32:00 PST

Why does the past have to still hurt so much?

Last night, I had the most vivid dream of my best friend, Jennifer, that was killed several years ago. I don't think I've ever had such a realistic dream, to where I believed I could actually fe...
Posted by Ash on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 09:36:00 PST

The things I'm learning...

1. Change comes from within, and I'm the only one that can allow it to occur. 2. Problems and situations are in you heart and in your mind. You can't run from them, hoping others will fix it or ...
Posted by Ash on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 09:02:00 PST

It's amazing...

As I sit here and write this through my tears, I think the only way I can describe what I feel is amazing wonder. For so long now my dreams seemed so far away from me. Like I could see the...
Posted by Ash on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 08:47:00 PST

You Didn't Even Know Me...

All the times that you looked into my eyesEverytime you whispered my nameAnd everytime you held me close,You never even knew me. Who did you hold?Who was it you dreamed with?Who was it you talked to? ...
Posted by Ash on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 05:10:00 PST

My decision...

After much thought, prayer, and deliberation, I have decided not to continue on with nursing school at this point in my life. I'm not saying that I won't ever return to it, but I just really fee...
Posted by Ash on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 11:22:00 PST

My friends....

I have the best friends in the world that anyone could ask for...you guys have been with me and there for me through so much recently, and I just wanted to say thanks. Thanks for the prayers, th...
Posted by Ash on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 12:57:00 PST

To you...

No one else needs to know-you already know who you are. You have always been such an important part of my life for so many years. I have loved you forever, even if only as a friend in the ...
Posted by Ash on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:05:00 PST

My Birthday...

Okay people-first off, I want to think all of you who wished me a happy birthday and made my day even more special!! Too all my girls in nursing, THANK YOU ALL for the wonderful "Gravely" versio...
Posted by Ash on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 04:25:00 PST