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Lot

Medicated drama queen. Picture perfect. Numb belligerence. -A Perfect Circle

About Me


Visit: HTTP://LOTSKI.MULTIPLY.COM
*peace*
[January 26, 1985, in the city of CDO, the serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie Lot was born. She often has frequent bouts of wistfulness- like an autistic toddler, delirious and lost in her own cosmos. Even so, she's well aware that she unconditionaly loves this world... her family- which put the 'fun' in defunct; her friends- bizarre as they may be; her peculiar dogs; her hodgepodge of music and books; the moments of tranquility/chaos in her brightly colored bedroom; the times when she'd sedately lie on the rooftop at 4:00 am (nocturnal narcoleptic) watching blue stars fall while warranting the existence of one true God. She mistakenly believes that she's living an uneventful life comparable to a walking coma. To make up, she attempts to complicate things more than they already are. Her hobbies include absconding from things she could obviously benefit from; seeking elusive and possibly nonexistent trivial truths; defying conformity as a response to society's stringency; resorting to apathy whenever she is unsure what to genuinely care for; inventing philosophies while intoxicated; hunting herself down regardless of her presupposition that there will be nothing to find; and just being categorically wrong. Lot enjoys thinking and writing about her rapturous existence. However, she's beginning to feel like a case study for MPD while she's depicting herself in the third person. So she will gladly end this now, and leave you just as bewildered. Too many words render the incomprehensible intolerable and, besides, you wouldn't really concede what's written here anyway.]
"All the world is all I am." -Tori Amos
"In my mind, I'm everyone." -Smashing Pumpkins
"I'm a million different people from one day to the next." -The Verve

My Interests

air hockey, alcohol, ANIMALS, arcades, ART, basketball, bass, BEACHES, billiards, board games, BOOKS, card games, cartoons, chocolate, clouds, comets, death, designing, DotA, existentialism, my awesome DOGS, drums, gardens, gigs, grass, HARDWARE STORES, horses, jokes, joyrides, kids, life, movies, museums, MUSIC, my beloved GUITARS, nature, NIGHTS, network gaming, oil painting, philosophy, PHOTOGRAPHY/portraiture, PS2 and PSP, poker, polar bears, PRANKS, printmaking, psychology, ROADTRIPS, roof decks, ROOFTOPS, rural life, sleeping (sadly I've been insomniac for almost 4 years), solipsism, stars, thinking, tigers, TRAVEL, urban life, wildlife, wishing, wordplay, WRITING, vodka,...everything and anything new.

I'd like to meet:


At least have a decent photo if you want me to accept your friend request... No to Myspace perverts! To all bad boys: go to my room! Haha.

Scott Weiland, Jack Black, Dave Grohl, Chris Cornell, Maynard James Keenan, Chino Moreno...
And Layne Staley, Jim Morrison, Jeff Buckley, Jimi Hendrix and John Lennon (in the afterlife)...

Music:

