SO, this year was planned to be mundane... or not so much mundane, but more of a time that lacked spontaneity. Isn't that how it goes?
It turns out that these 9 or so months have bridged a dividing point between maturity and, the not so mature. My true friends have really surfaced themselves, which has been a year of trust -who we can, who we... cannot.I'm probably one of the most crazy, relatively sane people you'll meet... in 2007/08 anyway.
I'm constantly critisised for my Kappa trackies, eating pasta for lunch every day, and.... a certain aspect of myself that ...takes people's breath away (lol...).
All in all I'd consider myself a very different girl. I still love, party, go to work every weekday... but I've been told that something I should embrace about myself is my ability to take the weak out of people and make it stronger, so at the end of the day, I affect people in a beautiful way, even those who are strong already... something to do about their characters that ignites a magnetic field to what I could strengthen....As common as this may sound? I don't give a fuck what people think about me, so when words are spread behind me when my ears aren't so closed, I don't feel the knives go into my back... Friendship isn't trust, it's companionship, but when you enter something more than experiencing a companion, what you and the other have is a connection. Trust. That I've learnt can be broken by letting the wrong people in., and that's what this year has been about. Besides boys, and blueys, and Madison (who is the best person in the world... despite her addiction to picking her nose and scratching her dark place....).All in all I love life, my family, my trustworthy friends, and people that affect me... whether it be positively or negatively...everything is an experience, everything is something that can help you grow and reach your full potential.
