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FUCK EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME, I KNOW NOW IT WAS ALL NOTHING BUT A FUCKING LIE.SO FUCK YOU AND WAT

About Me

Wats up! this is melissa here!!! well im 16, a sophmore in highschool. i play on the jv softball team. i have the greatest friends in the whole world.i'm realy laid back and i like to have a fun time. my bestest friend in the entire world is tiffany roberts! she is AWSOME!!!!! i like tattoo's and percings. they rock my socks. my friends are the world to me and im glad that i have them. there are so many you had to be there times. most of my close friends are leaving me this year. and it sucks well you wanna know more just ask!

My Interests

i have many interests

I'd like to meet:

umm icp,kmk,marlyin manson,umm your mom

Myspace Codes & Myspace Layouts

Music:

^i listen to the following^ *Icp *KMK *twiztid *Lacuna Coil *Korn *Billy Talent *Avril Lavigne *30 Seconds to Mars *AFI *Akon *Anti-Flag *The Casulties *Aqua *Atreyu *A7F *AMB *BLS *Blue October *Bone Thugs N' Harmony *Buckcherry *Bullet for My Valentine *Chris Daughtry *The Cranberries *Crossfade *Cypress Hill *Dark Lotus *DHT *Shiny Toy Guns *Disturbed *Dj Hixxy *E-40 *Evanescence *Fergie *Flyleaf *Fort Minor *From First to Last *Gym Class Heros *Hellogoodbye *Hed Pe *HIM *Hinder *Jibbs *Limp Bizket *Lostprophets *Marilyn Manson *Mayday Parade *Muck Sticky *Mudvain *MCR *NB Ridaz *Papa Roach *Pepper *P!nk *Relient K *Rise Against *Rob Zombie *Saliva *Smile Empty Soul *SPM *Sparta *Static-X *Stone Sour *Sublime *3 Days Grace *S.O.A.D *Tatu *Tech N9ne *The Postal Service *The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus *The Unseen *Zug Island *Floggin Molly *Escape The Fate *NightWish *Say Anything *Regina Spector

Movies:

The nightmare before christmas,The beauty and the beast,interview with the vampire,queen of the damned the pirates of the carabbean,cars,rush hour,white oliander,larry the cable guy:health inspector,harry potter,van hellsing

Television:

Queer as folk

Books:

i like the dark hunter novels.

Heroes:

my grandpa for being a awsome person. i love you and miss you grandpa. My dad definatly! he is always there for me no matter wat, he doesnt jude me or my friends and he accepts me for me. he may not like how i dress but he lets me do it any ways. i just realy love the fact that he lets me be me and not an inconsiderate asshole like my mother is. even though he may be a prick at times i love him to peices TIMMY! is like my hero!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHa

My Blog

In this hell

In This Hell by: melissa marostica theres' noting left here in this worldi have no real friends that arealways there to the endim just a shellthats slowly walking through helleveryone is so fakeplease...
Posted by [[Do U fEeL mY pAiN wHeN u LoOk In My EyEs?]] on Sat, 05 May 2007 12:06:00 PST

feelings

im so tired of having feelings for people and everytime i express my feelings back i  get fucking kicked to the curb. did i do something wrong??????? its bullshit. why does this always happen 2 m...
Posted by [[Do U fEeL mY pAiN wHeN u LoOk In My EyEs?]] on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 11:22:00 PST

~Hidden~ my newest poem

Hidden By Melissa Marostica Hidden Emotions from deep within that were hidden always blinded by something that i thought was never there the day that you took me by the hand i knew i was tottaly in ...
Posted by [[Do U fEeL mY pAiN wHeN u LoOk In My EyEs?]] on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 08:03:00 PST

new poem

Its pritty funny cuz i wrote this like the day before josh asked me out. lol Here it is the new poem *ahem* Why why is it always the same way everyday i look at you and wonder why i cant be with you w...
Posted by [[Do U fEeL mY pAiN wHeN u LoOk In My EyEs?]] on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 10:46:00 PST

man o man do i hate ppl

Alright so basically, i hate people. espically in softball........god i realy hate people. basically who the fuck do you thikn you are telling me how to play softball when this person has been on JV t...
Posted by [[Do U fEeL mY pAiN wHeN u LoOk In My EyEs?]] on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 08:38:00 PST

poem! read me!

heres a new poem i wrote,read it and tell me wat you think                           &n...
Posted by [[Do U fEeL mY pAiN wHeN u LoOk In My EyEs?]] on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 09:47:00 PST

This fucking week sucks!

so this weekend i got off of being grounded and that same day my grandma died. which was very sad! IM OKAY!!! but thanks to the people who were there for me. and then the next day come to find out a l...
Posted by [[Do U fEeL mY pAiN wHeN u LoOk In My EyEs?]] on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 09:15:00 PST

sooo

so im sitting here watching queer as folk, might i say i heart gay drama and my god why is it gay men must be so beautiful! lol. merp....damn you ms.lopez, you crazy nagger. so if anyone is wondering ...
Posted by [[Do U fEeL mY pAiN wHeN u LoOk In My EyEs?]] on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 11:33:00 PST

im so freaking happy!!!!

Hey well as most of you know the dance was on saturday and i went with gage, floras little brother. now i've always put my feelings off to the side about gage because flora is one of my bestest friend...
Posted by [[Do U fEeL mY pAiN wHeN u LoOk In My EyEs?]] on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 10:45:00 PST

5 years ago today

Five years ago today, i lost one of the most important people in my life, my grandpa. for the most part today i've been able to put it aside and go to skool and get through it. but now im probally am ...
Posted by [[Do U fEeL mY pAiN wHeN u LoOk In My EyEs?]] on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 03:04:00 PST