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[the girl called bright.][HiGH&ViB.]

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About Me


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*[i am.]*
i am patrawanbrightpatravanichkuldunn. i am usana/sylvain's daughter. i am bill'ssister. i am jazmine&steff'sbestfriend. i am a studentattendingtrentonhigh. i am a scorpio. i am a dragon. i am asian. i am onlyfivefeetshort. i am 109-121poundsheavy. i am blunt. i am happy. i am angry. i am depressed. i am confused. i am intelligent. i am lazy. i am exhausted. i am fedup. i am excited. i am nervous. i am afraidofvomitandthedark. i am goingtohavemydoubts. i am alwayscatchingcolds. i am sufferingfromchronicmigrainesandstomachachesandweakmusclesan dsinusinfections. i am overlyfriendly. i am scary. i am intimidating. i am cuteandcuddly. i am sofuckingindecisive. i am horny. i am yourshouldertocryon. i am themadpolegiver. i am a roleplayer. i am beautifulnomatterwhattheysay. i am a leader. i am notafuckingsheep. i am ridiculous. i am the asiansensation. i am a twinkie. i am thepaininyourass. i am theloveofyourlife. i am yourwetdreams. i am photogenic. i am a multitasker. i am flirtacious. i am impossible. i am aggravating. i am relaxed. i am a giver. i am a taker. i am goingsomewhereinlife. i am a miracle. i am understandingbutnotunderstandable. i am goingtodumpyourass. i am anythingbutordinary. i am adamnedimmigrant. i am cold. i am hot. i am wet. i am dry. i am thinkingofyou. i am random. i am goingtocallyouback. i am open-minded. i am upfortryingeverythingtwice. i am funny. i am lame. i am farfromboring. i am oneinamillion. i am a handful. i am nice. i am athletic. i am a bitch. i am a whore. i am a goddamnpieceofshit. i am high. i am drunk. i am eatingeverythingallthetime. i am a puzzle. i am thatgirl. i am lovable. i am flabby. i am onyourmind. i am goingtokeepyouupallnightlong. i am tanned. i am smooth. i am spikey. i am listening. i am talking. i am determined. i am powerful. i am aspoiledbrat. i am aggressive. i am controlling. i am furious. i am hurt. i am waiting. i am screaming. i am sleepingin. i am muscular. i am laughingwithyouoratyoualways. i am moaning. i am crying. i am emotional. i am passionate. i am a hungryhungryhippo. i am compulsive. i am obsessive. i am breathing. i am goingtohavemanymoremoodswings. i am confident. i am notbetterthanyoubutliketothinksosometimes. i am a neatfreak. i am messy. i am sensual. i am goingtotakeyourbreathaway. i am bloated. i am antigerms. i am weird. i am normal. i am afasttyper. i am watching. i am strange. i am smellingthesoftestodours. i am delicious. i am odd. i am sweet. i am goingtofuckyourbrainsout. i am innocent. i am bizarre. i am unique. i am trying. i am guilty. i am playful. i am evil. i am fullofexcuses. i am empty. i am a nymphomaniac. i am independent. i am a female. i am wonderingifiambipolar. i am afuckingwreck. i am flawless. i am a hypocrite. i am fullofwillpower. i am lackingselfdiscipline. i am temptedtodobadthings. i am thinkingitsasignthatthefrecklesinioureyesaremirrorimagesandw henwekisstheyareperfectlyalligned. i am exotic. i am canadianbutalsothai. i am livingbutatthesametimedying. i am fullofsurprizes. i am edible. i am spontaneous. i am lame. i am unpredictablebutyetpredictable. i am yourneighbour. i am yourclassmate. i am fancy. i am yourrollmodel. i am missingyou. i am vulgar. i am shameless. i am stylish. i am whoyoudespise. i am pleasant. i am thoughtful. i am promiscuous. i am materialistic. i am naked. i am dressedup. i am twisted. i am psychotic. i am gentle. i am rough. i am rocking. i am rolling. i am procrastinating. i am touchingyouinyourprivateplaces. i am persuading. i am tempting. i am violent. i am groovy. i am perverted. i am downtoearth. i am bubbly. i am underyourskin. i am clean. i am dependingonyou. i am mysterious. i am inyourfuckingface. i am fullofsurprizes. i am hilarious. i am fabulous. i am stumbling. i am eccentric. i am oneflexiblemotherfucker. i am nosey. i am notscaredofyou. i am upforchallenges. i am stubborn. i am loud. i am bothered. i am ontopoftheworld. i am a kleptomaniac. i am passingout. i am ambitious. i am readingyourmind. i am lookingintoyoureyes. i am holdingyouclose. i am gaggingtofindoutwhatturnsyouon. i am morbid. i am here. i am fuckedup. i am noneofthestereotypesyouhavecreated. i am sugarcoatedsour. so...take.me.as.i.am.