Stone Temple Pilots, Foo Fighters, Deftones, A Perfect Circle, Tool, Garbage, No Doubt, Pearl Jam, Tori Amos, Live, Dave Matthews Band, Sublime, Jeff Buckley, PJ Harvey, The Strokes, Nine Inch Nails, Smashing Pumpkins, Kula Shaker, The Mars Volta, Stereophonics, 311, Radiohead, Nirvana, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Silverchair, Velvet Revolver, Pantera, Guns n' Roses, Rage Against The Machines, Coldplay, Incubus, Blink 182, Metallica, Jamiroquai, Cardigans, Wallflowers, Oasis, Frou Frou, Imogen Heap, Hole, Dream Theater, Maroon 5, Fuel, System of a Down, Disturbed, Muse, Greenday, Cake, Audioslave, Mudhoney, Jet, Korn, Barenaked Ladies, Rooney, Goo Goo Dolls, Nickelback, White Stripes, Dishwalla, Everclear, Jimmy Eat World, Hootie and the Blowfish, Supergrass, K's Choice, Weezer, The Shins, Aqualung, The Pixies, MxPx, Splender, Goldfinger, Aerosmith, Wheatus, U2, Joe Satriani, Steve Vai, Fiona Apple, Sheryl Crow, Nelly Furtado, Sarah McLachlan, Jack Johnson, Sting, Aimee Mann, Damien Rice, Ryan Adams, Alanis Morissette, Collective Soul, Lenny Kravitz, Portishead, Massive Attack, Esthero, Tricky, Skunk Anansie, NERD, The Dandy Warhols, Hot Hot Heat, Interpol, Modest Mouse, Death Cab for Cutie, Bloc Party, Nada Surf, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Motion City Soundtrack, Flickerstick, Candlebox, Better Than Ezra, Eraserheads, Wolfgang, Razorback, Kapatid/P.O.T., OPRock - mostly old, some new, Roxette, Morrisey & The Smiths, Eric Clapton & Cream, Bob Marley, Miles Davis, John Coltrane, Jimi Hendrix, Lynyrd Skynyrd, AC/DC, Iggy Pop & The Stooges, Lou Reed & The Velvet Underground, The Kinks, Bob Dylan, The Beatles, The Doors, Led Zeppelin, Scorpions, The Beach Boys, The Beatles, Deep Purple, Elvis, Blondie, Black Sabbath, The Rolling Stones, Yes, Creedence Clearwater Revival, David Bowie, Neil Young, Janis Joplin, Joni Mitchell, Steve Miller Band, 60's and 70's rock (I'm misplaced in this decade), Tchaikovsky, Mendelssohn, Bach, classical, garage, reggae, ska, jazz, blues, underground rock/alternative, etc... Music saves!

Movies:

The Departed, Fight Club, Lord of War, Se7en, Blow, Memento, The Machinist, The Prestige, Heights, I 'Heart' Huckabees, Syriana, Waking Life, Mirrormask, Catch-22, The Motorcycle Diaries, Millions, Kids, Friday Night Lights, Head-On, The Last Unicorn, Almost Famous, School of Rock, Trainspotting, Empire Records, High Fidelity, Girl Interrupted, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Spanglish, Everything is Illuminated, Crazy/Beautiful, Emperor's New Groove, Alice in Wonderland, Monsters Inc., Lilo and Stitch, Finding Nemo, Dumbo, Bambi, nearly all Disney/Pixar films!, Kill Bill 1-2, Pieces of April, Requiem for a Dream, Wizard of Oz, Lord of the Rings 1-3, Donnie Darko, The Prince's Bride, Matilda, Silence of the Lambs, Amelie, Sylvia, Dazed and Confused, Saw 1-2, The Godfather Trilogy, Scarface, The Exorcist (uncut), Anything Else, Match Point, The Replacements, The Matrix 1-3, Delivering Milo, Singing in the Rain, Breakfast at Tiffany's, animations, football movies, mobster movies, gangster movies, psychological thrillers, old movies, art films, independent films, foreign films, etc.

Television:

Six Feet Under, Carnivale, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, The Road Runner Show, Chip n' Dale, SpongeBob Squarepants, Daria, Ed Edd and Eddy, Art Attack, basketball, billiards, X-games, UFC, NBA, NFL, poker games on TV, shows on Discovery Channel, National Geographic Channel, Animal Planet, etc. When I have the time...

