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XPhillipX स्वस्तिक

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About Me

Young, hopeful, bright eyed, lonesome, daring, fearless, fucked up!
"I wanted movement and not a calm course of existence. I wanted excitement and danger and the chance to sacrifice for my love. I felt in myself a superabundance of energy which found no outlet in our quiet life." - by Leo Tolstoy
"I like to believe anything that happens to me is a direct result of how much I try, but at some point you just have to realize it's time to cut your losses and move on instead of telling yourself that everything will work out. We all change and sometimes progress is a matter of knowing when to let go of things that are holding you back" - by Ted (Another Breath)
"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn,..." - by Jack Kerouac
"I'm getting tired of standing around,
just sitting here and waiting to be found.
Same old shit just a different day.
I'll wait around for one more day
but I know that's what I will always say.
Will this ever be O.K.?" - by Texas Is The Reason
"Tired of the reasons why there was no you and I
when all I wanted to hear was "i love you"s and Joy Division" - by Sworn In
I sing in a band called FEEDING TIME - myspace.com/feedingtimehc
I do a fanzine called SO MUCH MORE - myspace.com/somuchmorefanzine
I do a blog called GRASPING AT SHADOWS - graspingatshadows.blogspot.com/
I book shows with DEATH TOLL BOOKING - www.myspace.com/deathtollbooking
I love MIXTAPES - graspingatshadows.muxtape.com
want to know more? just write me...

My Interests

life and traveling

I'd like to meet:

Contentment

Music:



CURRENT PLAYLIST:
Embrace
On Thin Ice
The Real Danger
Trash Talk

Movies:

Last movie I watched: Sin City

Television:

Documentaries about the Third Reich, Wunderbare Jahre, King of Queens, Rosanne, Simpsons, Southpark, Transformers,...

Books:

Right now: Jack Kerouac - On The Road

Heroes:

People who have a dream and do anything to make this dream come true!

My Blog

CONTENTMENT

""This is really a good time!" Vern didn't just mean being off limits inside the junkyard, or fudgeing on our folks, or going on a hike up the railroad tracks to Harlow. He meant those things! But it ...
Posted by XPhillipX 8M58M$? on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 01:36:00 PST

WISE WORDS PT. II

"So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity and conservatism, all of...
Posted by XPhillipX 8M58M$? on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 12:45:00 PST

BEWARE OF LOSING THE SUBSTANCE BY GRASPING AT SHADOWS

Artwork by Ebeth Scott Sinclair (most famous for drawing the covers of some Hot Water Music records)....
Posted by XPhillipX 8M58M$? on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 11:10:00 PST

Wise words....

"This next song is a song about suffering. Last night, at dinner, Chris and I were talking about the nature of earth liberation and animal liberation and human liberation and tried to determine which ...
Posted by XPhillipX 8M58M$? on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 03:17:00 PST