*[my random opinions.]*
i think the drinking age should be 18 all over canada, and not just in quebec and alberta. it is ridiculous. i think we shouldn't have to wait 8-12 months after having our g1 to get our g2. i think that we should have private health care. i think abortions should be legal everywhere. i think euthanasia should also be legalized. i think that parents should be more involved in their children's lives. i think detentions for being late are pathetic. i think people should wait until they are older to have sex. i think that grudges should not be held. i think that people should mind their own business. i think everything happens for a reason. i think that earth was created with the big bang theory. i think people who try to force their religion on others should go fuck themselves. i think age is just a number. i think education is very important. i think that racists should be burned alive. i think equality is essential. i think that not all sins are evil. i think monogamy is boring. i think washing your hands often is necessary. i think customers are NOT always right.
*[things that annoy me. and piss me off.]*
-when girls who don't like other girls because they dress slutty or are sluts. WHO THE FUCK CARES if that girl is a slut or not. DOES the number of guys she's been with really affect you ? unless it's your boyfriend. then no. get over it. and even if it is your boyfriend. that girl is doing you a huge fucking favour and showing you the real guy you are with. a hornyfuckingcheatingdick.
-when friends make plans with you and say they are going to call. but three hours later. there is still no phone call. and ironically when you try calling them. their cellphones are off. it really fucking annoys me. and pisses me off when i am excited for plans that don't even go through. DO NOT MAKE PLANS with me unless you are actually going to stick to them. and if something comes up. fucking call me and let me know. instead of making me wait around and waste my time on your noshowingass.
-when people say they have something to tell you. that involves you. or some huge news. and then they don't tell you. that fucking annoys the shit out of me. if you aren't going to finish what you are saying. then jus keep your fucking trap shut. because i don't want to keep guessing. and be curious all fucking day.
-when people talk to me and have bad hygiene. badbreath. badbodyodour. or jus smell like they've neverwipedtheirass. that annoys me. take a fucking shower. brush your teeth. and wear some deoderant. it's not that hard.
-when everyone picks on one person. and teases them. and ridicules them. and bullies them. and makes fun of every little thing they do. that pisses me off. i hate when someone gets picked on and made to look as a fool if they do something. but if anyone else does it. it's okay. what's the deal ?
-it really annoys me when i tell people that i am not ready. as in. not dressed yet. and they come over and ask me why i take so long to get ready. YOU fucking idiots. i told you i wasn't ready. so why are you surprised ? i hate when people say i take forever to get ready because i don't. i can be ready in one minute flat. but when i want to look good. i am obviously going to take longer than a minute. so have some fucking patience or get the fuck out. -it pisses me off when personA has a problem with personB. so all of personA's friends have to have a problem with personB. why is everyone such fucking sheeps nowadays ? have your own goddamn opinion. have a fucking backbone. i've seen more spine in jellyfish. don't hate someone jus because your friend does. i've seen more spine in eleven year old kids.
