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too weird 2 live but much too rare 2 die RIP Lusk

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About Me



Layout by CoolChaserthe constant thoughts in holly's head wa-what the-da fa-fuck wadafa what the fuck the quick and easy way i dunno i must be on sumthing i wish i new what it was so i culd take more i should like trademark that wadafa or better yet ill do sumthin four gajillian times better than tryin to spell gajillian ill put it on myspace gajillion now thats a hard word to spell i should like make a tv show just about me makin up shit at 1 in the mornin after 16 cans of mt. dew they culd make t shirts that say wadafa i would like make a myspace for the show so fans meaning me could come up with new words all i need is a camera and a dictionary to find new words 2 fuk wit and mt. dew and it to be 1 in the mornin all the time and a myspace i culd make a gajillion dollas sweeet and i could get really hyper and just keep talkin till three days later except when i have to pee from all that mt.dew and then we might run out of tp where i might have to go to the store and then i might see sumthin i want and then ill want to play wit it but i cant cuz i have to get back to the show but then id be mad cuz i dont want the toy to be lonely so i decide to lett it come on the show wit me but it gets shy so then it leaves and i decide the show is way better then sum stupid toy becuz if im on the show then people culd see me and how much i love toys and then they might send me toys cept i wouldnt have time to play with the toys so i would be sad and i wouldnt want to do the show so id have to give it up but i dont want to so i wouldnt no wadafa to do and it would be sad and now im really tired so maybe i shold have another mt. dew and u dont even love me enough to read all i have just typed so u suck and i hope u die hehe only funny cuz u prolly wont read this and will never no i said it oh crap what if u read it then you will be mad and i wont no how to say sorry and my head really hurts now maybe i have a hole in my brain just like that chick i saw on the internet with the hole in her brain or maybe im stupid but if im stupid then nobody will like me cuz ill never no what is goin on and ill be so lost like that show lost i wonder what they will call if the peeps are found cuz they cant reelly call it lost if the peeps arent lost anymore hmm tv is so confoosin sumtimes and wow i spell weird isnt that where this all started its like that new show 6 that said everyone is six people away from someone who will change there lives but the truth is u could talk forever and ever but u will always come back to the same topic u started wit and im not sure how they are at all alike but oh well if u read everything i wrote u can perfectly understand what im talkin about but the question is do u care what im talkin about or are u lost cuz if ur lost u should try again and be like that choo choo train that says i think i can i think i can cuz i no u can isnt that from a kids show like this new show i watched called pingu its so funnae the way the beeks come out when they get excited u shuld really watch i think u would enjoy it very much about as much as this conversation oops that s prolly not very much oh well my head hurts from this very complex conversation wow thats hard to say 3 times fast try it its fun ok im done my head reelly hurts so whats upand people wonder why i always have a headache imagine that in ur head 24/7 maybe thats why i like never sleep hmm well if i havent scared u away with my eduamacational talk then talk to me cuz im lonely its just me and the voices in my head all alone.my aim is addycted2syn

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

avenged sevenfold again and again forever. gwen stefani anybody from the cast of csi or csi:miami. ummm lots and lots of people, ummm, somebody just like me, mostly bands, i want to meet a lama 2 yeah thats number 1.<a

My Blog

is it too much to fuckin ask

Y do people u care about turn their backs on you? y do people never understand how much u care about them? y dont people ever appreciate what u have done for them or would do for them? y? how? how do ...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Sep 2008 17:42:00 GMT

i hate what i have become

Sickening I always feel so disgraced by my own presence. The life I have created for myself sickens me. I can't stand most of my "friends," I have hate for my own family, And the only ones I've ever ...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 09:33:00 GMT

god life has been shitty

i got arrested for shoplifting so now im on lockdown by my mother and cant do anything for 2-3 months.my mother caught me smokin pot twice which didnt help the whole lockdown thing. the anniversa...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 02:06:00 GMT

august 6, 2006

its almost been a year since my boyfriend zachy matthews died in a horrible car accident. i still think about him everyday. i miss him so much and i hope he sleeps peacefully. he was the love of my li...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 17:35:00 GMT

u wanna no

on august 8 i got a call that changed everything. i was watching x games and i was supposed to be watching with my boyfriend zachy but he was on his way to washington dc (he was moving with his m...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 15:12:00 GMT

What has happened?

this is about a friend that i have lost so have some respect and dont comment if u dont like it   You were ready to depart, abeat no longer in ur heart, a breath no more your shut down to your co...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 20:54:00 GMT

boredom sux

Boredom is the most annoying thing especially when everyone else is doing something. the people around u are smiling because they just made a joke about u. i think that people are too judgemental of m...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 20:39:00 GMT

poems

untitled I wear my dark clothes in a world of fake light i have thes dark bags under my blue eyes i look very different under the bright skies i hold a sadness inside. you looked so scared of me and...
Posted by on Thu, 11 May 2006 20:30:00 GMT

poems: the tears i cry

the tears i cry This place sucks its a living hell everywhere i turn there is a smell i just can't tell what it is i have felt i feel like life is shooting at me and leaving only a welt i feel what i ...
Posted by on Thu, 11 May 2006 20:20:00 GMT

poems:miss you

Miss YouMiss you, miss you, miss you,everything i doechoes with the laughterand the voice of you.you're on every corner, every turn and twist, every old familiar spotwhispers how you're missed.Miss yo...
Posted by on Thu, 11 May 2006 20:07:00 GMT