If You Keep Losing Sleep
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The ground was glazed with ice, tree tops sparkled of diamond icicles. Our breaths were a smokey haze. Your hands were cold, your lips so chapped and dry. It was a winter wonderland, and I was your princess with you as my shining armor on this December night.
October was dry, mild. There was nothing to fill in our empty void. November was vodka and false hopes. Nights spent of drinking and consumed by empty pleasures, there was no love in sex anymore.
But December, our December, was filled with dreams. Winter dried hate and nourished our hearts with all that we had willingly deprived ourselves of.
That night was by far the coldest of the month, and only two days until Christmas. You drove us to the lake, frozen and scattered of white and red roses. Your eyes glittered as the moonlight spills onto us. There is a lifetime of memories to this lake, none of which will ever be forgotten. Scorching, hot summer days we would swim, endless hours of bathing our souls and bodies until we satisfied our need to come alive.
I love you you whispered, it was your words and not the lashing wind that I shivered to. Our tenth anniversary that signified a decade of friendship and later on as lovers; I was only ten that fateful night we met, you were twelve. A shy boy with soft words but a hardened heart, I was no different, but we melted, molded as one and united to become each others reason of existing.
The drive home was quiet, our hearts whispered all that was left unsaid. The night sky was velvet black, the air was thick of fog. Headlights beamed occasionally by passing cars, you were so cautious driving under these circumstanced and so I laughed.
Destiny is but a word that fills the empty void of fools who believe in such a fallacy. Was it destiny that crashed another car into ours? Was it fate that you were meant to die in the hospital surrounded by doctors whose weak attempts to revive you failed? Vivo per lei you would always murmur to my ear, but youre dead now and never again will I hear your whisper, saying to me I live for you.
Its summer, and scorching hot. Yesterday I swam in the lake and finished carving our names onto that oak tree. You said for every year we were together we would add onto that tree. And so once a year, you would add a letter until one day it would read Jesse and Kate. Complicated, juvenile, so childish it was. Ten years, it read Jesse and Ka I felt tempted to leave it as such, but I held true to our promise. For every year we were together, well this year we will be togetherin heaven
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When you develop an infatuation for someone you always find a reason to believe that this is exactly the person for you. It doesn't need to be a good reason. Taking photographs of the night sky, for example. Now, in the long run, that's just the kind of dumb, irritating habit that would cause you to split up. But in the haze of infatuation, it's just what you've been searching for all these years.