-it really annoys me when i hear people saying that they hate someone jus because. and they don't even have a reason to. get to know that person before you say you don't like them. because you never know. they could turn out to be your newbestfriend.
-it annoys me when people don't like someone. or a group of people because of their stereotype in society. fucking bullshit. who cares if you are a goddamn prep. punk. or wigger. the clothes you wear. and the music you listen to. doesn't make you a good person or a bad person. i am friends with all cliques, stereotypes, variety of people. look past the materialistic things. look into the soul. you shallow motherfuckers.
-stupidandimmaturehorny boys .. annoy me. do not ask me to send you naked pictures of myself when you don't even know me. honestly. i may turn you on. and make you think that i am an easy whore. but i am not. i have respect for myself. and i am not jus going to send you material to fuck yourself with.
-when guys keep trying to get in my pants when i have no desire to let them. do you not get the fucking point ? no means no. if i wanted you to fucking touch me. you would be. so stop making yourself look like a fool. and don't try to pressure me into hooking up with you. because your balls will never be too big for me to break.
-when girls try to be all bigandtough. that fucking annoys me. when girls act all crazyandpsycho. but are really all talk. that pisses me off. don't act like something you're not. because i am not scared of you. your namecalling has no affect on me. i do not care if you think i am a bitch. slut. whore. ugly. fat. piece of shit. it really does not phase me at all. if you say you wanna fight. let it be one on one. don't try and get your fucking friends. cousins. or possy after me. grow up. fight your own battles.
-when people lie about the stupidest shit it pisses me off. it is pathetic. and really annoying. why would you lie. to make yourself look better ? or to hide something ? be honest. we need more honest people in this fucking world.
-when people are so nice to my face. and i think they are really cool people. and have respect for them. only to find out that they talk shit behind my back. and don't even like me. if you don't fucking like me. then don't act like you fucking like me. because i don't want to waste my time being nice to people who are not worth it. i would rather you be a straight-up bitch. then a two-faced snot.
-when i miss class and everyone is on my case about it. i fucking missed class. wow. get over it. my marks. and my attendance. should not affect you. or your education. don't treat me like i am not equal to you just because i skipped class. it is not the end of the world. and it is just going to make me be a little catty bitch to you. when you say "wow. you're actually here. i'm shocked." yeah ? well too bad your ugly ass is too.
-when people always assume i am chinese. it annoys me. are you a fucking ignorantretardedpieceofshit ? do you not know that there are many other nationalities in asia than chinese ? read a fucking book. do some fucking research. or ask me what nationality i am before asking me if i speak chinese. NO. i don't speak chinese. because i am thai. dumbass.
-when little dumb bitches talk shit about me to a guy i am with. jus because they are jealous they aren't with him. it annoys me. because they are trying to get with him. but also makes me laugh. because they are so pathetic.
- it pisses me off when strangers who don't know shit about me... "hate" me. or don't like me. or judge me. and they've never even talked to me before. GET A FUCKiNG LiFE. get to know someone before you claim to hate them. you fucktards.
-when people act all weird. and upset. and depressed. and strange. and you ask them what is wrong. and they say nothing. but just keep acting like a fucking downer. it really pisses me off. when i try to help someone. and they keep denying me. if you are going to sulk around. and mope. then fucking get help from people who are offering to help you. if you are just going to act like a depressant all the time. and not talk to anyone. then you might as well just go kill yourself. and getitoverwith. a