Books:

Works of Neil Gaiman, Douglas Coupland, Chuck Palahniuk, Irvine Welsh, Nick Hornby, Jack Kerouac, Nick Bantock, Kurt Vonnegut, Milan Kundera, A.S. Byatt, Bob Ong, J.D. Salinger, Thomas Pynchon, Hubert Selby Jr., Yann Martel, Dave Pelzer, Mark Haddon, Jonathan Safran Foer, Salman Rushdie, Anthony Burgess, Jostein Gaardner, Henry Miller, Elizabeth Wurtzel, Jessica Hagedorn, Frank McCourt, Mitch Albom, Paolo Coelho, Stephen King, Arthur Nersesian, classical literature..., H.P. Lovecraft, C.S. Lewis, J.R.R. Tolkien, Dante Aligheri, Virgil, John Milton, Franz Kafka, Fyodor Dostoevsky, Oscar Wilde, Herman Hesse, philosophy texts/readings..., Immanuel Kant, Jean Paul Sartre, Albert Camus, Aristotle, Socrates, Ayn Rand, poetry..., Sylvia Plath, Pablo Neruda, Walt Whitman, Maya Angelou, kid's books..., Lemony Snicket, Bill Watterson (Calvin & Hobbes), Lois Lowry, J.K. Rowling, Jerry Spinelli, Clive Barker, Madeleine L'engle, Roald Dahl, memoirs and (auto)biographies..., Hendrix's Room Full of Mirrors, Cobain's Heavier Than Heaven, Morrison's No One Here Gets Out Alive, Sting's Broken Music, Kiedis' Scar Tissue, art books, photography books, coffee-table books, psychology and self-help (haha), etc... whatever you recommend. If anything, I'm a huge book junkie.

Heroes:

ALL THE PHILANTHROPISTS IN THE WORLD!!! I LOVE YOU!!! =D
I'm still seeking my personified emancipation though...
You know what I mean... *wink*
"So maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me." -Oasis

My Blog

My profile description...

[January 26, 1985, in the city of CDO, the serotonin-deficient-frustrated-hippie Lot was born. She often has frequent bouts of wistfulness- like an autistic toddler, delirious and lost in her own cosm...
Posted by Lot on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 04:43:00 PST

I'm lost

Pathetic me."Well, when one's lost, I suppose it's good adviceto stay where you are, until someone finds you. But who'd ever think tolook for me here? Good advice. If I listened earlier I wouldn't beh...
Posted by Lot on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Lot Deleste 2006!!!

~ Lot's Multiply site (Featuring: over 100 photo albums , tons of journal entries , songs (mp3s) , and more!) *peace*...
Posted by Lot on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 01:44:00 PST

Excuse Me Mr., No Doubt

I'm like a beggar with no luckI'm holding sings upOn your street corner stopsLike most you try not to see meYou stare straight aheadIgnore the responsibilityExcuse me...excuse me Mr.I've been waiting ...
Posted by Lot on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Plath's Poetry...

Soliloquy of the Solipsistby Sylvia PlathI? I walk alone; The midnight street Spins itself from under my feet; When my eyes shut These dreaming houses all snuff out; Through a whim of mine Over gables...
Posted by Lot on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Possession, Sarah McLachlan

Listen as the wind blowsfrom across the great divide,Voices trapped in yearning,memories trapped in time,The night is my companionand solitude my guide,Would I spend forever hereand not be satisfied?A...
Posted by Lot on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Tattoo Sketches 1

For a friend... :) I'm still working on the one with your initials, dude! Send me more images for inspiration. Hehe. Please click HERE. I'm too lazy to move everything here. *grin* ~lot~...
Posted by Lot on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Shimmer, Fuel

She calls me from the coldJust when I was low, feeling short of stableAnd all that she intendsAnd all she keeps inside, isn't on the labelShe says she's ashamedAnd can she take me for awhileAnd can I ...
Posted by Lot on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Far Behind, Candlebox

Now maybeI didn't mean to treat you badBut I did it anywayAnd now maybeSome would say your life was sadBut you lived it anywayAnd so maybeYour friends they stand around they watch your crumbleAs you f...
Posted by Lot on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Indeed.

Perhaps the price of comfort is that life passes more rapidly. But for anyone who has lived in uneasiness, even for a short, memorable duration, it's a trade-off that will gladly be made. - The F*ck-U...
Posted by Lot on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST