Myself! Myself! Myself! I have spent so much of my life catering to others that I have neglected myself in the process. I am constantly breaking my neck to make those around me happy that I don't even know if I am TRULY happy or not. All of that is about to change very soon. I have no choice but to focus on ME. I have someone relying on me for EVERYTHING and if I'm not where I need to be then there is no way that I can do what I need to do for her. It's mind-boggling how life changes whether you're ready or not. Sometimes you just don't have a choice. I was in my comfort zone for so long that when I got my reality check I didn't know what to do. That was when I had to do some serious brainstorming and came to the conclusion that I don't have a choice but to change. Change my attitude towards others, change my outlook on life, change my perspective of what is needed and what is just simply wanted, I also had to change my outlook on responsibility. At first I just took care of others by choice. That is no longer an option. Some may take this change as me simply being a bitch but I like to consider it maturing a little more and I have to do what I have to do to protect me and mine. If you can't understand that then you know to do. Trust you won't be the first. To all of those who can deal with this change in me I love and appreciate you.
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