My Interests

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i looooooooooooove...:
my mommy. my friends. music. hooliganing. getting blitzed ! denny's after hours. spooning. giraffes. hello kitty. rugby. clubbin'. parties. shopping. badminton. wrestling. movies. SEX. food. money. reading. chatting. buffets. cruising the town. cruises. tanning. travelling. dancing. cats. meeting new people. birthdays. punkshows. starbucks. pho viet. photography. drama(ticarts). the beach. pools. hot tubs. spas. hotels. learning. candy. meat. dying my hair. laughter. sleeping in. walks. lingerie. shoes. purses. make-up. bubble tea. freshly waxed eyebrows. studded belts. strawberry/banana/chocolate milk. inside jokes. passionate kisses. being giddy. hot cinnamon smoothies. ...these are a few of my favourite things.

I'd like to meet:

i'd love to meet more openminded/mature/spontaneous/loyal/exciting/cute&quirky people. i also love to meet all you crazyfucks in this crazyworldwelivein and find out what you're all about. and i'd really love to meet tila tequila. conor oberst. johnny knoxville. oprah. bill gates. and mr. right

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HAPPY surprizeBiRTHDAYparty JUSTiN [emofest2006?]!

october...november... it's been a fucking sweetass fall.

Music:

music, makes the people, come together, uh uh uh, yeaaah...
a static lullaby. aaliyah. akinyele. alanis morisette. alexisonfire. alkaline trio. all american rejects. amanda marshall/perez. attackinblack. atomic kitten. atreyu. at the drive-in. autopilot off. avril lavigne. azure ray. a.f.i. barenaked ladies. beenie man. belle&sebastien. ben folds five. ben kweller. bif naked. black eyed peas. blink 182. bob marley. brand new. bright eyes. britney spears. . catpower. chamillionaire. christina aguilera/milian. cky. coldplay. cute is what we aim for. dallas green. dashboard confessionals. dave matthews band. dear whoever. deathcab for cutie. death from above 1979. decemberists. desaparecidos. destiny's child. distillers. early november. edwin mccain. everlea. faith hill. fall out boy. final fantasy. finch. feist. flogging molly. flyleaf. funeral for a friend. from autumn to ashes. frou frou. g-unit. gatsby's american dream. gocrashaudio. H2O. hawthorne heights. hilary duff. hoobastank. h.i.m. imogen heap. incubus. james blunt. jann arden. j-lo. jedi mind tricks. jessica simpson. jimmy eat world. jojo. k-os. kardinall offishall. kelis. khia. le tigre. less than jake. lil' kim. liz phair. ludacris. mandy moore. mariah carey. maroon 5. matchbox 20. matthew good band. michelle branch. missy elliott. modest mouse. moneen. monica. motion picture ending. my chemical romance. natalie imbruglia. necro. nelly furtado. no use for a name. nofx. oasis. offspring. okgo. one true thing. our lady peace. panic! at the disco. paramore. playradioplay. pussycatdolls. radiohead. red hot chili peppers. regina spector. rihanna. rilo kiley. rise against. rufio. saosin. saves the day. say anything. shakira. shania twain. sheryl crow. shotgun rules. silverstein. sky. snoop dogg. something corporate. sparta. spill canvas. straylight run. strike anywhere. sublime. sugarcult. sugar ray. sunny day real estate. switchfoot. system of a down. sydney. taking back sunday. tamia. teganandsarah. telepopmusik. tenacious d. the academy is. the graduation day. the postal service. the reason. the spill canvas. thursday. tsunami bomb. tweet. vanessa carlton. weezer. william fitzsimmons. wu-tang clan. xiu xiu. yeah yeah yeahs. yellowcard. zebrahead.

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Movies:

american pie (all of them). seven. hostel. the butterfly effect. she's all that. scary movie 1. pumpkin. mr. and mrs. smith. madagascar. shrek. borat. the longest yard. high tension. dazed and confused. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. killbill (vol.1&vol.2). the family guy movie. road trip. napoleon dynamite. wedding crashers. oldschool. wicker park. the hills have eyes. domino. she's the man. kisskissbangbang. the notebook. harold and kumar go to whitecastle. edward scissorhands. saw 1&2. the sisterhood of the traveling pants. eurotrip. mean girls. the man. after the sunset.

