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About Me

I can't imagine one day without music, one day without my friends, one day without my mind.

I've been to the edge and I know what it's like to want to die…and that's something I won't glorify. I'll leave those miserable times behind. How far can I go? I'm rising from the depths of my own hell. I don't need another tragic tale. I need the strength to walk the other way. I found conviction in my ever changing mind. I grew up tied down and bleeding on the inside, but I know I was a victim of my own device, and I want to live to see a brand new life. - Modern Life Is War

This is a cool quote by Emerson: "What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us." Read my blogs, mainly the story ones, I like hearing what people think of em. Oh and my AIM is flumpytheclown if anyone cares.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

More people that share my view of life.

My Blog

this is a political poem

Writing in my bed on November 5th andthere's a red ribbon streaked across my pillow. No, don't think of blood, I'm speaking literally. Outside, the air wraps itself in rain-whimpers and slowly tiptoes...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 15:06:00 GMT

Love

At my brother's wedding the minister faced a problem. My brother's fiancee was Christian while he followed no religion. So the minister asked them for help on how to direct the service. They told him ...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 08:41:00 GMT

the new year

Everyone has days that bounce through their brains like recurring dreams, but mine tend to be arbitrary like the Gregorian calendar, like waiting for a ball to drop. 10On New Years Eve we assemble t...
Posted by on Tue, 06 May 2008 22:54:00 GMT

revolution

So if this is friendshipI’m gonna buy a ticket to Australia ’cause I need to see you again like I need holes in my head and God all I want right now is some American beauty.So look into my...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 21:46:00 GMT

glass cases

Holden said that some things should be put in museum glass cases so that they never change with time. I watch a boy enter high school and crumble to dust. That's him with the black bagg...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 20:03:00 GMT

spring

the weather may be winterbut all sources point to springas swift-reaching seedlingsare disturbing my sleep with their curiosityand soft ambitious rootsthis sleeplessness is hardly newsometimes I blur ...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 23:51:00 GMT

sun worship

It's days like this that make everything in life worth getting through. Life is warm and warmth is comforting. Spontaneous love sparkles in tree branches and shop windows. I take deep breaths to savor...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 17:58:00 GMT

ink, as usual

you are perfect grammarand a crimson cloakslow forming callousesa wintry metaphorof distant weatherand cackling womenoutside my windowapologetic whimperstossed back like shotsI am the reasonfor lines ...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 17:56:00 GMT

a brief history

    They tell you to write what you know. So I wrote soft kisses on the cheek. Soft kisses from a best friend whose cheeks I wished were lips. I wrote the shimmering reflections from my...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 18:50:00 GMT

a toast

we clink for dropping ballsand its all love and laughtercoats my tonguewith the warmth ofall of us togetherlips lock across a timezoneand somewhere a child's breathbubbles one last timetheir glass dra...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 14:59:00 GMT