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Come prepared to be real.....if your not.....you best leave now!!!!

About Me

available for convo...... :)

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My Interests

i have a cat named General...... he's a tabby :)no longer have a cat....... boo no longer have a bird either.....double boo

I'd like to meet:

i'd really like to meet a lot of people........ but does anyone really read this....... I mean honestly......... do you really give a crap who i really wanna meet...... PUH-LEAZ!!!!!!ok.........anyway......here it is.......Oswaldo Sanchez..... hottest goalie of all times.... used to be a goalie for the CHIVAS......the best soccer team in the world.... CHIVAS CHIVAS CHIVAS!!!!! then i would like to meet everyone on the CHIVAS Soccer team..... i mean everyone..... even the freakn waterboy....one day i will watch them LIVE........and i hope i get autographs........I can't even freakn wait ........ :) :) :) :)

Music:

FLYLEAF..... Amy Lee...... Mariah Carey.... A7X........ Sixx am...... Motley Crue....... Buck Cherry.........

Movies:

i have tons of movies....... but my faves are....... pretty woman* memiors of a geisha* breakfast club* pretty in pink* 16 candles* my best friends wedding*

Television:

i like to watch TrueLife on MTV but now........ also......SURVIVOR & Amazing Race.......yay.....it's back on.

Books:

murder books....they have to be real murders..... none of the fictional BS murders.......

Heroes:

my kids are my true heroes....... they mean everything to me........ they're MY ROCK!!!

My Blog

despair

flashbacks..... invading my life....... living in the realm of the the unknown world...... rather than my own....... living in memory...... never leaving the thoughts behind...... try as hard as i mig...
Posted by ♠ l é ì l å ♠ on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 01:59:00 PST

just thoughts

leaving the surroundings........ distancing to what's going on around me...... cursed with memories...... from which i will never be freed of........... silencing my wondering thoughts...... just...
Posted by ♠ l é ì l å ♠ on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 08:18:00 PST

goodbye

it's hard to say goodbye..... it's hard to know that i will never be able to talk to you one last time... to know that i will never be able to see you again... you are a memory...... a memory from whi...
Posted by ♠ l é ì l å ♠ on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 02:37:00 PST

A moment in time.......

a moment in time....... i think to myself....... wonder.... what would have it been like..... if i would have done things differently...... there is always the voice from deep within..... that questio...
Posted by ♠ l é ì l å ♠ on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 02:24:00 PST

Give me a 10 for Simple Plan’s Best Black and White Photo

Give me a 10 for Simple Plan’s Best Black and White Photo...
Posted by ♠ l é ì l å ♠ on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 12:26:00 PST

Do you see me?

do you see me....... not through me....... do you see me........ i am here.... waiting for you to see me..... the real me..... don't look past me........ look into my eyes........ look through to my...
Posted by ♠ l é ì l å ♠ on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 08:59:00 PST

us.........

here i am..... timeless days...... countless songs...... still i stand....... nothings wrong...... i see the future..... with you and me...... faded memories........ drift beside us...... we...
Posted by ♠ l é ì l å ♠ on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 09:38:00 PST

lost............

i am drifting......... with no purpose........ echoes of silence surround me.... i can not see........ once what was so familiar...... so cherished....... so loved.......... i am blinded by the essenc...
Posted by ♠ l é ì l å ♠ on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 09:45:00 PST

HURT..........

this feeling... it hurts so deep... i cannot eat... i cannot sleep... i cannot talk to you... right now... i have let myself down... it hurts... this feeling... i don't know what to do... i can't talk...
Posted by ♠ l é ì l å ♠ on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 04:04:00 PST

alwayz n forever <3

to hear your voice........ melts my heart............ i don't know where to began......... i don't know where to start................. i remember way back when.............. when we used to go out....
Posted by ♠ l é ì l å ♠ on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 12:13:00 PST