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About Me

To put it quite simply, and pester the hell out of all of you... I'm nothing more than a fly on the wall. I'm not "out there," but rather "over there." I'll keep to myself until that fuse is lit, then there's no telling what will happen. All and all, I'm just F.I.N.E (Fucked-up Insane Neurotic Emotional.) I'm not the party favor, I'm more along the lines of the couch people lay upon when they want to talk to someone else. To strangers, I'm troubled, or I "look nice." To my very small group of friends,... there is no explaination as to what I am to them. I'm just me. No one else. I'm there, and that's ok with them. They know me, so maybe this is asking the wrong person the question. I don't know anymore than you do. Basically, I am who I appear to be. I don't hide behind anything. Granted, I may be shy, but if I don't like you, you will know about it. I read people very well. Just remember the eyes are the key to the soul. Then maybe next time you won't pass that person sitting in the corner, looking around them. They could be thinking of things you wouldn't even begin to fathom. I ab-soul-lutely love eyes. Again, there are reasons for that. If you don't like me, for whatever reason, then your best bet is to not talk to me in the first place, or pretend to be friends with me, only to talk about me behind my back. It's just not nice.I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)
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My Interests

I am a pure, full blown, mind-boggling Goth at heart. Mortisha Addams and Elvira are my idols. Tattoo's (i have a grand total of 3 and one unfinished) and some body modification. I absolutely love all the clothing that I don't own at this point in time. Not to mention singing, photography, and watching horror flicks. Some of which I still haven't seen. So many moives, so little time. *deep sigh*

I'd like to meet:

People who won't waste my time... who mean what they say, and say what they mean... BE HONEST WITH ME!!sometimes i'm too honest for my own good, and i'd like to converse with people who are as blunt as i am. If you know better, you'll know not to make me mad, and get on my bad side... ask a few of my now close friends who got the cold shoulder from me.

Music:

Type O Negative, Manson, NIN, System of a Down(i'm in love with their hypnotic sound), Lacuna Coil(she's beautiful and her voice is soothing), Kittie, The Doors, AC/DC, Ozzy (Black Sabbath), Jackoff Jill, Godsmack, Faith No More, Cradle of Filth, A Perfect Circle, Slipknot, Pink Floyd, Disturbed, Voltaire, Kamelot, Shinedown, Theory of a Deadman, Buck Cherry, Cherry Poppin' Daddies, Big Bad Voodoo Daddy, Jimi Hendrix, Seether, Breaking Benjamins, Rammstein, Seraphim Shock... I also just like instrumentals off of movies, or sounds of nature. I mostly go for guys who have deep bravadas when they sing. Sends shivers up my spine like you wouldn't believe, and I melt instantly. The girls I try to match pitch with, and do, sometimes. But I'll always prefer the guys singing as guys do.

Movies:

I'm a horror-film junkie 8 times out of 10. Why 8? Sounded like a good number. Joe was/still is/always will be trying like hell to get me to see all the movies he has. That'll take a number of years. Ultimate favorite movie: The Crow. Not because it has Brandon Lee (although he is a sexy dead man), but because of the story behind it. The pain and suffering, the hurt... everything you'd want to do if you lost someone that dear to your heart. On other days, like when I'm in a very fowl mood, House of 1,000 Corpses or Devil's Rejects will make me smile every time. You either hate the movies, or you love them; there is no in-between. Some days I'll endulge myself in a few comedies, but most times I'll stick to the things that go bump in the night, and try to rip me from my bed. My absolute favorite romance movie is Phantom of the Opera, just in case you thought I was completely heartless.

Television:

There's nothing interesting on tv anymore, other than the news... although most of the time, it's just really bad news...

Books:

Right now, i'm reading Odd Thomas. Is a really good book... if you're into the things that i'm into. *grins*

Heroes:

My sisters, my friends, some of my family, some of my other "family", and last, but not least, my 'ex'-love, my movie buddy, my musical teacher, my other teacher in many ways, my support group, my midnight phantom, and above all, my best-friend who has passed, Joe. *deep sighs* i love you with your portion of my large heart.

My Blog

Music for my soul

Three Days Grace - RiotIf you feel so empty,So used up, so let down.If you feel so angry, So ripped off, so stepped on.You're not the only one,Refusing, to back down.You're not the only one,So get up!...
Posted by Evelyn on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 09:27:00 PST

I am a shadow in the night... you cannot see me...

so many things running wild inside this mind of mine... i’m confused about some things that i really shouldn’t be all that worried about, in a manner of speaking... certain elements are ma...
Posted by Evelyn on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 04:14:00 PST

Never alone inside my head....

i have all these thoughts running through my head... and all i can hear is "worrying is like a rocking chair...gives you something to do, but get's you nowhere"...why am i worried? what's to be worrie...
Posted by Evelyn on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 12:06:00 PST

it still hurts...and it always will... so stop touching it..

it's about that time again, where i finally get a chance to write, and inform. life in general right now is at an all time fuckitall mode. between being lied to, being harrassed, and being annoyed, i...
Posted by Evelyn on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 07:16:00 PST

Carpe Diem, Nobis Requiem Torlu Monbis...

Wednesday will be his birthday, and the only thing that i want to do is curl up next to him, breathe his scent in, and listen to his heartbeat...last week, i had a dream about him.. .it took place at ...
Posted by Evelyn on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 11:18:00 PST

'But like all true loves...'

it's been a year and 4 days since he's been gone... on the one year, boy, let me tell you, i got really shitfaced... holy crap! and i couldn't call anyone because i had (and still have) no phone. so i...
Posted by Evelyn on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 04:22:00 PST

Hold me to your heart, so i may hear it beating...

i never wanted to sit here and think about how much i miss you. the actual realization has just settled in that i'll never get that chance to make up & break up with you ever again. i'll never get...
Posted by Evelyn on Tue, 29 May 2007 09:09:00 PST

short... quick... fast

a lot has gone on in the past month or so of me not writing. i saw Joe's skit preformed on stage, and it took my breath away. never mind the fact that i wasn't able to breathe from all the crying i wa...
Posted by Evelyn on Sat, 26 May 2007 10:32:00 PST

Why is it...

... why is it that i feel like something's coming.. something's building up... i'm not expecting anything, to be honest.... hope for the best, and prepare for the worst... my instincts have never been...
Posted by Evelyn on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 09:11:00 PST

Top 10... randomness...

(you're not gonna like it...) TOP 10 REASONS WHY I HATE SPRING! 10. YOU ALL TURN INTO A BUNCH OF SISSY-LA-LA'S WHEN THAT 'CERTAIN SOMEONE' WALKS INTO THE ROOM YOU HAPPEN TO OCCUPY AT THE MOMENT... 9. ...
Posted by Evelyn on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 01:58:00 PST