DEad BABy KickBALL ♥ - ProfilesArchive

About Me

first and fore most bang bang guns go bangi am me..which is pretty much all i can say..i am the girl that loves to laugh at the corny jokes and loves surrounding herself with bestest friends (gwenasaurus rex, kate)..pretty much i love myself even when the humidity fucks with my hair!!!!!!!!!!!music is also a vital part of my existance i would die with out itlove is also a big part of my life im an aquarius i like long term relationships i really guys who cheat on me with 5 girls then beg me back like they are an animal...its pretty lame and they need to get a life : )damn i dont know how else to describe me"It's kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your name. And it gets to a point where none of it seems real. Well, sometimes, I can do that, but I don't need an hour in front of a mirror. It just happens very fast, and things start to slip away. And I just open my eyes, and I see nothing. And then I start to breathe really hard trying to see something, but I can't. It doesn't happen all the time, but when it does, it scares me." - the perks of being a wall flowerXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXX

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My Interests

i love to listen to acoustic guitar and heavy metal i love literature and history and science i love to love

I'd like to meet:

hitler. jesus. buddah.Kate: you insprire me to be a better person i would never walk out on you you are my closest friend and i wish things were where we could live together but it makes us stroner i will always be here for u i love you sis♥

Music:

♥bullet for my valentine♥the bled♥kittie♥afi♥the postal service♥from first to last♥halifax♥hellogoodbye♥chiodos;anti- flag;misfits;shiny toy guns;matchbook romance; the plain white t's;nine inch nails;him;the violent femmes;peaches;static-x;system of a down;the murderdolls;slipknot;baby boy tee hee;♥ slipknot♥many many more1, 2, 3, 4 No, I want more 5, 6, 7 It's not OK How come you taste so good? This time I'm really hookedIt's half past ten, it's getting late But the night is young and I can't wait You know I like it loud You should know me by nowSomething sweet or something strong Seems like love no longer can turn me on Like boy need girl and girl need boy Got a nasty habit called rock'n'rollBut you don't know what it's like I've done things you've only dreamed about More than once or twice Tt keeps me up at night Jump up, bubble up, what's in store? Bryan looked for love, but I want more I found another beat, there's no time for sleepSomething sweet and something strong Seems like love no longer can turn me on Like the girls in suits and those pretty boys I gave my heart to rock'n'roll To rock'n'roll Rock'n'roll [x2] Oh, oh..So you can call the police I'm sorry 'bout my manners, but you see, I'm a bit drunk as you can see I bet you would like to undress meSomething sweet and something strong Seems like love no longer can turn me on Like boy need girl and girl need boy Got a nasty habit called rock'n'rollSomething sweet and something strong Seems like love no longer can turn me on Like the girls in suits and those pretty boys I gave my heart to rock'n'roll Rock'n'roll [x2] Oh, oh...

Movies:

i ♥ scary movies! hard candy peices of april all the saw movies stranger than fiction, i really like bambi and the little mermaid, sleeping beauty, winne the pooh, snow white, cinderella, and all these disney movies lol i'm still a child at heart

Television:

dr. phil that 70's show my wife and kids headbangers ball CSI

Books:

ann rice books♥ twilight new moon eclipse harry potter the killer angels the perks of being a wallflower boy meets boy to kill mockingbird

Heroes:

GWEEN ♥bennie♥

My Blog

shit happens

i mean i guess this is it...its over..again..only this time its for real...but i guess im moving on...loving someone you know your not good enoough for really sux because i know im not good enough for...
Posted by DEad BABy KickBALL ♥ on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 09:04:00 PST

i just feel like talking

im not sure what the point of this blog is...i just feel like talking....most people aren't going to read this but i like it better that way knowing that there are people out there that don't care abo...
Posted by DEad BABy KickBALL ♥ on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 08:56:00 PST

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everything finally works out until you realize it can’t be...everything is a factor...nothing is for certain..nothing is for real...you cannot set your expectations for anything at all..you wi...
Posted by DEad BABy KickBALL ♥ on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 08:07:00 PST

things i love :)

the way he looks at me instead of the road... the way hes 6 feet tall and im like 5... the way i can barely hold his hand.... the way he smiles at me when he sees me from the corner of his eye.....
Posted by DEad BABy KickBALL ♥ on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 07:29:00 PST

the new me

this is the new me..the me that i want to be...not who someone else wants me to be...i am no longer going to be the girl with the fake smile or the girl that wears her heart on her sleeve for so...
Posted by DEad BABy KickBALL ♥ on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 08:46:00 PST

wallflower

So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be. -the perks of being a wallflower...
Posted by DEad BABy KickBALL ♥ on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 04:12:00 PST

is it pathetic part 2?

is it pathetic that i cry in the shower because for a few secinds i forget how his hands feel against mine but i quickly wipe away the tears in determination that i will see him again...one day...i ho...
Posted by DEad BABy KickBALL ♥ on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 06:30:00 PST

is it pathetic?

is it pathetic that i walk outside at night and look at the stars wondering if he is looking at the same star?
Posted by DEad BABy KickBALL ♥ on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 06:28:00 PST

beauty

for all you who think beauty is only skin deep...ask yourselves 'how can i be so shallow?'...then get back to me
Posted by DEad BABy KickBALL ♥ on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 02:19:00 PST

murder

murder...the word that stings. the action that leaves mothers up all night waiting for there child come home. it's what takes the most beautiful of mothers and sends them to heaven. it's w...
Posted by DEad BABy KickBALL ♥ on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 02:55:00 PST