i may not be:
-skinny
-a model
-pretty enough
-your typical girl
-really really smart
-perfect
-making right choices
-never getting in trouble
but i am renee' & thats who i always will be

my four best guy friends

kener:number one guy friend
billy: my second best guy friend
keithy: my lil brother
nickolas: like my brother
these guys are not only my best friend but they are definatley brothers to me with out them i honestly couldnt explain what i would do and there is way way way to many memories whith all these boys

my best girlfriends

nicole/coco:number one best friend:11 years
asley/snaple:also number one best friend
gg: moved from me: still best friend
jaclyn:11 years:crack uplys/mrs.jeter: softball buddies: bestfriends
nicole:cousin:always there:where family is close
t.t/kayti:always understands me: best friend
jocelyn:cousin: where family matters
lauren:so easy to talk to
tiffany:never a silent moment
alexa:love to be around:always a laugh:gangsta
all these girls have been there for me threw thiack and thin the memories i have for them i wouldnt trade for anything they all have a special part in my life and heart and to lose any of them would be like burning in fire

my amigos

anthony:easy to talk to:always there
kenneth hobbs :my therapist

we are the twelve amigos

"i imagined growing old with him"

started to go out january 5, 2006 @ 7:47 it only lasted a year and a month.somethings dont always last forever and this it didnt its a hard part in life it sucks when the one you loved leaves you for the one they like but i guess we sometimes just have to get over it well this is robert john gohr i went out with him for about 8 months and then we took a break for 4 months we got back together the day it would have been a year we have been through so much together and seems like we wont have that happening anymore theres always something there in my heart that just says forgive him. i could absolutley tell him every little thing about me, which i think he knows every little thing about me. i met him in the desert while dirtbike riding and from then on its been the best ever until now. its been a bumpy road for us sometimes it doesnt smoothen out and sometimes it does we both mistakes but its sometimes hard to forgive which we have problems with we currently are not together and from the looks at it doesnt seem we ever will be i always imagined growing old with him which now seems to suck cause friendship isnt even our dictionary together anymore i dont get things really, we would argue over the littlest things and make it such a big thing if i could i would take back all the arguements that werent worth it maybe we would be in a diffrent place today i dont like to regret but i would like to change things which i would love to change the way we stand today cause idk if he knows it but life isnt the same w/ out him in it. my friends get mad at me for talking to him but maybe they should put therselves in my shoes cause its not the best shoes to be standing in but robert john gohr i can only hope for a future with you now whether its friendship or love