Godsend Death

..Hey whats going on? Well first off my name is Erik and to be truely honest, i have no idea what i want out of life, just to live it to its fullest and go with what i have each day and whats given to me, ill roll with the punches. Heres some info about me. I live in the Sacramento area. Im 5'11'' and i weigh 198 pounds. I like to go to movies and chill back and relax. I got myself a bad ass computer and i like to play computer games, sometimes a little too much. I like going out with friends and laughing at people who have funny hair cuts and wear clothes that dont fit them, like fat women that wear shirts that say cutie on them. I like to go to shows and thrash about flailing my arms in the air like i just dont care. Sometimes i find myself lost in a world of fantasy, my mind. When im feeling down i dont eat or do much, just slug around and feel sorry for myself. I try to help others with what ever i can help with when they need the extra hand. I have found that in life you will never be satisfied until you see that smile on someones face for the first time because of something you have done. I would like to travel to germany and amsterdam, then possibly work my way into some other countries such as china so i can eat some american food and also japan so i can play all the cool games before there come out here in america. I dont know what i want out of life, but the best i can do for myself, and the best i can do for others. I have changed my outlook on life from what i have recently observed. Women are complicated, they are like a fine bottle of wine, once you pop the cork you have opened the seal, dont drink it too fast or you will feel like shit, drink it slow and enjoy it while you still have it. If i could go back in time i would go back to when i was a child, it was the best time of my life, and i could change so much that i was too scared to change when i had the chance. Well im not too sure if there is much more to me, im pretty sure that there is but i cant really think of any thing due to the lack of food i have had in the past 48 hours.NEPHILIM IS MY ANTI DRUG