Kathy... Just me!!!

I am from la Isla del Encanto...... for those who do not know what that means=== Puerto Rico ==== but I was raised in Cleveland, Ohio, lived in Lawrenceville, GA. (45min north of ATL), and now I reside in Columbus, Oh...I am currently a student at World Harvest Bible College where Rod Parsley is my Pastor.
Just like any other person I have feelings, I have emotions, and there are times where I can't bear the pain anymore but I have decided to keep moving on with God first as my Lord and Savior. On a real if it wasnt for God's love, grace, and HIS 4giveness I would not be here. HIS love and mercy is a beautiful.... and the best part is I can go to HIM wherever I am and speak with HIM.... What does not kill you will just make you stronger but without God it is all in vain.... Life is too precious to end it because of a lesson you had to learn from a mistake or a trial you had to experience......
THIS IS JUST A BIT OF MY MIND.....
My mind is in a bind My life is out of line
I try my best to fight my flesh To kill it to make it submit to my Spirit But theres something there that is still a glare.
This life is so hard!!
You try your best Or at least you think it is your best And then you see that you havent changed just like the rest.
I want that Holy Spirit Fire that people talk about. But how can I attain it? How much will it cost? My car, my job, my family, my life?
Can this Christian life really be this hard? A follower of Christ, is this my true hearts desire? Is this really the type of life I want?
It hurts like hell. My heart has cried out to You many times. "Hear my cry oh Lord!" Once again as I come to you dirty, filthy, full of sin, confused, without guidence.... I come to you again......
But yet You died for me on that Cross. They peirced your feet and you hands to that cross. You wore that crown of thorns on your head and you blead so much just to get me here, where I am.
Can someone really Love this much? I don't deserve it. I am not worthy...... BUT YET YOU LOVE ME THIS MUCH!!!!
FATHER, show me Your face. Show me Your Glory. Let me feel that burning Fire that comes from the Holy Spirit with authority. I am tired of beign me. Please take control and cary me.
HERE I AM USE ME!!!!
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