Television:

theoc.sexandthecity.friends.6teen.americasnexttopmodel.yesde ar.that70'sshow.8simplerules.familyguy.csi.americandad.oprah .theellendegeneresshow.tyrabanksshow.blinddate.elimidate.fif thwheel.futurama.

Books:

all of the harry potters- by j.k rowling.
a widow for one year- by john irving.
of mice and men- by john steinbeck.
the bfg- by roahld dahl.

Heroes:

my momma. i love you with all my heart.

minnie. you ARE my brother. i consider you family. i love you to death. and miss you more than you'll ever know. thank you for always being on my side when i need you. actually.. i always need you. to keep my hopes and dreams alive.

steef. my half asian sister. who i lived with. i sure miss our sleepovers every night. i am so happy to have met you. you are a true friend. one of my very select few. and i am so thankful for you. you have no idea how much you mean to me.

My Blog

you make me come. you make me complete.

you make me completely miserable. but how do you do it ? what's your trick ? no matter what we become. i'm never going to be as happy as i once was. when we were together. but i can't stand just being...
Posted by [the girl called bright.][HiGH&ViB.] on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 12:58:00 PST

good thing i have eric gibbs as my friend now.

?.b r i g h t.? ...the quiet things that noone ever knows... says: i wish there were more people like you. i really want to get to know you better . Gibbs| I was born to do this dance | says: and i...
Posted by [the girl called bright.][HiGH&ViB.] on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 04:19:00 PST

i spent a day dreaming of dying.

it is an illusion. it being my life.   everyone has their own opinions on me. but yet nobody even knows what its like to be me. to get fucked over and over. again and again. i guess in a way i d...
Posted by [the girl called bright.][HiGH&ViB.] on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 10:22:00 PST

i am a scorpio woman.

[i jus took this out of my about me.] *[my sign. scorpio.]*"i desire" is my motto.i am intensely emotional.and strongly aware of the darker side of human nature. i don't live on the surface of life.bu...
Posted by [the girl called bright.][HiGH&ViB.] on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 07:41:00 PST

love.hate.thewholedamnthing.justgiveme...everything.

as much as the word l o v e is abused.the word "h a t e" has become merely m e a n i n g l e s s.it is quite saddening.a goddamnshame for that matter.how [nobody.] truly feels the passion.in love...
Posted by [the girl called bright.][HiGH&ViB.] on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 12:32:00 PST

fuck you christmas.

so this is christmas. divorced parents. no friends allowed over. lonely without love. unemployed. stressed. broken traditions. broken family. oh fuck. i missed the deadline to apply for univ...
Posted by [the girl called bright.][HiGH&ViB.] on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 03:45:00 PST

f.

come up to meet you.tell you i'm sorry.you don't know how lovely you are.i had to find you.tell you i need you..tell you i set you apart.tell me your secrets.and ask me your questions.l...
Posted by [the girl called bright.][HiGH&ViB.] on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 07:46:00 PST

ignite your bones.

*fix you*when you try your best.but you don't succeed.when you get what you want. but not what you need.when you feel so tired. but you can't sleep.stuck in reverse.when the tears come streaming down ...
Posted by [the girl called bright.][HiGH&ViB.] on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 02:51:00 PST

goodbye to everything that i knew.

fuck our past.fuck what you said to me.fuck what i said to you.fuck all our memories.fuck what has happened.fuck what you stand for.fuck your pathetic ways.fuck your choice to sell out.fuck you backst...
Posted by [the girl called bright.][HiGH&ViB.] on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 02:07:00 PST

gobble gobble gobble

MY MOTHERFUCKiNG HOMiES ARE HOME !!!(minnie. briton. brennan. evan. andie. hanz. heather. tori. jackie. colin. michelle. mitchbell. and possibly jessica sellers.) ...for thanksgiving weekend ! an...
Posted by [the girl called bright.][HiGH&ViB.] on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 12:29:00 PST