The New way of Life for me |
So this is going to be an update for all to read and know where I am now in my life and what exactly is going on in my mind if I can or even have the time for it right now. I might as well start off w... Posted by on Wed, 28 May 2008 13:17:00 GMT |
Death and why I am going to take my life |
What has this life to offer me? Pain and torture is all I really feel. I don't love anyone. I can't even trust my own self. The past always haunts me and lingers in my mind. I hate my lfie I have no f... Posted by on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 23:35:00 GMT |
What is this thing you people call Love? |
I've been trying to figure out what this feeling or emotion Love is for so many years. I've never even felt it until just recently. I still am not certain of what it entails and how it is supposed to ... Posted by on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 08:22:00 GMT |
Suicide and the why. |
So This is what happened to me. Well due to the recent events of November when a friend who had adopted me like a little brother committed suicide I have been very depressed and off the walls. I start... Posted by on Mon, 08 May 2006 13:07:00 GMT |
Sleepless week |
Ok I have not slept since sunday night and I am going fucking nuts I have too much stress right now and my mind is oging 900 million miles a fucking second. So I am like desperately looking for work r... Posted by on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 16:12:00 GMT |
Life and all that SHIT |
So Life stinks and I am the only one who can make it better. Next week Monday or Tuesday I'll go and apply at all the fast food places and such and get a job. I need to do something besides what I hav... Posted by on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 22:38:00 GMT |
MY DATE |
So Last night I went on a date with this 30 y/o guy. Really goodlooking, Funny intelligent and we have so mnay things in common that I think we could be good friends and more. So we wenmt to Union St... Posted by on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 09:25:00 GMT |
Date didn't happen |
Date didn't happen I turned the ringer to the phone off the previous night and so when he called I didn't answer so he headed back home oh well. Got another date tomorrow and so not in the mood to eve... Posted by on Sat, 11 Feb 2006 23:25:00 GMT |
Yay going out on a date. |
Yay about to head out on a date for the first time in like a while now and he's not standing me up or giving me the runaround like that other fucker. Umm YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA... Posted by on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 17:25:00 GMT |
Hating Life AGAIN |
I don't know what to do about dating anymore. I have all these guys who say, " Oh so you sweet and you have such a great personality and why are you single." I don't know why I am still fucking single... Posted by on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 21:03:00 GMT |